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Wednesday, January 16, 2008


A Passing...
Hello friends,

With each death, there comes life, although the dismay of those who have lost a loved one may not see this joy or elation of life. It has been throughout eternity that people will go through the pain of lose, the pain of losing someone dear to the heart. Sometimes, that pain is far too great to deal with, but there are so many other ways to deal with this pain. As someone who has once felt this pain, I am in a position to find myself without it. I know now what to expect, but that does not make the pain any less great.

My Grandmother died at 4 this morning and I have yet to feel the effects of this death on myself. I have not shed any tears, but I have been rather numbed by this announcement. I cannot seem to accept that this has happened, mentally that is. I have yet to really feel this definite truth, yet I’m sure that the repercussions of this incident are something I’m bound to feel for the rest of my life. I am absent without her love and that alone will forever change me.

Right now, I’m not sure what to do. It’s somewhat unfortunate that this is return post in some time, yet it comes to explain some of my absence. This is in no way to make up for my absence; I only hope to give some reason to those who have wondered.

I hope you are all doing well, and that luck finds you at every turn of the way. All that from an absent Angel.

Your friend,
Kilwoon

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