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Birthday
1986-07-18
Gender
Female
Location
limbo
Member Since
2006-12-01
Occupation
pizza cook for now--who knows next week/month
Real Name
lindsey
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Anime Fan Since
for about 3 years
Favorite Anime
cowboy bebop, kenshin, x, saiyuki, hellsing, fruits basket, loveless, samurai deeper kyo....lots more...
Goals
moving out of suburbia hell!
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art, music, reading, anime...
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
I have had this strange urge to drop kick something all day..
I woke up at 7:30 this morning for no frickin reason. which, does not happen. (i wake up at 2:30 every day). the shit part about it is that, i had my alarm set for 1:30 so i could get some chores done. so im awake at 7:30 wonderin why the hell thats possible...just staring at the ceiling...
i finally fall back asleep and wake up at 10. to the phone ringin.
Now, i love sleep...its something i cherish dearly. My parents call me a vampire because i stay up till 3 or 4 in the morning and sleep all day. So at this point....im pissed.
I ignore the phone and forced myself back to sleep cuz i know if i didnt within 15 minutes, id be awake all day, and i wasnt havin that.
I wake up the third time and sit straight up, guess what? my alarm didnt go off. My battery had died at some point and it was 3:15 in the ever lovin afternoon. As soon as i realize what time it is....i also realize....i dont have a car.
Last week i was in an accident and the guy who looked at my damage decided to total it.
Ive been driving my parents car while they drive the rental. and i had forgotten that they returned the rental yesterday.
So here i am...sitting in bed...enraged at my own stupidity.
And thats how i started the day.
When i came home this evening to get online...my mother walks downstairs in a huff to scold me from being on the computer.
And now...i wanna damage something.
Its cool how i can be a respectable adult while im out in the world, but as soon as i get home im 5 again.
(anger)
(deep breath)
Its ok...its incentive to escape suburban hell.
this too shall pass
~kenyo
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