Tuesday, October 26, 2004

sanity blurs...
Since no one even reads this I might as well vent. Everyday is the same nothing of signifigance changes. Nothing in the world is worht a second glance... well, almost nothing. M***** who barely knows who I am is the only thing the world has ever created that is even worth thinking about. She is beauty embodied in a person, Even the way she thinks is perfect to the smallest detail. Normally I wouldn't consider leaking the smallest hint of this but no one is going to even begin reading this. All she can think about is Ikaika or something like that who she loved so much but he dumped her the first chance he got and has since gone out with as many girls as he can. She's told me stories about how she spends entire nights crying in her room with a bag of his old stuff. I really wanna kick the living... you know the rest. But since I stand almost no chance theres not much for me to do. If anyone reaad this comment if you feel its necessary or if you have some sort of all knowing advice.
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

#3
I sit and watch as you pass me by
While my pledges go unheard
and my hopes for us unrealized
my lips won't move no matter how I try
This agonizing love I have is true
It yearns to be declared, and yet I fear
I am unsure how our lives would fit
My life is nothing but an ode to you
In all your beauty and splendor
Your every detail is perfection
I wish my eyes could tell you my intentions
but this, my hearts request is futile
for nothing can express my hearts true trials
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#2
All your days seem to be filled with sadness
You spend all your days remembering old loves
And all your nights cursing your luck
Trying in vain to quel your sorrow
Instead you cause your thin hope to narrow
My only desire is to see you freed of anguish
Do you belive it to absurd a wish
Those weeks your eyes were filled with loneliness
How could I ignore your plight of neediness
To comfort you is all I am here for
To show you the way out of the dark
I promise to retrieve your liveliness
And restore your full self, maybe more
When our time ends I will leave no unsettling mark
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#1(they don't have titles yet so feel free to suggest them)
I see you nearly every day.
and i am forced to endure.
How can I resist your lure.
My quiet act may discourage you.
but please dont think my love is untrue.
My cold heart is warmed by your presence.
And I swell with joy when I catch your fragrance.
I love to see your glances that come my way.
but this is all futile, this pursuit of mine.
Because you'll never love me the way I do you.
My fate, our fate seems a grim one.
I guess its all fair in this twisted world.
started by the love of one for you.
All I want is to be around my loved one.


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your advice
I'm considering entering some old works of mine into my schools literary magazine but I don't want to put anything that isn't good so tell me what you think.(and please be honest and constructive otherwise it defeats the purpose)
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