Friday, November 19, 2004

   Take Note
It has come to my attention that I am very uncomfortable with the set of friends I have and should probably find new ones, but there is no place to look.

My normal groupe of friends, the ones that used to compose what we called 'The Group' are all to dramatic, some imature, for me to tell them things. Especialy things that have great significance to me or things that I have contributed a considerable amount of thought to. The outcomes of my trying to tell them something are: they interupt me with their problems and I wait paciently, waiting for an opening to speak; they sit quietly and tune me out, thinking their thoughts, until I am done; or hear and take it the wrong way and become angry, so then I must explain myself and put all my energy into trying to get through to them, that no, they did not start my concern, no, it really has nothing to do with them, and yes, I just want to talk with them, tell them whats going on and be their friend. That is the first part of the set.

The second part consist of a group of none-close friends who I admire above all others and who are all older than me, some do not go to my school, some do not live in this country. These are the people who would listen, really hear me. They would not interup, they would not think all my thoughts revolve around them, they would not over-react and/or become angry. They would be friends one would truly be lucky to have. Unfortunately, I am not in their 'inner circle' of friends and therefor would not burden them with my thoughts.

In the begining of everyone of my friendships, I consider that person to be wonderful, admireable, my best friend. In other words, everyone of them had my complete and utter trust when I met them. They prove me wrong and thus I push them further and further away. I am outgrowing my close groupe of friends and fearing I will never be close friends with the ones I admire.
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   Vampires! A Dark Alleyway
I love this world!! Does anyone else play in it? I wouldn't be suprised if the answer is no. But on my goodness! Tracking hunters takes alot out of you, but I guess they are worth it or I wouldn't bother. Tracking down the confounded one is even hard. I guess I just need to be on his tail until I have enough Holy Water to fry his ass and his clan's. They seriously need to be taught a lesson, selfish bastards. Apparently, I discover, my Sire and Sempi is not the only one they have been bullying. But this has gone unoticed until I came along because the ones he was attacking were all powerful; if they attacked back...well.. a clan of 15, all armed with Holy Water does leathal damage to higher level blood suckers..I doubt they would last very long. Luckily for me, I don't have that much blood; it probably wouldn't have the same effect on me. So on I wage the war!!

By the way, if anyone would like to join the ranks of the undead, and perhaps help in the war, you can enter through this link and if you have any questions, I wouldn't mind answering them:
http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Rylin
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

My Accomplishment For the Day
After over an hour of swearing out my computer, promising to beat up my scanner, and trying to figure out how the hell to operate my damned machiene, I have finaly posted the one picture of my self that I don't mind. And since I dispise having my picture taken, I didn't have much to choose from.

The pictures origons:
No, this was not done proffessionaly. In my Art class, we are being forced to draw and paint our own portraits and the teacher took pictures of us in different lights. This one was taken in the back room while I waited for two minutes in an uncomforable posission and a lamp in my face, while my teacher decided which angle was best.
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   Blah
This post is not one full of geeky info, like the one ere, that only means something to me and others like me(number of those like me: 1, me)I am simply informing my planet of one that I will be experimenting with new colours. If the colours hurt your eyes, you may PM me and, depending on how polite you are, I might not ignore you.
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   Why the Octopus is My New Favorite Animal
On today, I have been officaly been secretly studing the octopus for one month, and I must say, the only animals I would consider even close to it's raidience is the raven and the tiger. In summary, they are highly intelectual, adaptable, myserious, luminous, and in absolute control of themselves. They can live in any part of the oceans including the great floor. Octopi are solitary creatures and can escape from practicaly anything to acommplish their goals. For instance, there was one senario where the octopus was in a lab next to a tank of crabs or lobsters and the c/ls where disapearing one by one in the night. The lab was also starting to smell a bit. So in the night, someone stayed after hours to see what was happening. As it turned out, the octopus had been opening the lid of it's tank, cilmbing out, opening the lid of the c/ls' tank, going in, grabing a c/l, closing their lid, eating it, placing the remains in the trash can, climbing back into it's own tank, and closing the lid. This went on for a few more nights until they relocated it.

There was also another case where they put an octopus in a sharks' tank, because they though it's speed and flexiblity would protect the octopus. Well, it did more than that! Sharks were disapearing. They found out by exsesizing the previous method; it was because the octopus was eating them. Needless to say, they had to relocate it again!
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

   My Opinion of the Word 'Hate'
(prepare for o long post)

It has come to my attention that the word hate too often frequents the mouths of people today. Do they even know what it means? Oxford dictionary; hate -to loath, detest, or dispise. Not a very powerful word if you ask me. I would be much more concerned if someone gave me a word that is less used or has more syllables(like abhorrence or vile or revulting, I don't know, something unique)Yet people use hate, I think it must have gotten more popular durring the forties when bigotry was the in thing. But it is so used! Like all of Hollywood's special effects. Well I've been there, done that, and now when I hear the word 'hate' it has absolutely no effect on me. Yes, really, I do hear the word 'hate' used to my name, but then there is no such person who has enemies, no one with a complete lack of there of. Still it is funny, the word hate is more of a spur of the moment word, not unlike the use of 'damn' when one misses the bus, or of the word 'shit' when one is in trouble, or 'shut up!' when one is being continualy interupted. There are more examples like the word 'fine' and 'okay'. It is my conclusion that the word 'hate' is blown truly out of poportion.
K, tired, dishes, HW; more later.
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Monday, November 15, 2004

The Thwarting Attribute of Kirika
I now have a full hour of typing practice caused by my slaving away for my dear friend Kirika. I shall now put her of my 'Friends List' so that all may see the friuts on my labours in the most recent up-dates on her sites.

P.S.- A new command from the slave driver, "All must see Kirika's Poem!!
-Kirika"

Blasted Clams!! The confounded penguines are no match for the giant clams!!

-Kilikina

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

If It Was Not Previously Made Clear...
It has come to my atention that the wonderfully few readers that enter my site(one particular in mind), believe that by visiting or leaving me a message, they might aggitate me in some way and therefor can have their egos boosted with the knowledege that they are capable of of such attention from me. However, I am neither aggitated, nor the least bit uncomfortable with their disission to browse from the boring criteria of my site. In fact, if anyone has anything to say , I would not mind the comment or email, only it were something the least bit intellectual, which sadly, the majority of things are not. In point, it is not whether you have anything nice or mean to say, it is: if you don't have anything intelligent to say, don't say anything at all.
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Vampires! A Dark Alleyway
If there is ever one named EvilBill who should read my site, (which is bad since no one should come to my site)but should he, he should know that all the forces of good and evil nuetrality and Kilikina wish to smite him for leading a selfish and self centered attack against RavenBlack and trying to zero him. And NO!!! Gaining the power of Nuetrality is not cowardly, your just mad he thought fo it!!

So there.

No more selfishness.

End of discussion.
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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

The ocean wide, salt in red; reminds me what to do before I'm dead.
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