Monday, May 21, 2007

THINGS WORKED OUT
Well, I was called by the police yesterday. They said they called the guy and he was very cooperative. He confessed that he did touch me. So he is going to be charged with harassment and possibly assault. I guess thats a good thing. I just now need to see if I have to go to court or not. But I'm okay. I think doug just thought I was being emotional. He forgot that women do that. So everything is good now. Except for today. I got on the bus to the mall so I could switch over to the bus that would take me home. And it left before we even got there. I saw it pulling out of the parking lot and so did the driver. She also knew I needed to get that bus. But she didnt radio the other bus or anything to stop it she just pretended it wasnt even there. so I'm a little pissed right now.I guess I could call the bus office and let them know what happened. I think I will they need to know if their people arent doing their job. So I'm gonna go and make that phone call. TTYL HUGS
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Sunday, May 20, 2007

tiring weekend
friday night the play was amazing. I loved it. I couldnt believe it was only high school students doing it. Saturday morning I slept in till about 10am. Then I got up took a shower and went to work at the Jordan center. The two graduations took forever. They had to call every students name and have them walk across the stage. It finished around 8:30pm. Then we were starting to clean up when some guy came up behind me an grabbed me. He started touching a caressing my butt. He forced me to give him my phone number and kept saying dont be afariad. Well, he left and I was shaking for the next hour. I did give a report to the police and they said he can be charged with harassment and possibly sexual assault. I will have to testify in court though if they can get him. My supervisor was livid when he heard about what happened. He was like "I dont ever tolerate that and I am so sorry you had to go through that. You should never have to deal with that." So now I'm waiting to hear from the police if they got him or not. At least he gave me his cell number written on the back of a reciept. I gave the paper to the officer and hes gonna go to the store and see if they have a video camera and check it on the time stamp. This is starting to seem like an episode of SVU or CSI. I just hope he doesnt call me. I'm a little scared about that. I've never been stalked before and this is just very disturbing. Sorry for complaining about this. I know some of you dont want to hear about how bad stuff is. I needed to tell someone else though since I told my husband last night and he said I was over reacting. I dont think so. But whatever, I know the majority of you care and want things to be good for me so thank you for that. I love you all. HUGS
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Friday, May 18, 2007

was was good but then turned bad
I went to work today and everyone was really happy that my attitude seemed to have changed and I was more positive during work. I even got a really big compliment from one of my co-workers. She really likes me and is always nice to me but still it felt good to be validated like that. So I was really happy and smiling cause I did an awesome job and my boss comes in a starts in on me like I didnt do anything right. I'm trying to turn over a new leaf and be pleasant and she has to tear me down and bring up past offenses that I've already rectified or gotten over and put behind me. Now I may be losing my job in two weeks because I have no upper body strength and cant carry 50 lb bags of cat litter and dog food down 20 stairs to the basement. I cant help that I am weak. Thats part of my disability. I dont think she can fire me though just because I cant do that one thing. If she does I will fight it and sue if I have to. I am not losing this job over some stupid strength issue. sO yeah, I felt good and then she came in and my day totally got bad. I got home and went to the high school to pick up a ticket for tonights performance of the Mikado and they couldnt find the teacher who was selling them. So she called me later today and will have a ticket for me tonight. Luckily I still only have to pay the advanced ticket fee of $3 instead of $5 that tickets are at the door. Sorry I didnt post yesterday or comment too much. I was really tired. I've been falling asleep around 8pm every night this week. Wed night I was watching tv some old episodes of Ghost hunters and I fell asleep before the first episode was over. I guess I was out of it. I went down to the local faith centre today and donated some food. A bunch of rice, pinto beans and 13 bean soup mix. Dont really know how to cook the beans and the soup and we have tons of rice so I figured they could use it. yeah so its been a really busy day so far and its only 3:36pm. I have few more hours till I have to leave for the play. Its at 7:30pm not sure how long it is though I guess I'll find out soon enough.WEll thats my friday for you all. Hope you have a great weekend. I probably wont be on tomorrow cause I have to work PSU graduation form 1:30pm-8:30pm. Ugh seven hours of standing is gonna kill may back but at least I'm getting paid for it. Love ya all. HUGS
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

middle of the week.
Well today went pretty well I got my work done quickly and thoroughly. So that was good. I guess there are a few things that I need to work on. I'll find out what they are tomorrow in the memo with my paycheck. Well, I just found out all our insurance is tapped out. No more depo for me. I only will have to take my prozac now. I guess it isnt that big of a deal. No more meds that make me gain weight. I just need to be more careful now if we do decide to do anything together. Right now my meds are killing my sex drive. Sorry if that is too much information for some of you but there is no other way to put it and I dont want to be false with you guys. Dougs mom is better. Shes back home and we will visit her tomorrow. My brother is akay too. I dont know if he was ever seroius about the suicide thing. He's threatened it so many times my mom just blows it off as just talk. I'm afriad though one of these days he actually will do it. Am I over reacting or am I just worried caue my mom isnt? HUGS
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Wow a lot happened last night.
Wow, its only tuesday and I feel like I've had a weeks worth of drama already. First off my brother calls me and tells me that he cant find the girl kitten and that she may have gotten outside. Well, it turns out she did get outside and my brother freaked out and threatened suicide. I called his neighbor and she went over and calmed him down and helped him find the cat. So everything is good now. That was a big thing last night. Also I found out dougs mom is in the hospital for either an anxiety attack or a minor heart attack. All I know is that she had chest pain and shortness of breath and her arm went numb. She has high blood pressure and has been stressed lately but I am still worried about her. Today was my next to last day of therapy. Thursday is the last day. I am getting a big heating pad though so I can keep up with the heat therapy. that seemed to help the most. yeah so my week is already highly stressed. I think I need to try some anti stress meds or some form of de-stressing my self. Any ideas? I would appreciate the help. Well I need to go. TTYL. HUGS
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Monday, May 14, 2007

monday ugh!
wEll this weekend was good. WE went to my grandmothers. She was honored at her church as mother of the year. It was very nice ceremony. WE also went out to lunch at Hoss's the next day after church.So it was nice weekned. I also got my mom a mothers day card that I signed with my name and her kittens names. she thought that was funny. I also got her a new pair of earrings that she loved. She even wore them on sunday to church. I got home yesterday around 4:00pm. I got to cuddle with my kitty. She missed me and then I took a nap till about 9pm. Then we watched family guy and american dad. After that we went to sleep till 6 am this morning. I went to work today and worked about 3 hours so that is a good thing. I get paid on thurs this week but I dont think it will even be worth it. I only worked 9 hours this past two weeks cause I was out for a week. wEll that about all. I have to go to water aerobics today and I need a little nap before I go. Love ya all. HUGS
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Thursday, May 10, 2007

no work again
I know you probably think that I should be going to work everyday. But I had a doctors appt at 9am so I couldnt go to work. They understand that. So I will be there tomorrow. as for today I had my appt then I went to the mall for an hour. I ate breakfast at McDonalds. It was really good. I had eggs, sausage and a biscuit. Then I came home on the bus. that ws around 11:40am. I got on the computer and I've been here ever since. I read all your posts even if I didnt comment. Sometimes I cant think of anything to say. Dinner was good on tuesday. DOug enjoyed me taking him out for his b-day. Now I have to find something for my mother for this weekend. I only have $13 left in my account. Maybe a card and a gift card to target or something. I am so tired. I need to take a shower
and a nap. Icky feeling in my hair. I went swimming last night and rinsed my hair out but it still smells like the pool. So I will go now. Have a great day everyone. HUGS
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

all better
Well, I felt a lot better today when I woke up. Well not when I woke up but when I was up a dressed. I didnt even feel like I was gonna throw up. So its all good. Work was okay but I scratched my arm up really bad on a dogs cage and its all bruised and bleeding. Do you think I should say something about this injury or just keep it to myself. I dont think it will get infected or anything. Tonight I am taking doug out for dinner cause its his birthday. wow now we're both 29 not a big milestone next year will be.IKinda tired right now but I'm gonna take shower soon so that will help me wake up, or put me to sleep not sure which yet. Oh, my co-workers complimented me on how well I did my job today. She was very impressed. I think all my co-workers are warming up to me cause they arent ignoring me anymore.So thats good. My boss still gives me the evil look but I just shrug it off. I dont have to deal with her too often. So I guess I will go shower now I want to look nice when doug gets home. See ya later. HUGS
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Monday, May 7, 2007

not sure about work tonight.
I'm not feeling well right now. I woke up at 4 am and threw up then I had to get up at six to go to work. I was okay there but then I went to my brothers place cause they bus was early and I didnt feel like walking around the mall for an hour and I felt really icky again. I'm supposed to work WWE tonight and I dont want to call off because I did that the last time I was supposed to work. I am still a little queasy and I developed a really bad cough and I'm freezing even though its in the high 60's outside. So I dont know. I'm supposed to go in at 5:30pm tonite I guess I'll see how I feel in a little while. Oh, did I tell you about the stray black and white cat we had at the vets office. She found a home. One of the techs is gonna take her home so I am happy for her. Beautiful kitty. 7 years old and so loving and purrs like theres no tomorrow. I loved that cat and wanted her for myself but I dont think my current kitty would like that. Shes very territorial. We just had something hapen here at my apt that I found funny. Somebodys car was drifting down the road but it was off and there was nobody driving it. I was laughing. It looked really funny. I wish I had a camera. Well, It didnt get too far someone caught it and put it back in the parking lot. I'm taking my temp right now. It I have one I am not going to work. I dont want others to get sick too from me. Especially not the guests. that would suck and I could get sued. Scary thought.101.5 degrees. I guess I'm not going to work. Hold on let me call my supervisor and let her know..... Okay, she'll call me back. I left a message on her cell phone. I said I could work if she needed me but if she'd rather I stay home thats okay too.I know we'll be busy tonight but I dont want to go and then end up puking in the middle of the show and have to leave early.I guees my kitty can take care of me till doug gets home tonight oh, I'm gonna have to call him before he gets off work and tell him to pick up some 7-up for my tummy. So icky feeling. I'm gonna go take a bubble bath that should relax me and then I am sleeping. Let me know how you are all doing. HUGS from a far distance so you all dont get sick.
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