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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

   25 Days till Christmas!
Well,as stated in the title, the countdown is on. Only 25 days to go before the big X-MAS and I am so excited I can hardly contain myself. Unfortunately thats only on the outside this year.

In truth, this year will be my first Christmas in three years where I will be alone. I'm not exactly sure if Christmas will feel the same, since Garretts family became so much a part of me, The holidays are looking a little empty without Susan's turkey dinner and his grandma's crazy stories. And of course the comfort of Garrett himself. I guess that's why it's getting increasingly hard for me to be around Chris lately. As some of you regular readers know, I really like him. I guess there is so much I want from him, especially this time of year. The more time that goes by, the harder it is to tell him my feelings, but the more time that goes by the closer I get to never seeing him ever again. So, I basically have 25 days to confess all of this and hope I don't get rejected. because after Christmas comes exams and them I'm gone. probably to Toronto to go to college. Needless to say, this year Christmas is not the most wonderful time. As corny as it might sound, the most wonderful time is the hour a day I get to see him. Gah...

So if Christmas is real, and there is some magical force that moves mountains and creates miracles, maybe this year it will have one in store for me,and bring me what I want for Christmas more than anything else. That is my plea to whatever it is out there makes Christmas magical. I do believe.

Everyday, the tension just builds and it gets harder for me to sit there and watch him and know that he doesn't even think of me ever. I'm so pathetic.

Song of the day: New Slang by The Shins
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