Saturday, March 27, 2004

I really should update more often

Current Mood: ShitFuckers! Current Song: Deviates - Chaos I really should though. So much happens every day it's not funny. Broken friendships and mended hearts. A teenager's life. So I'm back together with Erin. Why? Because not many girls come my way and she seemed sincere when she said she missed me. I'm losing my best friend over it though. I'm trying to mediate this dispute, but he hates me right now. I wish I had school because I still have to wait another day and a half before I can see them again instead of talking on the phone or internet. It's really ticking me off. I really like Erin, but I can't tell if she's just trying to play me or actually wants a long-term relationship. I hope it's the relationship though, because it hurts when you're played. I'm so bad with these things. My best friend thinks that I shouldn't go out with her though. The first time we broke up was at lunch and he was like "She dumped you, didn't she?" and I responded with a "No," because I didn't want to deal with my friends at the time, but she really had. Then 1 person at a time started coming in to comfort me (people who are my friends but I don't eat lunch with), and Taso figured it out. Then he was pissed because he figures that he can't trust me anymore. Then later she asked me to go back out and I said no, but the next day she kept asking and I finally thought about it and said yes. Now Taso is pissed because this was over the span of like 2 weeks (including Spring Break) with all this tension. I really like Erin, but I don't want to lose Taso. I hate this shit.

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Thursday, March 18, 2004

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I want to hold your little hand if I can be so bold, and be your right hand man until your hands get old

Current Mood: Awake Current Song: Three Days Grace - TV The title is a line from The White Stripes song called Hypnotize. It's probably my favorite line from any song ever because of the way they deliver it and the way it sounds, lol. Enough of that though, I'm sure you all want to hear about my friend's exciting 16th birthday party at an. . . arcade? o.O He's such a geek, lol. Anyway, it was fun. My friends Alex, John, and I showed up like 1 hour early just to screw around and paid our way in. We played pool and coinless arcade games until he arrived and told us that we could've gotten in free if we had said we were in his party >.< Well, we got our money back and played some more pool and air hockey. We also played Dance Dance Revolution, which is slightly addicting once you get into it. I challenged like 5 different people at an arcade racing game, which is the most realistic one I've ever played. If you get hit or hit a bump, the steering wheel jerks, like it does in a real car. It's great, lol. Later we got some tokens and played in the token area. I got one of those super-bouncy balls and we played some more, lol. We were there for about 8 hours. My pool game is alot better now, lol. Alex, John, Christie, Eric and I finally went into the parking lot. Christie and Eric rode in a different car than us, but without them noticing I held on to their back bumper and put my feet on the thing connecting Eric's tires. They went in reverse and scared the crap out of me >.< Anyway, after Alex abandoning me and making me run down the street after his car, we went to Red Lobster and I was being a jackass to Alex and he threw my bouncy ball into the highway, lol. I'm not paying him gas money now, lol. Later we went back to John's house and crashed, and here I am. w00t.

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Monday, March 15, 2004

Friendtest? Nah

Current Mood: w00t Current Song: Rayza - Columns Main Theme Just Give Up. None of you will pass ⌐_⌐ E D I T: Morpheus ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla Neat little quiz.

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Sunday, March 14, 2004

Vicissitude

Current Mood: w00t Current Song: Green Day - When I Come Around Vicissitude This all started out as I was playing with the selection tool, just trying to see how it works, as I'm hoping to expand my style of art. I'm always just making 3D Renders, airbrushing slightly, and blending them like mad to make my backgrounds, but that hectic and crystalic lifestyle is just tiring me lately. I decided to try out a bit of simplicity and I just couldn't stop. I really enjoyed making this and it took an extremely long time, but I love the result. The odd shapes symbolize the mazes and seemingly contortions of reality that we must face ever day. The change in color, as my last (I think it was my last) deviation exemplifies, symbolizes a vicissitude, or sudden change in life, such as the death of a loved one or a new person who you are fond of. The image symbolizes all these elements of life, and I hope you all enjoy it :) ------------ Ok, I'm done whoring my image everywhere now. Lol

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Current Mood: Happy, got some donuts. Current Song: Misfits - London Dungeon (again, coincidentally) Make sure your face is clean now, can't have no dirty dead. Lol, that song is great. Anyway, I'm definately going to spend tuesday night at John's house and go to Lane's party. Tonight, if my friends are going (I just remembered that I need to call them), I'm going to head down to Cowboys, a club that is country-based but not on Sundays. On Sundays, all the fun people go there and there is alot of breakdancing and popping. Popping is just another type of dancing related to breakdancing, where you contort your body with fluid motions and stuff. You might have seen it on pop commercials and stuff. I started a little while back, but I'm not bad. It'll be the first time I've ever gone to a club though, so that'll be awesome. There's a chance I could hook up with someone there too. And my friends and I won't be alone if we go, because alot of other kids from our school are going at the same time coincidentally, including Wade, who is a great popper. It's going to be great. And even better song just came on, Scream - Misfits. This band is so awesome, check them out. I want to start a comic strip with my friend Taso. I always have certain ideas and stuff that we could use in a comic strip, but I've never gotten around to doing it because I'm not great at drawing people, as well as drawing them the same the next time, lol. Anyway, that's all I guess. I'm going to go eat some more donuts. If I do anything tonight, I'll report back.

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Saturday, March 13, 2004

Current Mood: Less dazed out Current Song: Misfits - London Dungeon Testing. . . Should have a new background and post background now. E D I T: Awesome. My page looks so much better now. Lol

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*wipes sweat from brow*

Current Mood: Dazed out Current Song: Hoobastank - Pieces Well then. It's been an extremely interesting week ^_^' On Monday, everything was normal. In Art we started working on our memorial pieces, commemorating someone that is deceased and has touched us or influenced us in some way. I couldn't think of anyone, so I decided to use my dog who we put to sleep a couple of months ago. I like the piece I did, there's a very abstract tree in the center, but it doesn't stop the movement of the piece, as the branches weave in and out of the other elements in it. I used a chalky pastel (for the first time), but I want to test oil pastel next time. On Tuesday and Wednesday I can't even remember what happened, but on Thursday we had a play (I think), that was hillarious and I met a girl named Erin. Wait, that was a week before, nevermind. But yeah, I met a girl named Erin a couple weeks ago and we started going out. She's moving to Arizona though, so we stopped so that it doesn't hurt more later. I think she was just trying to play me anyway, so I don't really care much. I'll find someone else when I go to Cowboys tomorrow (a club that isn't country-based on Sundays. Lol). On Monday and Tuesday next week I'll be at my friend John's house and we're going to go to my friend Lane's birthday party and after that I'm going to spend a few days with Keith and we're going to hit some more parties. Next week is going to be great. Lol Anyway, the background of my site is getting really irritating, so I'm going to make something new and brighter. I hate dark colors, they're so depressing. I used to be a little angsty, as should be expected of any teenager, but lately my life has been so upbeat and cheerful, or at least my attitude has been. I'm loving it. See you guys around ;)

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Tuesday, March 2, 2004

Miss Tori's Quizzes

Current Mood: Exhausted Current Song: The Offspring - Defy You So today I wake up early because my Art class and every Art class in the school was going on a trip to the Art museum in Dallas. I won't go into the details. We had fun there. We breakdance-ed some. Lol The best part was when we went to the plaza for lunch. It was sort of like a hotel/mall thingy. Anyway, it was great. We rode the elevator that hovers over the ice-rink to the top floor and threw hard candy at our friends below ^_^ We saw two men in security suits coming up after us though, and when our friends on the elevator came up, we shoved them back in and went down to the bottom floor, hiding. Lol Unluckily for our other group of friends, they got up there as we left and the guards caught them instead of us. The school was banned from the elevators ^_^' It was great. ---------- Five; the number of instability and imbalance, indicating change and uncertainty. You're drawn to many things at once and commit to none. If it makes you feel any better, I'm a five. And proud of it. Because Fives are adventurous, energetic, and willing to take risks. Fives enjoy travel and meeting new people but may not stay in one place for very long. Fives can be conceited, irresponsible, quick-tempered, and impatient. Please rate my quiz. What does your name and arithmacy say about you? (some simple knowledge of adding is required on your part) brought to you by Quizilla That really sounds like me ^_^' You belong in the world of balance, where everything has two sides and everything is not always what it appears on the outside. Of course, if you have a sense of humor, you may find employment as a sarcastic comedian. If not, enjoy the choices that are presented to you through life, they will always have two sides to them,one which leads you to the light, and the other which entrenches you in darkness. Walk on with hope, my friend. Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES) brought to you by Quizilla That one sounds a lil' like me.

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Saturday, February 28, 2004

Piccehs

Current Mood: Still Great Current Song: The Offspring - Keep 'em Seperated I discovered my mom's webcam once again (why she has one, I'd rather not know, but what the hey). It's time to be a normal, attention craved teenager and post some piccehs! This is a shot of my face. . . Another shot of my face. . . And of course, I had to get the nose shot! Lol Anyway, I didn't gel my hair or anything, but you can pretty much tell I have those blonde streaks. Maybe some day I'll develop my disposable camera and get some better pictures lol. Anyway, these are by far the best pictures that I have circulating the internet, as the other ones suck. I'm happy with these :) M O D I F I C A T E: Or if anyone could tell me how the img code works here, that'd be great :p MODIFICATE 2: Wow, nevermind, I'm retarded. I haven't worked with HTML for so long that I forgot it was img src="whatever" lol.

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