Thursday, April 7, 2005

WHY IN THE WORLD HAS THIS HAPPENED TO ME?!?
Oh gods no...
It turns out that I have sum sorta stress-related eating disorder.. I heard my dad tell my mom before he left... I KNEW IT! I told kayla on the phone before I heard.. I knew it! How did this happen?! I think I know how...
something to do w/ my friends.. Not my current ones.. my old ones.
Kayla can give a wild guess as to who they are, seeing as how she's met them... EXCEPT NATALIE. I'm not sure she's my BFF anymore, but she hears me out, as do my current friends, and she's at least making an effort to be at least just friends. So, just like before I came to oxnard am "official best friendless".
I would say Kayla or Andrea would now fill that current possition, but Kayla has Necole, I am pretty sure that they are Official BFF's, as she has kinda made it obious,(no offence to either of you guys if ya read this^^;;)
And Who knows about Andrea? She looks like she's attached to others like rebecca, for instance to be her BFF ( official kind, not the really good kind of friends only kind, cuz all my friends are that kind to me if you did'nt already know that)
So alone I am! And so once again, I slip into my sad state of depression, which brings me back to my new found Eating disorder!
*sigh* hmmm.... sadness....
I need phsyciatric help, and some long needed compfort....
-lindel
P.s. I'm so bummed that I was too sad to write my sreenname.... Only my regular name! What is the world coming too?
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A Poll!!!

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

   HOORAH!!!!!
YES! I finnally got back from laughland! Yes, I was in Laughland,Nevada, and I'm sorry I did'nt tell anyone...ToT. But I won't be on the net until next week much though, cuz my dad is in town, and he's really mean, and won't let me on. But more importantantly, I got a backround!And even a midi! (it's my favorate song in the whole wide world, and odly it's the only for SURE thing that can compfort me if all else fails ^^;;) I am changing my site, as I will start doing so bi-monthly! Hoorah! This half-month, I have chosen 'Chobits' as my theme, cuz Chi reminds me of my character Kiarara. And just cuz I told my friend I would, If my readers would be so kind, plz PM me telling me if you are a fan of inuyasha or not, just so I can find out how many fans there are out there?
-KiArArA*
No wait, I change my mind... Not bi-monthly, whenever I damn well feel like it! He he he...
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

   WHY AM I SO LONELY?!?!? ToT
My goodness, I am so sad... I seriously feel I have made sum wrong desicions in life, especially the ones considering my friends... Not my new friends like kayla, andrea, or maeghan, but my old ones. they have caused me so much pain you would never beleive, and I can't count how many times they've satbbed me in the back. The only one who has been true to me is my original best friend natalie, althogh I feel I am just drifting away from her, cuz we don't really share the same likes anymore. I am seriosly sad right now... PLus none of my friends (not even the newer ones) are really talking to me...

Why is it always me that things happen to?!?! I feel so lonely. *lets out a huge sigh*
I gotta go... maybe I can sulk in a puddle of self-pitty or somthing...........
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

   HEY PPLZ!
Hey whats up pplz? Congrats to my new buddy, virtualinsanity, who just joined up, but her email telling advice about my backround, certainly did not work!!! That's what I get for listening to someone who let's ppl call her relish...
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Sunday, March 6, 2005

HEY ALL YOU PPLZ, HANDS OFF!
hey pplz, HANDS OFF! I am sending a message everywhere that Yuki Sohma from Fruits Basket is taken!!!! He belongs to my buddy JungWoo, and if you have a problem w/ that, screw you! I'd also like to say the same about Inuyasha and Miroku! THEY ARE ALL TAKEN!! Miroku belongs to sangogirl 283, and inuyahsa is mine! YA HEAR, MINE!!!!!!
-kIaRaRa*
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   okay, i'm working on making my backround noticable...
so why can't I??? I've done almost everything... but it's supposed to be a pink backround with a really cute picture of kagome with an almost confused looking inuyasha in her hands.
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   GRRRRRR!
could it REALLY be that hard to defeat naraku?!?!?
*takes the tetsaiga away from inuyasha and does countless windscars with the help of kagome's arrows when naraku isn't looking, and sweatdrops that he barely notices...*

i suppose i have a lot of work to do...
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   Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
I am so tired....
I fell asleep for a little while,
like ten minutes while on the computer still.....
*yawns*
i just don't feel myself today.
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   HMMMMMM.......
i am currently lost in deep thought...
i'm not exactly sure what i was doing before this....
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