Thursday, December 2, 2004

   O Christmas Tree
Hello all!
It is now 23 days till Christmas and we got our tree last night. Yes, it's sad but true, after eight years our fake tree "old stinky" has died. So my dad and I went fake tree shopping last night. My dad and I were at odds, because he wanted to get the foota nd a half tall pre-decorated tree and I was like "hell no". and I wanted to get the 8 foot tall fibre optic tree that rotated. it was like $400 and my dad was like "hell no" so we settled for a normal six and a half foot tree taht we lovingly dubbed "new stinky".

For my grandma's birthday I got her these tickets to the Grand Theaters production of "it's a wonderful life" clearly I didn't think this idea through very well because the tickets were like $75. On top of that, my mom and Aunt are taking her to Sparta for the weekend. My GRAMMA IS SO SPOILED, lol, she's more spoiled than I am and I'm an only child.

yesterday was the best day ever! It was just the three of us, for an hour and a half. It was the best hour and a half ever. We just spent the whole time talking and listening to the crazy Final fantasy one theme. It was great. I'm still on cloud nine from it.

However, I did go on a mad people hateing rampage where I wanted to kill everyone cause they're all ASSHOLES *glares* Da Huuuuudge! I want to lynch someone. gouge out someones eyes with a spoon. yes I know, I have rage blackouts. I can't help it, when everyone is being stupid it makes me want to hurt them. Plus, I was already mad cause I couldn't go on the feeder school tour today, i know that damn music better than half the choir. bastards. So all my friends went and Me and Niki were all alone. But we had fun. *glares* Da Huuuuuudge. lol, Niki and Nicole know what I'm talking about.

I have run out of things to say so I will leave you with a song of the day:

The immagrint song by Led Zepplin.

Ahhhhhhhahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhah lol, best song ever.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

   25 Days till Christmas!
Well,as stated in the title, the countdown is on. Only 25 days to go before the big X-MAS and I am so excited I can hardly contain myself. Unfortunately thats only on the outside this year.

In truth, this year will be my first Christmas in three years where I will be alone. I'm not exactly sure if Christmas will feel the same, since Garretts family became so much a part of me, The holidays are looking a little empty without Susan's turkey dinner and his grandma's crazy stories. And of course the comfort of Garrett himself. I guess that's why it's getting increasingly hard for me to be around Chris lately. As some of you regular readers know, I really like him. I guess there is so much I want from him, especially this time of year. The more time that goes by, the harder it is to tell him my feelings, but the more time that goes by the closer I get to never seeing him ever again. So, I basically have 25 days to confess all of this and hope I don't get rejected. because after Christmas comes exams and them I'm gone. probably to Toronto to go to college. Needless to say, this year Christmas is not the most wonderful time. As corny as it might sound, the most wonderful time is the hour a day I get to see him. Gah...

So if Christmas is real, and there is some magical force that moves mountains and creates miracles, maybe this year it will have one in store for me,and bring me what I want for Christmas more than anything else. That is my plea to whatever it is out there makes Christmas magical. I do believe.

Everyday, the tension just builds and it gets harder for me to sit there and watch him and know that he doesn't even think of me ever. I'm so pathetic.

Song of the day: New Slang by The Shins
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Friday, November 26, 2004

   HEEE HEE I
Sorry, I have a ridiculous amount of energy. Right now it's lunch, and my friends and I have been kicked out of the hallways cause of some weirdo ballet thing thats going on. I don't have alot to say today really, so it will be my shortest post ever. Everyone join RPGCHAT.com it's cool.

Song of the day: Hello Time Bomb, Matt Good.
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Monday, November 22, 2004

Everything
EVERYTHING:

find me here
and speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
you are the light
that's leading me
to the place
where I find peace again

you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life
to my soul
you are my purpose
you're everything

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this yeah

you calm the storms
and you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
take me deeper now

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

cause you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

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