Monday, January 22, 2007

What are you feeling inside? ~With Anime Pics and 8 Results~ --For Girls Only--

Your feeling is depressed...You always seem to be depressed and cry easily. You are a bit (ok, more than a bit) over emotional and are too sensitive. You rarely smile, and when you do, it's very weak... your eyes always seem to be misty and though others have tried to console you of your sorrow in the past, no one can seem to get through to you that there's more to life than being sad. No no one seems to hang around you anymore which makes you feel worse, and you feel as you're loved by no one except maybe your family. People might see you as the "girl who doesn't talk to anyone", and you may be sort of a loner, but that doesn't mean you want to be. What hurts you is people being mean and even though you might not get it that often, since you're so sensitive it still makes you deal with pain. You're not a leader and are usually the person who stands alone, does what she's supposed to do and nothing else.
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Friday, January 19, 2007

Its fri yay
Finally the weekend. I got paid today too. Unfortunately the money wont show up in my accont till tomorrow. WEd in class we actually listened to some music we might use if the director lets us do a duet. I hopwe she does. We have decided we probably will dance to "every Heart" from Inuyasha. and the costumes with resemble Kikyo's clothes. I hope it all works out. I am going shopping tomorrow and picking up Inuyasha vol.44 on DVD. I've been wanting to get it for a long time. I just hope they have it in stock.Well, I need to go change over my laundry downstairs in the basement. I will see ya all later. HUGS

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

ballet in about 3 hours
Well, I start my ballet class today. I cant wait. I am going to try not to vent to the girl who is teaching me, but I cant promise I wont. I am feeling a little bit better. at least I can eat real food and not get sick.uh oh I lied. Okay, I'm back not fun having to throw up especially when my ribs still hurt. Well, I think I'll be okay now. My allergies are acting up again. I am so stuffed up and that makes me tired and just sluggish. I wish I could just take something and all these problems would disappear. It is really cold here today only 34 degrees. Thats compared to 56 last week.and I'm supposed to walk down to class today. guess I should find my scarf and gloves.I should take a shower before I go to class even if its just to warm up. but last time I did that I missed my class cause I fell asleep.well, maybe I'll do some dishes they need worked on. I 'll see after I finish this. So see ya all later. I love you . HUGS
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Tuesday afternoon.
Yesterday I was feeling better but I woke up today and felt like crap again. I dont think I'm gonna go to lyrical anymore. Theres no point if I can only stay for 10-15 minutes.(stupid teacher wont let me in the recital). I guess I have to accept her decision but I dont have to like it. I got a call from the interview I had last tuesday. I didnt get the job. They hired someone whose hours were better than mine. I told them I would quit my dance classes if I had to to get this job. sO again I am relying on the Jordan center to keep my bank account out of the red. Ugh life sux. Well, not really I know there are a lot of people worse off than me. But that doesnt make me feel any better.I want to say thank you again for all the advice and sweet words that you give me in your comments. I really do appreciate them and look forward to reading them everyday. I hope you all have a good day and a wonderful week. Keep smiling. HUGS
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Monday, January 15, 2007

monday
well, I made it through the game. It wasnt very long. We had a big battle and then we ended. I think Doug didnt want to tire me out too much,since he could see my attention was flagging. I fell asleep pretty quickly last night but then kept waking up all night. I was sick again. but now everything is going straight through me. well, at least my throat gets a break. Anyway, I'm drinking a lot of ginger ale and eating cream of wheat. that seems to be okay in my system. and my kitty is keeping me company on the bed. she curls up next to me and we cuddle and watch TV or take a nap. I didnt go to my volunteer job today.I didnt think I could do my best if I was feeling like this and if it is something that can be caught I didnt want anyone else to get sick either. I have feeling its just a stomach virus. If I still feel bad on fri I will make an appt to see my doctor. I really dont think this is from my shot on Fri. I'm debating if I should go down tot dance tomorrow. I know I'm not in the recital but I feel I should at least make an appearance so it shows that I am committed to being there at least to warm up and do floor work. I dont know. I guess it will depend on how I feel. I gotta get better by wed. I have a private ballet lesson and I cant miss that.Okay I think I'm gonna try to do some dishes and then take a nap. Rest is good fir an illness. Hope you all have a great day. HUGS
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Still feeling a bit icky
well, I didnt sleep well last night every time I got up to use the bathroom I ended up puking. I was up at 5:15am today and now food is going straight through me. I did make some cream of wheat for breakfast and it stayed down so I guess thats a good thing. I've also been swilling ginger ale. It helps. I've been craving chocolate pudding. Dont know if thats a good sign or not. I wont make it though till I'm sure I'm healthy. We have D&D game today. We have 5 people coming over. Hope I can make it through. My brother is coming over early to show me some poems he wrote. So that should be nice. Hes a really good writer, even though his poems seem to be religious and violent. I'll see if he'll let me post one and you can tell me what you think.I went back to sleep after eating the cream of wheat and woke up at 12:30pm. Getting lots of sleep is helping me feel a little better. Thanks for all the health advice. I will definitely use it. No more toast for me when I'm sick. Well, this post is pretty long and I'm getting a headache. I will end it here. TTYL and have a great day. HUGS
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Saturday, January 13, 2007

   two days away
So sorry I missed two days of posting. I had to do laundry on Thursday and yesterday I was sick. I'm still sick. I eat and then puke and then sleep. I tried tea and toast and it still came back up.What is simpler then that? I guess I'll have to wait this out. Water makes me feel sick. What do I do? I wonder if this is a side effect of getting my shot yesterday. Its never happened before. Not much gonna happen today. This is really short cause I'm on the phone. so I'll see you guys later. Sorry I didnt comment I visited all of you who updated. HUGS
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

No more lyrical
I went to class last night and I was told that I no longer will be in the recital. Just because I was out for 3 weeks with a medical reason. she cut me from the class. I am so pissed right now. It just sucks that I came so far and have to stop right now. I had a great thing happen last night too. My kicks were the highest they have ever been, and I finally mastered an Axel turn. This just sucks. at least I still have my ballet class tonight. I wont miss that. and I cant get kicked out of that. "Its a one-on-one class and the girl and I a really good friends.Well I guess thats all I have to say right now. I'm still trying to get over the hurt of this whole dance thing. Oh, the interview went well she said I should know by fri. I ttyl HUGS
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Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You don't really value loyalty. In your opinion, friendship should be earned. If you don't agree with someone, it doesn't matter how close you are. You'll let them (and everyone else know) exactly what you think. Honesty: You don't really value honesty. You do value getting your way, no matter what. And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem. A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You don't really value generosity. Your needs always come first, no matter what. And you'll possibly help someone else out... But only if it helps you in return. Humility: You don't really value humility. You don't have much to be humble about! And you might as well promote yourself, because no one else will. You're a pretty special person, and you let everyone know it. Tolerance: Not only do you prefer to be around people very similar to you... They're the only kind of people you'll tolerate. You know what you believe in, and you don't like to deviate from that. You don't hate people who are very different - you just don't want to be around them.

The Five Factor Values Test

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Monday, January 8, 2007

good news and bad news
I got a call for an interview tomorrow at an animal hospital. Its for a reception position but at least my foot will be in the door right? The only problem is its in the evening and I would have to quit my dance classes. So we'll see what happens. If I do quit my dance I can always try again next year and this summer. Just not sure how the director will take it. I hope she understands how important this job is to me. Also, if I quit I save $25 dollars that would be a costume deposit other wise. That means I can buy more anime DVDS. Yay!!!!!! I'll let you guys know how the interview goes tomorrow. See ya then. HUGS
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