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Cassandra
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Sunday, June 11, 2006
The Number "3"
1- I went over to Evan's house and spent the night. Apparently she had a dream about me the night before. I was wearing a ninja uniform (not sure which one) but she said that I was just comming out of the trees. (If you saw Naruto last night then you know how) And in her dream she just stood there till she woke up. -.-
2- I couldn't sleep last night, I felt so uneasy. I just kept seeing something replaying in my head. Odd images pop up and they all involve some sort of pain. This one was of a wrist and i had seen it before (about a week before) but it just kept replaying. That same wrist, the grayish skin tone, the dark glow of the blood seeping from the wrist and onto the floor and the hand. it just kept replaying till i finally got sleep. But i was so scared. I felt death was near and I tell myself, "I'm not afraid of death, it's the pain that i fear"
3- I got home and amazingly no one yelled at me. So I'm sitting at my computer, waiting for this guy I like to get on the net. but something tells me that even after he said, "You are the only one for me," I have this feeling that he found someone else. I'm not dating him, I'm not his girlfriend, I've only known him for 3 or so months and alot of people are like, "Yeah! Go with him!" while there are people who are close to me who are saying, "No, I don't trust him, don't let your heart blind you." I just don't know what to do right no. For now, I want to get to know him. I love him yes, but how do you know when you are in love?
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