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Hello,

I was once referred to as an "Angel" here, in this place which I have come to see as a haven filled with soulmates.

Signed,
Kilwoon

Friday, August 28, 2009

One's Path...
Hello,

Searching for the answers to our own questions makes life very much of a journey. In our own way, we each seek to find happiness throughout the course of our existence. The crossroads we come to inadvertantly effect the rest of our lives. Even the smallest decision could be the difference between one life, and the next. Never forget that what we do in this life rings throughout eternity.

For whatever it's worth, I hope that you each find your own happiness in life. It's far too short for you to waste on the sadder things in life. While I believe sadness is an intrigal part of life it does not do the heart any good to dwell on such things. Honestly, I believe happiness is a far simpler concept than we give it credit for. Life can be rough, horribly depressing even, yet we continue. Like a Phoenix from the ashes we rise again and go on with our lives. Is that not admirable?

We should all keep in mind that we possess the potential for both great power and great destruction. That is the wary choice we must make throughout our life. Pursue your dreams so long as you don't tread on those around you...

Your friend,
Kilwoon
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Thursday, April 9, 2009

Angel...
Hello,

Years ago, I was given the title "Angel" by the friends who I had here. I couldn't find how someone could call me that, such a title of honor and value. I still find the similarities to be vacant, but I had accepted the title as a gift from friends whose oppinion I had come to greatly admire. However, I must question once again my right to hold this title.

I have found that I deal well with certain situations, almost too well in a sense. I have always found severing ties to be quite easy, in a manner of speaking it came so easily that I had no pain or heartache over burning a bridge to someone. I had attributed this to anger and the powerful force it holds in its raw form. I had embraced anger and allowed it to make these ties cut off quickly when I was younger, but recently I find that I can approach these matters in an almost cold manner. There is no emotion in it, and I seemingly end these ties without a second's hesitation. In the end, I must question my humanity as well as the title in which it holds.

Kelsey is among the friends who was there many years ago when I received my title of "Angel" and has shown herself to be a constant prescence in my life. I would question if you believe me to still be worthy of this, although I am afraid your faith in me is far too gracious. You wouldn't even need a second's hesitation to answer I imagine, and for that I am thankful, especially as it comes from one whom I consider to be an Angel.

Yet, I could ask those others who are still here, yet I am unsure whether they know me well enough for such a thing to considered by all rights something that can be judged. Whether by my own abscence or their own there a those here who I must say that I cannot be sure that I am still connected with enough for them to allow me such a judgement.

In the end, I think I must consider myself if that title of "Angel" still holds true. I would like to think yes, but I have found my character to be closer to a much darker creature. Whether that beast is a devil or simply the incarnate form of my anger, I have yet to see. In truth, the reality of the situation may be that I am a cursed one, whose one existence begets a sense of irony. I shall trust you however in that department and see what your thoughts are, whether you care to share them or not.

Until next time, best of luck with all that life throws your way.

Signed,
Kilwoon
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Tears...
Hello,

Many years ago, I cried during a time when I thought the tears would never stop. In the end, they did, and the pain slowly subsided. I'm unable to cry very often these days. There are days when I do cry. I normally feel something tug away at a part of me that seemed to die away many a years ago. I'm reminded, just how it feels to let go and let the damn flow.

I don't know why we cry, of course I don't need to. In that time, when tears flow something is completely freed in a way. In truth, when I'm done, I feel empty, like a glass that's been emptied. I cried for people who were dear to me, and yet when I was done, something hit me. I learned lessons and felt subtle things around me. I found that it wasn't a weakness, it was a liberation. I can't begin to say that I understand it, but I see somehow it benefits us.

It's been awhile, so pardon my abscence. I hope to hear from some of you, should you be around still

An Angel,
Kilwoon
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