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Thursday, April 7, 2005


WHY IN THE WORLD HAS THIS HAPPENED TO ME?!?
Oh gods no...
It turns out that I have sum sorta stress-related eating disorder.. I heard my dad tell my mom before he left... I KNEW IT! I told kayla on the phone before I heard.. I knew it! How did this happen?! I think I know how...
something to do w/ my friends.. Not my current ones.. my old ones.
Kayla can give a wild guess as to who they are, seeing as how she's met them... EXCEPT NATALIE. I'm not sure she's my BFF anymore, but she hears me out, as do my current friends, and she's at least making an effort to be at least just friends. So, just like before I came to oxnard am "official best friendless".
I would say Kayla or Andrea would now fill that current possition, but Kayla has Necole, I am pretty sure that they are Official BFF's, as she has kinda made it obious,(no offence to either of you guys if ya read this^^;;)
And Who knows about Andrea? She looks like she's attached to others like rebecca, for instance to be her BFF ( official kind, not the really good kind of friends only kind, cuz all my friends are that kind to me if you did'nt already know that)
So alone I am! And so once again, I slip into my sad state of depression, which brings me back to my new found Eating disorder!
*sigh* hmmm.... sadness....
I need phsyciatric help, and some long needed compfort....
-lindel
P.s. I'm so bummed that I was too sad to write my sreenname.... Only my regular name! What is the world coming too?

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