myOtaku.com: kephren

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Birthday
• 1987-03-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• oldest city in america! eastern time zone.
Member Since
• 2003-09-03
Occupation
• full time student. aka bump on a log.
Real Name
• Alison

Personal

Achievements
• being accepted into college!!
Anime Fan Since
• 1998 maybe?
Favorite Anime
• Flame of Recca. Naruto. M�R. Saiyuki. Trigun Maximum.
Goals
• become an animator, been that since age 3. and stop falling over all the time.
Hobbies
• drawing. anime. and drawing. animation in general. volunteering at a local children's museum, too (don't look at me like that).
Talents
• drawing (mediocre), reading (does that count?), devil sticks!

myOtaku.com: kephren

Friday, August 20, 2004

bittersweet
i think i did right. i don't really know. sucks that stuff can't be perfect. i was whining about not being able to take comm art 2 last post, right? well, i'm in. only thing is, i had to drop a class i really wanted (pottery) and stay in a class i didn't (intro to painting). and now i'm stuck wondering whether i did the right thing. maybe if i hadn't been to pottery yet, i'd be able to drop it easier, since i wouldn't know what i'd be missing. we even started our first piece, and mine was looking really great, and i was really psyched. i know it can't be perfect, but i'd sure as hell like it to be. i guess i don't take disappointment well. about the only time i've never gotten what i wanted was when i applied for a job at target. that's been pretty much it. so i guess i take not getting what i want harder than i should. i know i do, really. still. i REALLY didn't want painting, and i'm going to feel horrible telling my pottery teacher i've dropped out. that's part of the reason i didn't want to drop it i think. but in the long run, comm art will help me more than pottery, especially if i choose 2-d design as my focus in studio. pottery was a fluff class (painting was too, but painting is a harder course, and old subject matter for me), that would've been my one 'just for fun' class this year. i don't know. i know i did what i needed to do, but i still don't like it. whatever. so now i'm being whiney that i can't have everything. feel free to get pissed at me for it. i'll probably agree with you, as i'm frustrated with myself for getting this upset over it. sigh. going to memphis tomorrow too. seeing the Masters of Florence exhibit again, this time with my mom. yay. going to go read my recca again. i've also discovered i make horrible kool-aid.
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