Wednesday, November 23, 2005

5 hours and Saske's happy song
hi ppl! well, i'll be leaving on a trip tomorrow morning sometime. i think it's a 5 hour trip to michigan. i won't be back for a while, well, actually i won't be back till saturday evening sometime. HAPPY THANKSGIVING by the way! oh, and if you're one of those people who don't smile much then just do me a favor and smile at least once on thanksgiving, for me, and to show everyone around you that you are truly thankful.

oh another story! i got a boyfriend. it's platinum dragon. ^-^ i love him so much!

and another story!
i'm sick.....

and i leave you with song!
this is Saske's happy song! please note, that if you do not wish to read cussing then do not read this. P.S. i got it from a friend, who got it from a friend, who got it off a site, which i don't know. ^^'

I am really special cuz' there's only one of me!
See my smile i'm so damn happy that people are jelious of me!
when i'm sad and lonely, i like to sing this song, it cheers me up and shows me that i won't be sad for long!
oh, oh, oh oh!
i'm so happy i can barely breath!
puppy dogs and sugar frogs, kittens and baby teeth!
listen all you mothers i'm happy to the core!
i think i got a coupon for a 20 dollar whore!
ha ha ha ha!
i am really special cuz' there's only one of me!
i am really happy, sugar-coated me!
welcome to my happy world, now get your shit and leave!

(and i don't like the last part but it's:
now srew you!)

bye bye^-^
~Forever
~~~~~~~~KFC

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Sunday, November 20, 2005

   more old candy canes and some random things
okie, i got a cold and my throat hurts, i felt depressed for no good reason, but u know what?

I'M HAPPY NOW! ^-^ so, what's new in yalls' lives?

P.S.~ any suggestions on a new theme for the site?

forever with love,
~KFC.
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Sunday, November 13, 2005

woot woot!
hey everybody!! how are ya?! i've been runnin round alot again. but i went to Polarus! and i bought vol. 4 of FMA (they didn't have vol.3 ^^') and i also bought #1 of the novel! and here's what else is going on:
my ex thought i was still his girlfriend. well he went out and got another one and said, "i can have two girlfriends." well, the next time i talked to him i made him realize the truth, that i'm not his girlfriend. then remember that one guy i like? well he never responded to my e-mail. v.v
and last but not least!
there's this guy in New York, ok? well he's comming to visit me after christmas. and he has a crush on me, but i don't know what to get him. and i'm not sure if i have much of a crush on him though.

please comment^^'
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Friday, October 28, 2005

the boys in my life and the confusion they bring.
here's what i told a friend:

well, the other day i talk to my ex and told him that i couldn't be with him, and he still thinks that i'm with him....then today this one guy he's like "i feel sad now... i need a hug" so he hugged me, and i hugged him then i said "i thought you didn't want to hug my inner child" and he's like, "i know, and i was lying about being sad"
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

fresh candy, and a fat man.
hi all! sorry i'm kinda being held back in updating! but time to catch up on stuff!
ok first things first!
news about my school:
there's a new pair of twins in my school, one is named Kevin and the other one is named Kyle. they're dairy farmers!!! (ya know, with the cows!!!) oh, i was at school yesterday cause i was staying after to do research for Alchemy and here's what happened:

teacher 1: *comes in*
me : *sits there* hi.
teacher 1: hi *leaves*
teacher 2: *comes in* man, why aren't they printing right?
me : *turns around* oh, that printer is busted, you'll have to print to room 101, that one works.
teacher 2: oh, thanks *leaves*
me : uhuh, no problem
castodian: *comes in* hey
me : hi
castodian: *leaves*
vice principal: *comes in* hey! what you doin here?!
me : i'm doing research*
V. P. : no you're not! who's sponsoring you?
me : no one.
V. P. : get out! leave!
me : *leaves pissed off*

truth it, i was doing research, Teacher 1 was interested in Alchemy so i told him i'd find out what famous person was an Alchemist, so i was researching that, and also going on to another site called Gaia so i could take the files and put them on my home computer and so i could check my mail. there is no rule in the student agenda that i remember reading that says you can't be in the building past 2:15pm and between 4:00pm. acctually i remember there being a rule that the public is allowed at the school till 4:00pm. and notice how all the other ppl came in and not one of them yelled at me?! (stupid fat vice principal!)

Halloween and my hair:
i'm getting my hair dyed red tonight for halloween and i want a change. my mom said something like, "no, you can not dye your hair perminately!" and when she got home last night with my hair dye (i didn't wanna go with her) she had bought perminent hair dye!
(not sure she even knows though)

oh, for halloween, my friend wants me to go with her, so i am. i'm gonna be a dead school girl, she's gonna be a vampire bitten school girl, and my twin (shiori) is gonna be a gothic school girl. ^-^ oh and my other friend is gonna be a vampire!

tomorrow is trick or treat night, and there are 3 of them^-^ (i can go 3 times!!!)

more about at school:
ok, this week is spirit week... and i don't have much school spirit.....
monday: jersey day
don't have one

tuesday: farmer day
no farmer clothes, went as a normal person wearing black and white and i got dubed the cow. (the sweater was poofy!)

wednesday: pajama day
didn't want to participate

thursday: costume day
gonna look different.

friday: don't remember^^"


COWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (my life is filled with them!!!)

over and out!
~forever,
~~KFC
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Friday, October 14, 2005

cinimon pepermints and a broken record.
hey guys! i'm here! i never left, i was just staying in the background. i guess you guys didn't see me in the crowd. but, i just got back from pizza hut and we learned a new song in choir, it's called whistling 'neath the mistltoe
and it's stuck in my head. anyway, i met some new ppl and friends and zeroinlove wants me back as his girlfriend. so what's new in ur life today?

over and out!
~KFC!
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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

BACK!
HEY PPL! i'm back again, even though i never really left. anyway, i finally got volume 5 of D.N.Angel! ^o^ and here's a quote from it that i just felt like posting up!;

"my heart is like...
...a bird that has lost its wings...
...and cannot fly.
anxiously seeking...
...its lost wings, my heart...
...is searching resolutely...
...for dark."
~Daisuke
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Thursday, September 29, 2005

old candy canes and too much rest.....
hey,
yeah, i'm still alive. life was fine for a while, then it went down hill again. my mom doens't like my boyfriend so she made me break up with him last night, then she heard some more stuff and wants me to leave him alone for a while.
it's 11:03 am here and i should be in school, but i'm sick. so sick that yesterday i came home with a headache, very noticable fever, i was weak, and wanted to colapse in the middle of the road. (since my parents work a lot i have to walk home if i'm sick or miss the bus)
i felt so bad that i didn't eat. i was afraid to. so i only ate 1 bowl of ceriel and went to sleep. when i woke up it was about 3 hours after i fell asleep. i was hungry, but still sick, and i had no appitite so i didn't eat in fear of vomitting. by the time i decided to eat it was 9:30 pm and i only ate like 12 grapes, and that was everything i ate the entire day. i ended up being so weak i needed my mom to help me get up off the floor where i had decided to sit in frot of the fridge and eventually layed down....
my dad told me to take excederin and i did, then i couldn't get to sleep my mom told me that excederin has CAFFEEN.....
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

   longest post EVA!!
hey all! i'm ok right now. still off and on about my saddness. anyway! i found that laughing meniacly makes me kinda hyper ^-^
but below is part of a story my freind Bloodmire made. he would like ur opinion on it. please and thank you! ^-^

Chapter 1

In the lands of Lumeria, far into the east, there is a small country known as Garudia. Also known as the Forest of Shadow, tall dense trees with trunks the size of elephants rise high into the skies, with the biggest touching over the clouds miles above. Under the large branches and leaves, only the slightest of light touches the forest floor, leaving darkness to rule and figures, like shadows, to walk it. Only the River of Theadon and the mountains of Herard separate this forest country from the rest of the Lumerain world.
In this forest, across a certain part of the Theadon river, there is a path that is rugged and harsh to travel, where only the most mastered of tracking could follow. For hours, this trail leads deeper and deeper into the forest, away from even a sign of day above, where beast of unknown lurks in the dark ahead. Further and further you will travel, by light would be the choice, until you come to a wall of tangle vines and thick undergrowth. To this point, it seems that there is no way through, but look harder and you would find a small opening under the mess of vines.
Walking through, you would come to an opening, sun shining from the open spaces above. Green grass and delicate flowers being underfoot, and a small beaten dirt path. only a few yards away to where the dirt road leads is a tree that is bigger than all the rest, its trunk so large that not even five giants could reach its arms around and even so taller that not even ten could reach its top. A steel door of 10' tall was built to where the path stopped, and many windows, bared by steel also, covered up its massive side. On branches there were doors weapons perched on each. And above the door was the grandest sight of all, a Gryphon of Gold, nailed to the tree itself in all its pride and power. This was the base of the Golden Gryphon.
The Golden Gryphon, though only a whisper in the other Lumerian Countries, are a group of talented and extremely trained individuals. To many, they are heroes in the dark forest. But to some, they are the bane of all their work and power, taking away their control of the land, for they spark hope in all of a better life without the control of others. To put it best, there are no followers, but leaders that stand by each other and works together in ways that others only wish they could.
But, saints are not these people, for they do not accommodate their powers for free. Even though they only work for the forces of good, they still take payment, large amounts, to keep their coffers full. And even so, many of them came here from lives hidden or of terrible memorance. This is the second chance, an escape, and a challenge for these individuals. Despite this, they still look to defeat evil as much as possible. This is their goal and this is there lives. None can change it now.

Sitting alone in his room at the top of the tree, Syilos watched as the sun rise from his open hutch, the dark red rays shooting into his room. Shielding the glare from his small, silver eyes, he could not help but smile in this moment. As the light bared down upon him, he stood up in his naked form, a gaunt but strong muscular structure glowing from the tint of blue skin, beautiful in every nature. Even his hair, the dark gray from his scalp, was silky and showed much of the way he was, touching his lower back in a long braid.
Deciding to get ready for the day, he opens a drawer in his dresser and pulled out a pair of black cotton pants, sliding them on and fastening them with a belt. Then, he closed that one and opened another to retrieve a deep blue shirt and pulled it over his head. Finally, he grabbed a long strips of cloth from the bottom drawer and wrapped them around his feet and hands.
To some, this was awkward to see someone using these cloth wrappings, seeing no point in their use. But, they are fools in the mind of Syilos, who used them for comfort in the blue steel armor that was sitting on its display in the corner of his room. Going to it, he began to don it over him, taking much time, no rush, for perfection and no problems with it. Then, ending with the boots and gauntlets, he knew that he would not come home with blisters and calices upon his hand or feet, flesh still clean and pure as the day he was born.
As he completed himself with the his double-bladed sword, both sides sheathed in superb leather, he was unaware of the flying figure that was heading towards his hutch. As the sun began to turn to shadow, he could not help but growl and whispered slander under his voice.
Falling in from the hutch, Ark laughed as he ruffled his feathery red hair, clawed hands combing through it. He was about nine feet tale, with an average body build, if you can even call it that when he surpassed Syilos in every form. He was a beautiful Aerovan creature to say the least, with his eyes a cheerful and gentle yellow, his wings a black and red in the light of the sun, and a smile so charming that even a man can not help but smile or laugh. But for Syilos, this meant bothering and annoyance.
" What do you want, Ark Redhaven?" spoke a harden, yet still careful and musical voice of the Shadow elf.
Seeming hurt, Ark stopped smiling and just laughed nervous in his upbeat and quick sound. " Sorry, Syilos. I was ordered to come and get you this morning, cause no one wanted to walk all the way up here to get you... Seeming that you are the only one who enjoys the long walk. Do you really like walking 104 stories?".............. (continues on his site)

(Bloodmire's icon!!)


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Friday, September 16, 2005

reason i'm not smiling?
or reason i can't? life is changing again...and i'm tired of it... i don't like it anymore, cause i can't keep up. i feel like crying but i can't. ppl come up to me and ask, "y didn't u join art club?" and i just say, "i didn't fill out the stuff." i've been in the same artist block for almost a year it seems. my mom thinks i have depression, and u know what? i've said before hand that i think i have depression, and all they could say was, "ur looking for something that's not there." well if i am, then how come others can see it too? i feel lost and isolated... confused and misled....well i guess my life is reaching it's hight point.... the other day someone asked if i was trying to be gothic. i said no. another person got me pissed off. one of my closes friends ditched me. another one is defending a person that acts like a slut, my other friend i rarely see anymore, another one is shattered on the inside, and life will never be the same. as i type this i'm holding back tears, but they're still breaking free. i'm making stupid decisions and trying to make them right, i don't know how to deal with this, and ya know what? i'm not sure how long i can.....there's more, but y waist ur time reading all the crap in my life?
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