Sunday, April 2, 2006

Sore
I don't know how but I manage to stay sore. Oh the month of Miyazaki on Toonami is awesome, I am enjoying it and I am sad it is over next week, but then naruto comes back as well as one piece. I really have almost nothing to say, but I have been added to someones wedding detail, and it seems like it is going to be fun because I am good at planning odd occurences and a person throwing their freedom away for another person is odd, though I will do it way later in life. School is nearly over and I am really glad for that and the fact that come summer I will be able to do a few things and that I will be able to drive before too long. But I watched the latest harry potter movie, and they butchered the book when they produced that movie. I really can't stand it when producers do that. Well I will leave everyone now with a quote.

Quote:"If you dream something long enough and will it enough that dream will become your reality. And as infectious as a rwality is your dream will become the new reality."
See ya. Be safe.
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Hey
Spring break is officially over, and I am okay with it. It was a very odd start to the week.First of all, I see my friend and her boyfriend and it looked like they were eating each others face. Next My girlfriend came along and she was being really sweet, and finaly one of my other friends said her boyfriend reminded her of me. Except for he is rich, which she doens't acknowledge that, just how he acts makes her like him. I have been invited to two weddings already, both set for next year. But I am really tired because I keep waking up in the middle of the night and it is far from enjoyable the next day. Though I can deal as long as the pace of things stays at this speed, not too slow or too fast.

Quote:"I am not going to stand for this.*pulls out a chair and sits* now continue."
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Friday, March 24, 2006

Spring break is almost over
I go back to school tuesday of nextweek. But I suppose that is better than being stuck home alone. Oh I finaly got to go to the beach with Day, even though she was grounded, her mom let me go with them to the beach then St.Augustine. It was fun, except for most of the time her mom was watching us like a hawk. But I was happy to be with her instead of home alone. Its hard to believe what you can learn when you drop your defenses and just let your self be controlled by something other than logic. Its like writing the perfect poem or listening to the most wonderful song ya know? I learned that jealousy and fear of losing someone is not a worry about them but yourself, because those worries I have almost lost with her. I am so glad that things are les depressing now, though there are still a few things going on that I can't help with I just pray for them. Well I am sorry for boring you with the sappy stuff. I am just really happy to be with Day. Though her mom doesn't like my Dad very much, but I don't care about her mom, I care for the daughter. Well I have to go visit some sites.

Quote:"I am just another human when I am in your eyes gaze. But out of them I fel like a monster. In your arms I feel like I am where I belong, out of them I fel the void start to pull me in." Its a remake of different things I have read and jumbled into my head. See ya and be safe.
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Spring break starts today
As the title suggests my spring break just started and I have no idea what in the world I am going to do this week, its not like I have anything to do. Oh well, not like it will be the first spring break I have stayed home doing absolutely nothing. Oh and to top this off I think that my sister may leave which means I will get the entire house to myself for a small while, and that mean sit will be nap time or I might actually get to watch vandread afterall. I have next to nothing to write because I cn't think of anything exciting to say. Well maybe this will do. In class my past few days, people have finaly stopped thinking I am gay, though a bunch of kids bother Day and I in the hall way, when we are talking to each other. But sooner or later they should stop, I hope, becasue I hate bothersome idiots whom just want to annoy me. Its much like being in class, just with no teachers on my side.

Quote: "Remember kids nothing is sacred to the world anymore, so just go do what you do best, screw things up." Heh, I think its what they told Bush's class when he was in grade school.
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Hey
How is everyone? I thought thatI would ask that since the last two posts I had were depressing, you never know maybe your lives have less depression. Well it really don't matter since eventually everyone will have a bad time, but the good shall come from eveything. Haha, school was boring as usual, and everyone in that school makes me think there are no more intelligent human beings left. Short post I know, but I am out of things to say.

Quote:"When love knocked, I pulled my shotgun. When love pulled an A.K. I pulled out James Bond, then love did something unexpected. It won." Heh heh, weird I know but it is funny.
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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Depression is coming to a sluggish halt
Heh, weird title I know, but thanks to pretty much everyone for their comments. Arduos, I would like to thank you for the button design, I will try to make it into a button for my site, I really like it, it is really funny. The problems are closing themselves with some intervention from me, so it makes me happy, though one of the problems perplex me greatly, but that one I won't post yet, so don't worry about it okay? I had amy birthday party yesterday, I am ow officially 16, and to pop that futher up my friend Katherine A.K.A Kimi lent me some of her anime: Shamanic princess, Escaflowne, Hellsing, gatekepers 21, Galaxy Angel, and Angel Tales. She also lent me some music, but I don't know the titles. I think the party bombed, I mean nothing was really all that fun, and all there was to do was watch the anime, or play the video game. There were only two who showed up, and I didn't really talk to either of them, it sucked. I will leave it here with a quote.

Quote:"My dreams are gone with the wind, but my heart is so rock hard it sank to the middle of the earth." Don't ask.
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Thursday, March 9, 2006

   Depression is rising.
This is being serious, there are things happening in mine, and people I love life's that sucks. But I guessI cna't complain it isn't happening to me well not all of it anyway, I mean the stress of wanting to help is flooding onto me. To make things worse, my birthday is this weekend and that is making me depressed though I should be happy. Oh well I wish that some miracle could come along and help. If I may ask, How do you help someone who believes the people who help can't help? It is breaking my heart, and I just feel kinda helpless ya know? I am turning 16 though, so thats about the only thing that heolps keep me from the depression that is rising to take control of my mind. Well i am sorry to ramble and not give information out, but they don't want people to know them or their exact information. But the question is actually how to get them to help me help them. Well, thanks for reading this instead of just saying it is too long.

Quote: "In life I overcame many things, but love overcame me. The intertwining of my heart to theirs left me vunerable to their pain, and I wanted it to end for them. But now that I am dead II look back and realize the course I took might not have been the right one."

I am being dreary, I apologize again.
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Sunday, March 5, 2006

Hey
Sorry I keep forgetting to post, but thanks to those whom continue to visit my site. I had to clean my room, and it was a complete and utter mess. It took roughly 2 to 2 and a half hours to clean. I am at a loss of things to write right now. I am thinking about adding something new to my intro. One of my friends Aeryc put this question on their site. Would you hold me if I were crying? Personaly I would like to see the answers to ths. Or guys, how about listening instead of holding. You know what, I think that school is finaly starting to chill now that the major test is over, or atleast mostly over. I want to make a button for my site but I am not sure I have the program for it, so if someone could do it for me I would be really happy. Oh I went to a friends 'birthday party' yesterday and I say never again, because their friends are grown and seriously need some mental help. I wrote something I called
"Never Back Down"
Find something to live for and protect it. Never back down to the lies and the safety of the shadows. Stand up tall and fight the mind and body of the suppresing force, never back down from the possibilities that may lie in wait ahead. The stars may fall and the oceans may wash over you, but put your self in fron of the thing you want to protect and never move, take a hail of bullets, or simply take the brunt of an army but never back down. If you move to save your self and sacrifice what you hold dear you will live with a memory that will destroy you slower than any torture ever created. So stand tall and make the heavens quake and the world feel your presence. Never back down once you have started.

With that I will leave on a quote.

Quote:"There is a shining future in my fist, and in this world every fist is opened and they connect to each other." Just something off the top of my head.

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Monday, February 27, 2006

F-CAT
Well, this test bites alot. At this presnt moment I am trying not to fall asleep in my seat. The test is long, boring, and tiring. Today was the english portion, tomorrow is the math, and friday is the N.R.T. I supposedly don't have to go to school Thursday but I most likely will anyway. I am sorry I haven't been getting to sites lately, but along with studying I also have been away from home. I went to a second powwow saturday, and I was on a date yesterday. I hope that everyone is having a better week than I am thus far. I will try to update tomorrow, and I will try to visit sites too.

Quote:"In their wispy eyes I see the worlds greatest peace." It is a quote on the concept of speaking to your ancestors.
Well much love everyone.
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Hey everybody
Well, I had an awesome weekend. I went to Days house we grossed her little brother by kissing. (heh he was annoying us greatly) But That was saturday, and sunday and monday I just chilled and did a few chores. Oh and on V-Day I forgot to write what happened. Well I gave Day a Ring, a teddy bear, a card with a poem I wrote in it(a custom card), and some candy as well as time with just her. She gave me a sweet poem that made me wanna cry, but she also gave me a teddy bear also, with home made cookies, and a big box of chocolate. She is way loyal, its so sweet, but I have yet to understand why she is so much more loyal to me than her friends are to her. Her friends keep trying to get her to skip, but she says no and hugs me tighter, I think I might genuinely love her, but I am not 100% sure. Anyone care to try and tell me what you think? Oh I have a picture of us.Sorry if i haven't made it to your site in a while at this point I really don't have an excuse. I will end it with a quote.

Quote:"We are alive, and as we live we pluck the fruit of death from the vine of ease. We wallow in our own misery forgeting how much better off we are, yet we try to solve problems from some obscure bullies fist."
Stupid quote I know, but its all I could think of. Well later everyone much love.
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