Monday, December 26, 2005

a new poem
I just wish you could see…

My heart is hurt
I feel confused
I don’t know what to do
I can’t stop crying
The tears keep falling
I don’t know if you love me anymore
But I know I do
I can’t stop thinking about you
Even though you make me cry
I still love you
Nothing will ever change that
Even if you think that it will
It won’t
Sometimes it seems like you don’t listen
And sometimes you think I am not listening to you
When I am
I listen to every word you say
I even listen to you breath
I listen to you sing
I listen to every word you say
I just wish you could trust me
Like I trust you
I just wish you could see
I wish I could just show you
Show you how much I truly do love you…

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

   Happy Thanksgiving!!!!
Food food and more food, that's what ya call Thanksgiving, lol
I'm at my aunt's house right now for Thanksgiving, hope you all are having fun! WEll talk to ya all later.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!
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Thursday, November 10, 2005

for some reason I like this song!


Fall Out Boy - Dance, Dance
Provided by VideoCodes4U.com
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Sunday, November 6, 2005

What is my Meaning?
I look up to the sky
And wonder to myself
Of why I am here
What is the meaning of me being here?
Why am I here?
Why was I brought to this world?
What is my meaning of being here?
Is there really a meaning for me being here?
If so
Than what is it?
What is my true meaning?
Why am I here?
What have I done to deserve to be here?
What is my true meaning of being here?

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Wonder
Sometimes you just wonder
Wonder how a person really feels
Wonder if they really love you or not
Wonder if all they are doing is lying
Wondering how much they really care
They tell you they love you
But all you do is wonder if they really do
You say it back
And Wonder if you really mean it
And than you say you really do
But you still wonder
If he does too

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I will Always take the Blame
I look down to the ground
And keep thinking to myself
Than I keep blaming myself
For what happened in my life
People keep saying that it isn’t my fault
But I just keep blaming myself
All I do is think about the past
Not knowing what to do anymore
I keep blaming myself for what happened
I never stop blaming myself
Even though people keep telling me that it’s not
I always think it is
I don’t think I can ever forget
I can never forget what happened
Nothing will ever change
I will just always keep blaming myself
Just like I did before…

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

was it all just lies...
I have lost faith in you
You said you'd always be there
Though you never are
I don't know what to do anymore
for we are always apart
You always said I love you
whenever you thought it was right
but sometimes I don't think it's true
Please tell me if I am wrong or right
Or if it was all just a bunch of lies
I want to know how you really feel
or if you are just fooling yourself....
and me....
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Distant
My eyes are dry
yet my cheeks are wet and stained with tears
It seems like I am losing you more and more each day
I try to reach for you
but you just seem so distant
I just don't know what to do anymore
I just want you to be more near
It seems like you keep more and more secrets from me
It's like I hardly know you anymore
For you have become so distant
and now I don't know what I should do
You are so far away that it seems like I can't reach you
but I try more and more each day just to reach you
For I never want to let you go..

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

The Light
The pain
The suffering
It hurts so much
The blood keeps flowing
I don't know what to do
I don't know how to stop it
I have been wounded
And I don't know how
I want to come back
But I know that I can't
I see the bright light
It's coming towards me
It tells me that I have a choice
to stay or to go
This pain hurts so much
but inside it's telling me to stay
So should I stay away from the light
or should I go to it
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Pain
Why do you cause me so much pain?
What have I done to deserve such pain?
Have I hurt you somehow, for you to give me such pain?
All this pain is killing me inside
I don't know what to do
I want this pain to go away
Will you help me get rid of all of this pain?
I don't want to lose you
I love you to much to let you go
So please get rid of all of this pain
For I can never live without you....
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