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Tuesday, July 4, 2006
hope it was happy for you
Happy 4th people.
it wasn't very happy for me, too many pissy people. i went to the fleamarket to get my boots, but i didn't find anyone selling them. found cheap kantanas, but i couldn't buy them (i'm not 18 >.>) well people are barely talking to me, i feel i'm losing some friends. i found one of my wrist bands the other day. i'm bored, i'm depressed, and i'm in pain. I called Skyler and talked to him for a while, but he couldn't hear much because his ears were still ringing from the concert he went to yesterday. today...
it was lonely. really lonely. It rained and even though i love the rain, i sat out on the porch ang it felt so sad. the rain was so thick it looked like fog, but as i sat there on the swing... i just felt so lonely. i remember when i was younger my dad and i would always sit on that swing, i don't really remember what we talked about, or the way it looked exactly, it's more like a memory without the picture. i just remember the sunny sky and the trees that kept us partly shaded.
as the fireworks went off, it was really lonely too. i stood there shortly in the middle of the road with Hanna and Claire. Claire was talking to me about the camera and she said, "too bad i don't have the camera to take pictures of this" earlier she wanted me to delete the pics on the camera, she could have done it when i was off, but no, she wanted me to do it, but i didn't. I told her she can ask mom to do it on her laptop, but instead i followed after her and did it myself on this computer. I deleted the ones she didn't want but i didn't put the pics on the computer. i gave her the camera and she said, "did you put them on the computer?"
me: no
Claire: did you delete any?
me: yes.
Claire: You didn't delete any!
me: whatever.
I went out side while she was fussing with it and she asked what my problem was. i told her that eveyrone was pissy and she said that she was pissy because mom is still being fucking pissy and i was pissy. >.> "you've been pissy all day!" where her words.
now she comes up to me (5 min ago) and i swear, she had a bit of prep in her voice. >.>
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