Saturday, September 2, 2006

Hey
Man I am so tired, I feel like I am really dead. May I say, girls are really hard to figure out, and guys ar just as hard at times. i think I am losing my mind because people are getting harder to read for me. I hate this, generally I can read people like books, now I think the stress is making that ability die off for a while. I am almost done with the online school, i have about one assignment left to do after the one i am on, then i will be finished and i can move onto ameican gov't. I can't stand some of these assignments, they are so boring it just makes me want to cry. I am getting over the base of excepting the 'friend' who was using me, was using me. But it will take a while, thanks for our words, those of you who visited helped me out quite a bit. Umm, right now I am not sure what I am feeling, I am really mad, depressed, and happy as well. I think my mind will bust if these things kep up. I will eventually just take a long walk and a longer nap. Haaha, well enough about me, I ill visit your sites soon, and also ask, how are you all doing?

Quote: "Kiss me, push me away and then pull me back. Am I just a toy for you to use and abuse as your drunken mood sees fit?" SOmetimes i feel like this though no one around me is drunk.
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Saturday, August 26, 2006

'Ello
Well, the second week wasn't all that bad, I got shot down about a dance. I was going to ask one friend of mine, but she is going with another friend. So I asked a different friend and I have a date to the dance now.. DOn get me wrong i didn't settle, she is very beautiful, though a bit weird, but ehh who isn't right? Haha, I will get around to sites soon though. No worries okay? Well classes so far aren't all that hard, but I tell ya what they do get dreadfully boring. I also found out my friend had a miscarriage, and that was sad. And then some guy sent pics of five aborted fetyuses and said at the bottom of them "Kill a baby" And sent it hrough my teacherrs e-mail. He is a sck bastard, and if I see him I will hit him hard enough to make him see stars.Oh and I think that I am finaly figuring out that my so called best friend isn't all that great, after 10 yuears I figured out thathe just likes coming over to my ouse for the relaxing time from his family and he leaves when he wants a chick. He is a person horny beyond all reason. I almost cried, but I figure its not worth it to cry over something like that, people are their own things, I am just me thats all I want to be. Well thats all I have.

Quote:"In a person many roads lie ahead but only one has the foot holds incase you fall."
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Saturday, August 19, 2006

Well...
The first week of school kinda sucked but not nearly as bad as I thought it would. I liked my classes evcen though I had homework from the second day. Umm, I have some chemistry homework I have to finish a project online I have to finish, and some math. I got to hang with a few crushes at school, though one of them isn't in my lunch hich makes me a bit sad. Umm, I nearly beat someone in chess that I never even get close to beating, and I keep skipping lunch at school and it sucks. Overall though school is still great and I expect a challenge from it this year and I hope for one too. Umm, I will be visiting sites today, which I was doing aall week long just going to a few sites a day, and commenting when it would allow me. I am still having fun talking to Mysteriousrei, she is still sweet and funny. Umm, Of course I have a competitive streak with the chess playing chick and its driving me crazy that i can't beat her, but one day I will not have to listen to that stupid bell and I will beat her at that game. Glad to see everyone like my last quote, I think my creativity is about gone for the week though.

Quote: "Have fun and be jolly. Eat and then sleep, but tomorrow you are going down" What I guess a boxer would write to another boxer.

See ya, love ya all.
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Monday, August 14, 2006

School
Well school starts tomorrow and I will be very busy after that. I will post every weekend at least and I will be very con slacker this year. I have little to say apart from I am just bored and need to talk to someone. I have been talking to somone on this site and I have been happy talking to them, they are very cool. She is fun to talk to and I hope I get to meet her sometime. Well, if anyone wants to talk to me, just mesage me I will return the messae I just may not visit sites often.

Quote:"A man is just that a man, and he is going to die, no way around that. But why not have fun before that happens?"

See ya.
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

Yo
Nothing too much to say other than yesterday after I posted I visited sites, glad to see most of you are doing awesome and that you are having so much fun. After that I made a new cd, and it has the song "Hands clean" on it. I heard the song way back about 2 years ago, and I liked it so when I heard it again and remembered it I looked it up the same as the song "Save tonight" and "Breathe". i know these are sappy songs nbut thats just what I listen to, it is cool to be so different from my friends in real life because it makes it so much more fun to be with them. I am sure most of you feel the same way with all of your friends in real life. I am at a loss for words really, I hate not having something to say other than I wish everone a good fday and a wonderful life.

Quote:"The weak lead the titans, for the weak can make what the titans crave most. Greed is an insumountable obstacle, over all, i believe I would prefer be the bird on the window sil." I took this from a poem I worte and moduified a few things, hope you enjoy it. See ya.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

Well ?__?
Well, I went to a boyscouts fundraiser at the blood bank. We had a car wash and gave out hot dogs to the doners, I am not old enough to give blood, but I wanted to, then again I don't know my blood type. I got to wear the blood drop suit though. I was happy about that, but I am a bit tired after itm,m and I have a slight sunburn. I got my school schedule yesterday, and it was cool, I have
1)Creative writing
2)Administrations Tech
3)Geometrey
4)American history honors
5)Chemistry
6)English honors 3
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

HI
Thanks everyone, I know I seem to thank you every other post or so, but you really do deserve it, and twisted nightmare, I might just take you up on the offer an pm you if I feel I need to talk. Oh and thanks for the quote I shall remember it for further use, I think I may use it as the quote for this post so thanks to you for that too Twistednightmare *hugs everyone who posted last time* Yeah, I think right now dating is a bad Idea, maybe alone time will help. A for the parents it is because if I have a strong oppinion of something even if they are against it then I will defend it. And a few met me when I was in middle school*lowers eyes and shakes head* I was such a brat back then. Well, Thanks again for the saying I am a good buddy, that means alot to me. Oh and I just finished a book yesterday, it is titled "Twilight" it is a vampire book, but none o the blood sucking really, it is more of a romance thing between a girl and a vampire and how theyy feed on animals rather than humans, it is very strange to me, but I liked it alot, I recomend it to everyone, I just hope there is a sequel to it.

Quote:"Life has its ups and downs; it weaves in and out of happiness and somwtimes takes a detour to sadness. No matter how much life seems to fool us or take us down the wrong path, we must know that we can get back on our feet again and live to see another day. Life is a road full of cracks and pot-holes, but it can always be repaired, you just have to give it some time." -TwistedNightmare.

See everyone later.
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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

Hey.
Well, I am getting so close to getting over some problems. I still miss Day, but I know I need to move on for now, maybe later I will date her again, but for now, I need to just not worry about her. I have little to really say other than I have realized a few things, one I seem to have an attitude that has made a few people become loyal to me, yet their parents hate me for some reason or another. Another is, that I could have almost any chick I want, and yet I am not really after anyone really, though I guess I might date to get over Day, possibly a chick named Amy, or Ashley, or Kristen, or I might just not date for a while, I don't know I will decide later. There is a person online I am enjoying talking to but in reality that you can't date online but you can get comfort which right now is what. I really do want, someone to understand and who I can relate to but I guess I am too young for this stuff to settle for me right now.

Now to visit sites.

Quote:"I am so confused by life." Most people.
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Monday, August 7, 2006

Sup
Well, nothing interesting has happened lately except that when I started to train my sister on how to fight she hurt her fist on my palm. Also she has no stamina or strength, I mean she can't even run/jog in place for 2 minute, and she does little damge with her punches. It is so sad, and I just had a few laughs at theat but i am going to continue training her because my gut feeling says this year is going to be a bit violent. Right now I am bored but I m watching cheat on g4, it is cool, but I don't own anyof the games they cheat on. *sighs* Ohwell its okay. So if I may ask who here doesn't like using pencil and prefers pen? And thanks ElvenNinja for the picture, I will put that up for my bg soon, now if I knew how to alter my text so I can see the pic through my text box.

Quote:"I would dream forever because a dream is not able to hurt me. But when does the dream become real?"
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Saturday, August 5, 2006

Hi
I had to clean my room and the closet and still do the dishes and the clothes. Ihate it when I have to clean my room and still do more chores. I had a pile of clothes and blankets in my closet that I didn't even know was there. I found 6 military boots and one boot had 3 dollars from 1995 and dogtags and of course her military stats. She was a captain, and she was itt bitty, it was strange to find her clothes and the such, I threw her stuff back in the closet and closed it so I am glad I can forget about that, man I hope she isn't a ghost. Umm, well, i am finaly for the most part done, and i finished going to your sites so I will visit again later. Well, I wanna know, does anyone have a pic that they think I could use as a background? See everyone.

Quote:" Blaise Pascal:
To deny, to believe, and to doubt absolutely -- this is for man what running is for a horse."


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