Saturday, March 27, 2004

I really should update more often

Current Mood: ShitFuckers! Current Song: Deviates - Chaos I really should though. So much happens every day it's not funny. Broken friendships and mended hearts. A teenager's life. So I'm back together with Erin. Why? Because not many girls come my way and she seemed sincere when she said she missed me. I'm losing my best friend over it though. I'm trying to mediate this dispute, but he hates me right now. I wish I had school because I still have to wait another day and a half before I can see them again instead of talking on the phone or internet. It's really ticking me off. I really like Erin, but I can't tell if she's just trying to play me or actually wants a long-term relationship. I hope it's the relationship though, because it hurts when you're played. I'm so bad with these things. My best friend thinks that I shouldn't go out with her though. The first time we broke up was at lunch and he was like "She dumped you, didn't she?" and I responded with a "No," because I didn't want to deal with my friends at the time, but she really had. Then 1 person at a time started coming in to comfort me (people who are my friends but I don't eat lunch with), and Taso figured it out. Then he was pissed because he figures that he can't trust me anymore. Then later she asked me to go back out and I said no, but the next day she kept asking and I finally thought about it and said yes. Now Taso is pissed because this was over the span of like 2 weeks (including Spring Break) with all this tension. I really like Erin, but I don't want to lose Taso. I hate this shit.

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