Friday, June 16, 2006

   good-bye
ok...I'll just start. my parent's told me not to talk to ppl online that I didn't know...but I still got on this site and a couple others and eventually did talk to a lot of ppl I didn't know. after a youth group session one night, I decided to finally tell my parents. which I did. they weren't angry or anything, but I still can't talk to anyone I don't know. which means I have to say good-bye to you all. I won't delete my site since there is a slight chance my parents change their mind. or I'll probly get back on when I'm old enough to decide for myself. which will be in a long time. like 4+ years. I've really really really enjoyed talking to all of you and I'm sad that I have to leave for a long time. I'll really miss all of you. I've written down all your names (usernames at least) and I will be praying for you often. *sniff* I'm really sad about this....T_T Thank you all for being so nice and such great friends. I love all of you and wish you a wonderful life full of happiness and joy. *great big giant hugs* farewell.
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

   *sigh*
man, I had just typed up most of this post when the screens all disappeared. so now I have to start over. *ahem*

yesterday evening was crazy. we had to pull up some asphalt (horible spelling, I know) that used to be our carport and isn't now. first I started pulling it up with a pick. not fun. then Dad and I figured out we could put this thing on our tractor and it would pull it up easier. so we did that. Dad drove the tractor for a bit, then I drove it for the first time while he went and dumped the asphalt we had already pulled up in our creek. that was my first time driving the tractor.

~~Tractor issues~~

the shifting was really hard. the clutch had to be all the way down to shift and all the way down for the break to work, though pushing the clutch down at the slow speed I was going worked as a break. the clutch was hard to push down, though, especilly since I was too short for the seat. I had to practically stand on it for it to work. driving in reverse at times is really hard...especilly since that was my first time doing it. I also had to keep twisting my head around to watch what was going on. and my back was attacked by bugs. and then I got tired and wanted to get off, but I didn't know how to turn it off and couldn't figure it out.

~~other problems~~
we had to load the pulled-up asphalt onto a trailer. some of the pieces where pretty heavy. some my Dad couldn't even pick up. so I had to break them for him while he held them part of the way off the ground. the first time I broke one I used my foot. when it broke, Dad accidently dropped the part he had been holding onto my foot. after that I used a pick to break them. which hurt my hands and arms. and I got all sweaty and tired and I got a headache from the tractor.

whew. so now I'm a bit sore, tired, and my back itches. but I'm still pretty happy. I ordered the first Rurouni Kenshin box set for only $40 and I just drank a Starbucks Vanilla Frappuccino. yum! sorry that was really long...hope y'alls week is going well! *hugs!
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

   song
I found a song in a book that I REALLY liked. I'm trying to put music to it but its not working! I can't get a good tune...I sorta have one for the chorus....but after looking at it again I don't think it fits. the tune is really cool and I like it, but its too...happy....for the song.....I don't know what to do....T_____T The book describes the song as "filled with a need so deep it was like the sound of a heart being torn in two" I can't get a tune to fit that!!!!!
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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

   theme
do you like my new theme? and now my posts are easier to read thanks to Shishou's awesome tutorial. :D thank you Shishou! I dunno how long this theme will stay up...prolly a while. It'll just change whenever. heehee, skysongkupo came over to my house yesterday. we walked around the lake and down to the river, where we found a floating wine bottle. we took the bottle up to my house and wrote a message that we put it in. we then threw it back in the river. What would be so funny is if there is a story about it in the paper...heehee! well, see y'all later! hope you are having a great time! I'm praying for all of you. *hugs* bye
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