Monday, July 31, 2006

   The return to the heat...
Well Im back finally!!! yea didnt post for awhile (got back wed.) been uber lazy lately. Alasak was awesome, great weather (around 65 the whole time) and the wedding went extrmely well, but jeez was I nervous. For those who dont know, I played my flute for the wedding and i did before and after, along with the actual procession (lots of fun when EVERYONE knows how the song goes) especially when I didnt even look at the procession until the day of the wedding, and spent an hour in the hotel business office, looking for the music online. So yea I officially retired from playing flute for weddings, and since I dont play in the band anymore, I wont play much anymore. I got to go be a tourist, including visiting the wild berry chocolate factory, which has the worlds largest chocolate waterfall (so wanted to try to dunk my head into it) and got me some chocolate and fudge, and some awesome jellies. Went next door to the sourdough mining company, an great resturaunt with a *show* for the tourists. During the show they make you sing a song and whoever either scares the host or does it the best wins a prize... and I WON... so HA!!!! I got a spiffy wolf knife from it and I had a blast. Then the next day we went fishing all over. I almost fell out of the boat, my dad had to grab me by the hoody, causing choking to occur... not fun. After fish we did touristy stuff, and played on a glacier. Overall had a great time, but dang I forgot how expensive that state is, there is a lack of sales tax, or state tax, but everything is much more pricy than here, due to shipping. So yea thats all from Alaska. In two weeks, me michael, and ty have 2 a days for football, so wwe shall become ghosts, so dont worry... this summer went by so unbelievably fast, god i dont want to go back to school yet. Oh well i am a senior so I can always catch senioritis. Anywho, adios alls


Ace of Hearts
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Trip and Pools
Well, the pool thing yesterday was great fun and we even had glowsticks......even though i ate one of them. In o ther news, this Tuesday I am leaving for Alaska for my sister's wedding. I shall return the 25th, at some ungodly hour. I will post upon my return.
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

   Just when I was feeling good.....
Why is it people think its okay to do stupid shit, when they know it hurts? I know I've done it a couple times, but after i realized I did such, I promptly apoligized and tried to rectify the situation. But no I am on the other end, and wow it hurts. I found out I was being played, and my relationship was nothing but a sham. She is stil going out with someone else, and conviently forgot about it when i asked her out. Hell a friend even told me, and I was too thick skulled to bleieve him. But now I know the truth and can move on with my life, without her. At this point I want nothing to do with her ever again, because if they can do that without a conscience, I dont want to be aorund them. Maybe I am doomed to never again have a relationship like I did in Maryland, but I wont give just yet, since I have survived much worse. I will NOT let this affect how I am as I will simply use this as a chance to learn and grow to be a better person. Maybe she will read this and realize the horrible act she has commited, and if I can smply show her the errors of her ways, then my pain will be worth it, so no onw else has to go through what i currently am.

Peace from the suddenly single...
Ace of Hearts
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

   Huzzah
Yes, huzzah for me!!!! I am officially no longer single again. As I'm sure most of you already know, I am now going out with Tala. Now I'm just waiting for Tyler to gnaw off my head for going out with his ex, but at this point, I really just dont care. I finally have my final list for Oni-con, and I AM NOT CHANGING?ADDING to it! (must promise myself, already spending alot to make them all) Okay here we go:
Chipp-Guilty Gear
L-Deathnote
Shuuhei Hisagi-Bleach
Uryuu Ishida-Bleach
Ace of Hearts
maybe Squall leonhart- ff8 (havent decided yet)
So yea, im goin to be busy changing, so if their are pictures needed/wanted take em while you see me cuz ill probabl be changing fairly soon.

Peace yall
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

   ...
Time:409 AM

Have you ever stayed up at night, contemplating everything decision and action that you made, since you moved to where you live now? I found that this weekend, since everyone is away, I have a lot of time to reflect on the year I have spent in Texas. I am not proud of some of the things I have done, but I feel that ultimalty I will emerge a better person for it. I have had alot of firsts, but I have had alot of repeated occurences I thought I had escaped whe I moved from Maryland. In the end, I discovered that no matter where I am, the same crap turns up, and well, I will just have to accept it. I've played moderator, counselor, friend, lover, and yet, I feel distant and empty. I have a good time withfriends, but in the back of my mind, something refuses to let go of me and allow me to be happy. No matter what I try, I dont think I can fill this gap. More and more, I look to the past, when I was with my now ex, Sam. We dated for two years, and every moment together seemed right, no matter what we were doing. Since I moved here, I keep trying to replicate the feeling, and for a few minutes suceeded. Now it is gone, and has left me worse for the wear than before I found it. Its like a narcotic, and this is my withdrawl phase. I pray it is only a phase beacuse I dont know how long I can keep up with this. I believe I have angsted your ears off enough for now, so I shall stop now...
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   CON DEPRESSION!!!!
Have you have ever had a summer weekend where everyone you know is everywhre except where you happen to be??? Between A-con and random trips to texahoma, this wekend has been sooooo ungodly boring!!!!!! I really wanted to go, but the parets refused to let me go... and now i know I shall miss so much and be lost for weeks until I can pry info out of people. On the plus side, I got my own laptop, soI live on the net now. XD But its no fun when im the ONLY person on... Anyways, I expect pictures and stories when yall get back and no im tired excuses, you shouls of thought of that before you had that orgy...


Peace yo!
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Thursday, March 16, 2006

lazyness for mes
Ahhhhhh, Spring Break, a time for doing ABSOLUTELY nothing. Since no ones home I can get back on the laptop and do stuff online. Good lord I missed alot during my absence...I'm so lost *sniffle sniffle*. Anywhos, The Saint White picnic was awesomes, and there were a couple people there I wasnt expecting (chuck norris, sitton, etc.). And yay I got me some candy!!! I was going to steal more, but I was too lazy to carry it all. So in other news, I finally got the ok from my parents to going to Otakon this year in Maryland for my birthday present. If there are any requests of stuff to get while I'm there, let me knows, cuz I'm sure Ota will have any/everything you could possibly need. And with any luck, I can spread the word of the raver ninjas to the East Coast! We shall spread and conquer the WORLD (maniacal laughter). Cant wait for the year to end now that I get to go back to one of my homes... Anyways, ill post again some time, if I can evade the parent peoples.
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Cosplays
hmmmmmmm, nothin really special except I have decided on my next con's cosplays!! I am planning on doing Squall(not Leon) from FF8, Sora from KH2, and one of the team members from Hunk's unit from RE2, which can also be the people who captured Daft Punk if I cover the patches. And finally, if the group is there, my Ace of Hearts costume
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   bleh
Finally I post again... I have been really busy lately, and now im grounded. My parents arent happy with my grades, and so, I have been banned to my room until they get better, but that only affects me on the weekends, because I spend most of my time in my room anyways. Unfortunatly, they wont let me out to keep my sanity, sooooo im sorry in advance if I go insane and attack everyone in sight. Anywhos, this summer is already pissing me off. The week of A-kon is the same week as my friends graduation back in Maryland, which is also when Otakon is. Then I'll be in Alaska at my sister's wedding for Torichans birthday. GRRRRRR two and a half months and everything must fall at the same flippin time?! And in between I am going to be a bored zombie!!!!!!!
In current news, I HATE V-day. My hatred for this day is unrivled by everything exdscept my big four (not going into details). Any day where you have to be nice to everyone, and get 2 or 3 tons of candy so no one feels left out is just ludicrous. I havent actually celebrated this f****** holiday since 6th grade when it was pretty much required. While I do appreciate those who thought of me, I find that day just completly pointless waste of time, effort and money, which I never have enough of anyways. GRRR
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Monday, January 23, 2006

   Four days, and they cant go fast enough...
What an exciting weekend. On Friday, Andrew finally got here from Houston, setting my evil plan in full swing. I brought him to the Military Ball and surprised tori with him. So after they went inside, I ran amuck on Randolph AFB. I tired to get on the airfield, but an MP saw me and chsed me all over post. I got away, but not before tripping over the 3 star generals sign in his front yard, busting it into all sorts of little pieces. I then spent the rest of the time hiding in a tree, about 20 feet up looking right at the Officer's Club where tori and andrew were. Then Andrew left me on post, so I had to call him to come freaking pick me up! We went to Starbucks and chilled there for awhile. Me and Andrew went back to my house and crashed. So the next day, we call tori and get ready to meet up with her, when my dad comes home, not very happy. It went something like this:
hey dad
hi (anger). Who the hell is that?
andrew
why the hell is he in my house?
he spent the night cuz he lives in houston and I didnt want him to drive home at after 1 in the morning.
dad: EVIL GLARE!!!
So after that, we went to ashley park with the tori and hung out, and I spent half the time playing with a little basketball i found, so they could have some cuddle time. After he left, my mom and I finished TY's and mines raver realms costumes. Sunday the steeelers won, so whoo hoo freakin hoo!! super bowl 40 time!!! and lastly around 9:30, tori called and we talk till bout 11:00, thus ending the crazy weekend.
GO STEELERS!!!!!!!!

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