Wednesday, November 3, 2004

Not alot to say, without putting my foot in my mouth... AGAIN
Wow, yesterday... well it sucked. Not only have I proven to people I know and don't know that I'm the biggest ass ever but I have just confused the hell outta myself and decided to just give up.

I deleted yesterdays post obviously, because this is in place of it. And I'm really so sorry nicole. I feel so bad. Guilt is eating me.

I have managed to get what I know of the facts.. or what I am being told the facts are by Niki and Nicole (sorry I even doubted you for a second, I'm an ass)people I trust not to lie to me... in order. They are as fallows:

1) I'm a big ass and a bad friend (no one told me this one, I figured it out on my own)

2) Jessica, NOT nicole, was the one saying things to Chris about me that she had no buisness saying (because half of them are filthy lies)

3) Chris is a dumbass because even after all the filthy lies and the obvious flirting he STILL doesn't get that I like him. (This guy is oblivious, he needs a clue.)

And here is what I am going to do about the situation at hand:

1) Apologise to Nicole at every chance I get. (I'm Sorry Nicole :(

2) Not say anything to Jess, not threaten her life, not call her a dirty lieing whore, not even acknowlage that I know what she did. Because she wants me to make a big scene about it, thats what she wants; attention. And I am not about to give it too her because then she'll win. OOH no, you just keep doin what your doing jess (you lieing whore)

3) Try not to jump to insanely rediculous conclusions ever agian. (I'm sorry Nicole)

4) Stop denying that I like Chris. Jess basicly told everyone I know, and I basically told the whole world yesterday in my rageaholic ranting. So the next time someone asks me about it, I will just tell them the truth, Yes I like Chris, alot. What was the point of trying to keep that covered up anyway, that was kind of dumb (lol mabe if I never tell anyone, he'll go out with me. Yea right like that works)

Also as you can see, Day three of Zach Braff week has us with a new wall paper, this one is kind of creepy cause there is so many of him, lol. Unfortunately this week there was no Scrubs episode due to the US election. for those of you who don't know Bush was voted in for another term, something I have mixed feelings about.
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