Friday, February 6, 2009

Cherish...
Hello,

Figured I'd stop by since it's been a bit. Well, a bit more than a bit I suppose really.

I've learned that this place is something of a haven filled with a number of precious memories. People, although some gone, have done a number of things to change me. Who knows, maybe because they've changed me I've changed them and in doing so we'll be remembered in each others memories for as long as that should exist.

In the end, cherish what occurs here. Cherish all that you have in your life that's worth smiling over. Trust me when I say that the people in your life who are truly worth having probably don't hear it enough and they may be grateful to the kind words which you may speak. It's not often enough that we find those kinds of friends who will stand beside you in comfortable silence, who can hear out your worst fears and then hold you without any need to reassure you, and while things may be falling apart around you they remain constant figures willing to stand beside you.

I simply say that you should be willing to cherish the people around you that deserve it. Love them as you as they have shown you the same.

Kilwoon
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Friday, December 26, 2008

Happy Holidays...
Hello,

The holidays are here and I'd like to congragulate all of those who are still here and have chosen to return. It's a pretty important, ya know? Stayin' alive and all. Of course I'd like to wish you all a happy holiday, regardless of what you celebrate. Oh, and of course a happy New Year.

As for my reasons to come at this time of the day, of course when it's likely that no one is on, it's more out of necessity then anything. Time is rather precious here and I have to hurry with these kind of messages. Hopefully word spreads though and my reason for saying that may become clear in the following sentences.

I was wondering if anyone would like to stay in contact with me through e-mail, assuming of course that I'm not already using that form of messaging to keep in touch. I find that e-mail seems to be a bit more reliable in terms of contact. Of course, I could be wrong. So, maybe if you'd like to contact me at my e-mail it is:

kilwjun@yahoo.com

If you would like to leave your e-mail then that works as well. The pm system here isn't quite what it used to be, as most of us can recognize. I don't intend for this to mean that I'm leaving but I am simply stating that I hope to keep in touch with everyone without losing those who I've come to care for.

My final bit of talk I'd like to go about with the rest of you on is the bit about an idea I've had since nearly last year. My idea is a story, a story which we can all participate in. I've laid the groundwork for an idea and I'm sure that Angel Zakuro will remember, as well as Deadly Neko. I realize that we are not all very apt towards writing but I found that a long time ago there were a few who wanted to take part so if there's enough interest after this post and my next maybe I can get something started. In the end, feedback alone is worth it. I wouldn't mind that but having friends take part in this idea always seemed very interesting to me.

So, without I leave to come back when I next can. Hopefully I hear from you all and we can continue to talk.

A Visiting Angel,
Kilwoon
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Monday, November 17, 2008

Miscommunication...
Hello,

It seems that my last post came out kind of wrong. I had never meant for that post to come across as a complaint for lack of comments. Rather, I used it as a means to find out who still visits this place. I quite enjoy those who still come here and I enjoy talking to each and everyone of you. Hopefully we can continue the traidtion of this place.

That reminds me, happy birthday to an Angel and Seraph I happen to know. I hope your days were filled with that touch of magic that makes memories fond and experiences wonderful! Sorry for missing them.

Aside from that, I'm not really sure what to discuss. I was considering going with one of the many themes of life I tend to go through or introduce a new story I've had in mind, but that's up to you all who visit I suppose. Indeciveness still plagues me from time to time as it seems.

Hopefully though I shall hear from you, regardless of how many.

Quickly Touching Angel,
Kilwoon
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Thursday, November 13, 2008

Question...
Hello,

Seeing how few people respond to my posts does not indicate a strong population of former friends, which is slightly saddening... It's nothing that I have much control over, rather any I suppose, but it's saddening nonetheless. I really hope that we can bring others back to this place soon, but I suppose I get hung up on the same theme over and over again.

My only question this time around is whether others feel this abscence as much as I do. I only ask out of curiousity and possibly with more information I can rememdy a small solution between those of us who do still visit here.

Kilwoon
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Monday, October 27, 2008

Wishful Thought...
Hello,

As the title indicates, this post is something of a "wishful thought," rather than a promise. I intend on making a new post once every week, at least that's what I'm shooting for. I wouldn't completely bank on it, but this place needs some more people to return and only saying it won't do much so I better act like how I want others to be, ya know?

Well, here's to getting back on!

An Angel,
Kilwoon
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Saturday, September 27, 2008

Check....
Hello,

This is a short post and I do this for a few reasons, but my main reason is to see who still comes to this place. It's unfair to ask that I see who comes to my site and I not to others, but I simply need to inquire how many people shall respond to my next post.

Until next time, best of luck with all that life throws your way.

Kilwoon
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Monday, September 15, 2008

Former Glory
Hello,

For those who can remember myOtaku used to be a florishing site for people who were fans of anime to come to. However, in the past year alone the population of this place has declined quite a bit, at least from my understanding. One only has to look at the login page to understand this. There is no longer an option for new members to join, which has cut quite heavily into new blood being circulated into the system. Without this important aspect how can we expect for this place to grow, to develop.

In other words, this place is being slowly wilted and dried out. What people are still here are ones who have come to find this place as home. Truth be told, I wouldn't have expected myself to have become so attached to this place as much as the others. In fact, it has become a place rather connected to what some of my identity used to be. Within those bounds you can understand how this place has changed me.

I've grown since coming here, I truly believe that. This place has truly devoted people who will do for their friends all that is within their power.

...Not finished...
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Thursday, September 11, 2008

Notification...
Hello everyone,

I finally have a computer of my own now. I figure this may mean I'll get to come on more, but college has a bit of priority, ya know?

Well, I have a quiz in philosophy this afternoon so I'll be studying for that but hopefully I hear from someone.

Until next time, best of luck with all that life throws your way.

Kilwoon
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Thursday, July 24, 2008

What We Do In Life...
Hello,

Oh, how time has passed since I was last here. It's hard to believe that so much has happened in so little and nothing to show for it here? Well, I shouldn't say that. As it would seem, I am remembered by a few. These few are treasured friends. Excuse my "corniness" for a brief few moments please.

I have grown and changed. Subtly, and yet also grand I suppose. I have graduated and am now on my way to college. The people I have known for nearly 13 years are on their own paths. As I walk my own I still seek to hold onto them and remember them for as long as I can. It's a bit selfish, but I am simply not going to accept that someday they will be nothing more than people who I came to be around.

"What we do in life echoes in eternity!"

To reflect, the actions of one person, regardless of how small or grand change the world and are therefore left upon the world as evident proof that we existed. My name may never go down in the history books for doing anything remarkable, but I intend on making the most of my time here. Shouldn't we all? Aspirations are close to dreams, yet they are within are grasp. Realize that and you can change the world. Better yourself and better those around you. Life is too short for such petty things as grudges and hate.

I have often described life as a time and place of morals and values that we hold to each other, but it is so much more. All of you can realize this. Do not use the lessons I have given and thought over to guide your life. I know next to nothing compared to others and I'm sure just as little in comparison to those reading this. All that I realize are what I want. People, possessions, and emotions. These are clumped together in my memories which I hold to be the most important things.

Remember your own values and truths, for those are what you should aspire to. Not the words of some stranger in textbooks, a friend, family member, or even someone you love. If you aren't happy then it's not worth it. Acting happy in comparison to being truly happy is not something even worth discussing. Of course, I am one who is still striving each and every day for my happiness. When the time comes for that I will embrace it with all of my heart but until then I will work tirelessly towards it.

Hopefully I shall return to this place sooner, rather than later. It has been quite some time since I last came so who's to say when it will next be. I can't leave this to chance as I could pass away at anytime, so I will say this...

I miss and wish the best for all of you whom I have come to call friends. Live so that each day there are no regrets and enjoy what you have, rather than wish for what you don't. Live as you would without restrictions, but comfortably within the emotions of others. Share and grow... Impart to others as you have to me.

Until next time...
An Angel
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Thursday, April 17, 2008

Change...
Hello,

I suppose I was always hoping to be considered a Legend, if by reference only. The title meant very little next to the thoughts my friends had, and that was by far the most important aspect of this honor that I desired. As it would seem though, someone I know referred to me as a "Legend." I suppose I should be happy about this, but truth be told I'm not as eager about this title as I would have been. I had expected it to come after a year or two of being here and gaining friends and earning their respect. In part I have achieved this, but it is in most part due to the fact that I have not been around all that much as of late. Something, although unfortunate, is somewhat necessary. I have had to sacrifice quite a bit of time in order to complete the school work given to me as well as prepare for college. This is inevitably part of life and a necessary one but I intend on getting on more. Whether that will be alotted to me or not will have to be seen. In the end I'm going to try at least.

As for myOtaku, I will say that I am going to stay. This place has been a haven udring times of stress for me and the friends here have comforted me through quite a bit and I hope that I have done just the same. I will remain here for as long as I am needed. In the end, I cannot say how long that will be, but my friends continue to wish for my company as it would seem. Without them this place would mean very little I'm afraid. As for the renovations and dispute among sites, I will say that I am to stay faithful to the site which I started on. Aside from this I shall say nothing else.

As for life and its lesson of the day, well I suppose it is that life demands change. It is a necessary part of growing. The simply act of living is change. We constantly adapt and change to our surroundings and circumstances. This is what truth and experience has dictated. Those who cannot change and adpat are swept up and overwhelmed in the face of life. There are times when life comes rushing too fast and we cannot deal with everything at once. In times such as those remember to take a breath and relax. Assess the situation and decide the best course of action. That is all you can. Whatever you decide to do in life, give it your all. Dedicate yourself mind, body, and soul to your cause and things will work out.

This is it for me. Until the next time, best of luck with everything life throws your way.

An Absent Angel,
Kilwoon
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