Tuesday, July 5, 2005

Alone
Nothing matters when you are alone
Alone by yourself
For so long you don't know what to do
Because nothing matters when you are alone
Lost in thought
Lost in your heart
Lost in your soul
Always alone in your own little world
Because that is the only place you know that is safe
No one ever seems to care
No one ever seems to notice you
Everyone just seems to hurt you
You try to talk to someone but they only ignore you
All you ever feel is loneliness
You feel like you want to cry
You feel like no one cares
But deep down you know that somewhere out there, there is someone who actually cares
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Saturday, June 25, 2005

A Friend
Nobody ever understands me
Nobody ever cares
They never want to know the real me
Why?
Why do they always run away?
Why do they ignore me?
What have I ever done?
Did I do something wrong?
Did I do something that I shouldn't have done?
All I ever wanted was someone to be my friend
A friend that would help me
A friend that I could actually talk to
Someone just to be my friend
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

I am Sorry(a new poem)
I am sorry
I am sorry for hurting you
I am sorry for all of the pain I have caused you
I don't mean to do what I do
I don't mean to say the things I say
But one thing I do mean to say is
that I love you
I am sorry for what I have done
Half of the things I do, I don't know
I hardly know what I am doing
Because I am always lost
Trying to find who I really am
And without you I don't think I can ever find who I truly am
So please forgive me
Forgive me for all of the pain I have caused you
For I am truly sorry for what I have done
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Saturday, June 11, 2005

   Not Knowing
Death, blood, pain, suffering, screaming, yelling, hurting
Not knowing what to do
Don't want to die, but you know it is your time to die
You feel the blood flowing out
You feel the pain
You suffer for what you have done
Your screaming for how much it hurts
Your yelling for someone to help you
It's hurting so much that you just want to end it
But inside you still don't know what to do
So should you end it or just try to live with it and get help?
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Monday, May 23, 2005

here is a new poem....
Your kiss was a soft as a rose petal
but was as hot as fire
When you kissed me all I felt was love and desire
Our love was always growing higher
with more passion, desire and love
But when you left our love couldn't go high above
You told me you loved me and that you would never leave
but were you just being a liar?
When you left I cried myself to sleep and I couldn't stop thinking about you
hoping that you would come back
because in my heart I still love you
and I hope you still love me too

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

Here is a new poem
Trapped in Hate and Despair

I am trapped in a world of hate and despair
Never to find my way out
Will someone help me?
Will someone save me from all of this hatred inside me?
I may never know
All I want is a friend
A friend to help me
A friend to help me get out of all of this hate and despair
Or am I just to be alone forever
Trapped in all of this hate and despair
In the darkness of my heart
In the darkness of my soul
In the darkness of all of this hate and despair
Not knowing what to do to help me get out
Not knowing what to say
Not knowing if I really have a friend to trust
Not knowing who I can ever truly trust
Always trapped in all of this hate and despair
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

here is finally another poem
I Shall Forever Love You
I shall forever love you
till the end of time
You are all I think about
You are all I need
You are my everything
I don't think I could ever live without you
If you left me I don't know what I would do
I would cry
But Later I would probably die
Knowing that you are gone
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

here is a new poem
A Friend
What has happened to me?
I don't know
Everything has gone all wrong
I don't know what to do
Everybody hates me
Nobody ever cares
I just want a friend
Someone that I could trust
But I guess I probably never will
It seems like I might have friends
But they're not the type of friends that i am looking for
They always hurt me in some way
They stab me in the back and lie
I want a friend that I can really trust
I want a friend who would actually care
I want a friend that wouldn't hate me
I want a firend who would help me along the way
But sometimes I wonder if I could ever get a friend like that
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

here is a poem..
You
All I do is think about you
I realize that I can never be without you
I love you
You make me feel whole
You make me feel happy
You make me feel loved
All I need is you and only you
Without you I don't think I could live
You have all of my love
You have all of my trust
You have all of my heart
You have all ofmy soul
You have all of me
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   here's a poem....
Do I really Know?
Tears of sorrow fill my heart.
I don't know what I would do without you.
I feel so alone when I'm without you.
What would I do if you ever left me?
I don't know, I just know that I love you.
But sometimes I wonder, do you love me too?
I don't know my heart has been broken before.
So can I really trust?
Do i really know that you love me?
You tell me all the time, but do you really mean it?
I know what a broken heart feels like.
It has happened to me before.
So do you really love me, or is all just some kind of joke?
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