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• to finish all the drawing that i started and keep on thinking about what it would be like if i could blow up school, get through school, and create an anime show with my friends,,,,,,
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Wednesday, March 8, 2006
my ramblings
hello people. how are all of you? well today i don't feel happy. yesterday i took my meds and broke out in tears for no reason. today i took my meds and wanted to cry but couldn't so instead my brain told me that the whole world hates me and you know what? i think almost all of it does. my mom is mad at me because of a phone bill that wasn't entirely my fault. my friend Evan is mad at me because she thinks i was talking about her behind her back. and LZ is mad at me because of some stuff i won't go into. so after my mom preached to me and told me that the cell phone was an addiction to me she left the room with it and came back in later saying, "you know i love you" and left the room, i didn't bother saying anything cause i kinda gave up on that, she won't listen so i wonder why i bother having vocal cords besides singing for her. this week we've been having testing, and i hate it. yes i know hate is such a strong word, but you need one for a strong emotion. On another note! i think Evan thinks i'm going to hell or purgatory and when another person and i were talking about God (nothing bad about God, mind you)and someone called God a "he" when God probably should be asexual, but that's what i think. Evan returned to out world and wanted to change the subject and here are her words, "Can we change the subject please? cause some of us actually have a religion." i may not have much of a faith, but i do have some kind of religeon, i may just be agnostic though, NOT athiest, but agnostic, where you belive in a higher power but you don't study or worship things. whatever, i give up. lately i want to just hurt myself, i think the pills are doing this to me, and my world just seems to be caving in. so one day, i may follow what i said once. so the day i do that, you won't hear from me again, and what i once said was this.....
"i lived because i had to and i died because i wanted to"
well, that's all for now.
~KFC
"and everynight is the worst night ever"
~Simple Plan
~I'm Just a Kid
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