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Friday, November 12, 2004


eh...
I had a really good day today until i got home. But all day i had nice things said about my hair and i learned i made an A on my last math test and then i learned cus of some class meeting the test i forgot to study was cancled for monday. Then i got home just in time to hear my dad yelling at my sister. This is really normally my parents getting really mad and yelling at her. But what was sad was i always get mad at her becuase she does really stupid things but today i noticed that i really do hate her. I know most of you are like "she is your sister how can you hate her?" well dont ask me becuase i was wondering how i can hate my older sister? well today when my dad and her were yelling i started thinking to my self "why wont she just go away? If she went away everything would be better. my parents would stop getting mad at each other over her and even i would be happier. If only she would just leave." Then thats when i noticed i really do hate this person. She was the one pulling my once happy family apart. She is the one making us spend all our money and bouncing checks then my parents have to stress over money. She is the one who quit collage twice and now i have to make all A's or get any scholarship i can or i wont go to collage. It makes me sad that the fact that i really can't love my own flesh and blood anymore.. but i really can't. Normally when i think of my family members leaving i get sad no matter how mad i am at them. Thats how i normally stop being mad at my parents. I think if the went away i would be so sad. But with her i think if she went away everything would be better.
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