Friday, July 7, 2006

Cyber school
I am taking economics online, which though not hard is a bit time consuming. The fist real assignment issued was a 2 paper essay that had to be 10 to 12 point font and double space. Sorry about not getting to everyones site, I plan on visiting everyone who visited me and who has updated today, i am kinda wrapped up trying to do a few things from school work to get my mind off of anything depressing and focus on life. Anyway, I hope I am not sounding too whiney, have an awesome day everyone.

Quote:"I am not dying, I am merely delving into anothe conciousness." SOmething I wish to put in my book soon.
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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

Happy 4th of July
Hey everyone, I hope you are going to enjoy the 4th, I am just going to hopefully kick back and play videogames or read today. I hoe that everyones summer vacationbs is kickin so far. Right now I am not going to let sadness get at me, mainly because it is independence day, but also because I am too tired to be sad.
See everyone later, sorry bout the short post.

quotes:"Viva la idndepencia." "Give me liberty or giv me death." "I pledge alegence to the flag of the united states of America, and to the republic for which it stands, one nation under god indivisable with liberty and justice to all."

See ya.
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Friday, June 30, 2006

   Thanks
Total Visits 1795
Popularity Ranking # 665 (out of approximately 45,000 active sites)
Total Members 379,908

I am really thankful to those of you who commented, it is very helpful to hear encouraging words. Right now I am the only one up and I am listening to a custom playlist, "Beautiful" is on, I know it is old, but it is a good song in general. Oh I am thinking about finaly getting everything on KH2, I already have all the treasures, it took me a while to get them too. Has anyone but me heard a song titled "Pirates who don't do anything"? It is really funny. It is by Relient K. Anyway here is one of my other new poems if you would be so kind as to read.

The goal

The whole reason of my being, is a simple matter of want.
I want this, I want that.
I am a normal person, i have wants, I have needs, I am a confused thing.
What is so special about me that draws people to me, what do they see in me?
I have no answers because there is nothing, but the blind obviously follow the same trail i do, and cling onto me because i can see.
The goal of my life is not to get everything my way but to simply forget.
forget how to see, forget what I have seen, and act like a worm, going through life without sight.
When i reach where it ends I will only know by the sensation of falling, like my guardian angel has already done.
They fell as fast as I took my first breath.

See ya.

Quote:"I don't need wings to help me fly." From the song "Miracles Happen." I know alot of songs in this post.
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Thursday, June 29, 2006

Hi
My family outing sucked so much. We went to st. augustine and passed right where Day and I had walked together holding hands and such, passed right by, I wanted to cry at one point. My parents are sadists, I swear they want me to cry, I can tell. They keep saying things that really hurts, none of which I will repeat considering they are personal. I need to find something to take my mind off of her, but I can;t for the life of me find anything but reading and the occasional game, but my parents interupt me as I do etiher sit me down to talk to them, and then they make me do chores it sucks. I wrote a couple new poems over these considering I am depressed and that is when I write my better stuff, otherwise I think it sounds like crap. If you want to here is one of them to read.

Watch Me

Watch me as the water moves over my head, see how it swirls around me and tries to take my life.
The force of the dreams swirl through my veins like the sudden charge of adrenaline from the last fight of my life.
Bring me back just to watch me walk through the door once again.
Watch me as I laugh my life away, I die from many things, but I don't notice any of them at all.
The black becomes white and he white turns blue, watch me leave, watch this frame dance with the kerdaver of life.
Just watch me go.


See everyone later.

Quote:"Just five more minutes, I'm tired." Everyone I know.
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Hi
I won't be able to get to anyones sites today, except like 3 befoe my dad wakes up, because then then we have to prepare and go on a family outing. Thanks for the comments on my picture.I realized I put in the wrong code and laughed at myself, blonde moments, can't live without them.
See ya later and sorry my post is so short.

Quote"Giving away free hugs to good homes." That was something I made up as a pickup.
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Monday, June 26, 2006

there is the picture.
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Well, one out of three said they would like to see it so why not? It was really fun over there, and maybe this picture will insprie someone to study some different cultures now? Haha, just kiddin. I was in the dancing circle, and i suck at it by the way, but it was fun.

Quote:"Give me a damn rope now." No clue.
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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Hi
Umm, Well I changed the video on my page as you can see. I have been working at my house, it is okay for me, I am very hearty now, especially since of that camp. Well, I have a picture of me at a pow wow, if you are interested in seeing it then say so, if not thats cool too. Umm, i am not sue what to say other then I have been stuck at home since getting bak from camp witht he exception of a friends grad party, but i hurt myself there, but it is just a small thing.

Quote: "Sleeping is a very virtuous act." My friend Todd is always saying that.
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Thursday, June 22, 2006

   Hi
Well, I have next to nothing to talk about, I have a boring life. Well, I do wanna thank you for helping me get these statistics.

My Statistics
Total Visits 1776
Popularity Ranking # 671 (out of approximately 45,000 active sites)
Total Members 375,485

By the way which is higher class a senior otaku or an otakuite? I am the otakuite and would like to know if someone can tell me.

Hmm, Oh I am turning blonde like I did when I was a baby, except the sun is turning my hair instead of my body. Well, umm, I don't know what to say really. I am sorry if I didn't get to your site, I have been busy, and yet it is a boring busy. Oh, and would you like to see a different video on my page instead of the one on there now?

Quote:" summer, oh how great it was when I was a kid, sailing the seven seas in my pool, or rxploring a cave of sheets." I reminice alot it seems.
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Saturday, June 17, 2006

   I am back.
I am so wickedly tired. I got back last night, I knew that if I posted then, no one would see it. Camp for me got all screwy and my classes were screwed up on me, changes all around. Oh well, I passed the swimming merit badge requirments, believe me, the distance I swam was outrageeous, but I did it somehow. How have you all been? Well, I will check sites so no need to answer me, I got my shotgun merit badge too, it was really easy, I shot 7 out of 10 clay dics launched. I am rally tired and i have a tan. I had too much time to think, it sucked because thinking is bad at night when it is pitch black. I weathered the tropical depression/hurricane in a tent which was okay, but my toes got cold because I brought only a sheet for cover considering the heat. Art was fun, and so was fingerprinting. I am going to a new camp next year which may be really far away.

Convictions shield
I will not quit, I will not back down from the spot light. The bullets fly toward me, but I stand tall, nothing can stop me. My convicitons keep me here, and they shield me from the bullet stares everyone flashes me. I am not looking for a miracle any more, just a reason to believe. No more can I believe for nothing has appeared to sway my convictions from my creed of life. The death thats waiting to be lived is here at the door within only a couple of second, but I will die not nameless, i will die saving life, though it means losing mine. One last thought flashed though my mind, the smile that haunted my memories from child hood. The last pure memory I had before my childhood turned into a shield for others.

Yeah I hought of that too, it is a collection of me and another person. Thanks for staying true to my site by the way. Oh and thanks for all the gb signatures, though I don't have as many as some people, I have quite a few.

Quote:"Love is such a pain in the ass, it never knows when to stop or when to back down."
It is from a different poem I wrote.
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Saturday, June 10, 2006

Summer Camp...
I won't be here Sunday to like Friday So I will see you later okay? Well thanks for the compliments on my poem. I will get around to sites as soon as I possibly can. Much love my friends, I hope you have a better week than i will. These are my classes in camp.
Rifle
Citizenship in the nation
swimming
scholarship
fishing
Art
Those are the classes I am taking for this week coming up.

Quote:"Kill me now, I hate these people, I hate being alone with them." Me with the scouts.
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