Tuesday, November 22, 2005

good or bad...i say bad

hey guys i wont be on for wednesday to sunday....its bad isnt it...well its not for those who hates me. so i'll miss u all.

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Monday, November 21, 2005

Stronger every day

Yes I am getting stronger. By physical and emaotional...I am finally gald i took in all the pain...it makes me stronger. There is no need for the army or sucide...its pintless to kill yourself... i mean if u want to die...die portecting ur country and ur love ones...but i am not leaving mine behind...i am going to stay with them.

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Friday, November 18, 2005

marriage for Ken and Christina.. i think not... more like marriage for me and Cathy^^

Well Ken is waaaayy over his head right know...he is thinking inn a few years he'll marry Christina and take over me. Yeah right...Ken I am marrying Cathy so ha! But... you may be able to marry Christina if I die...you know the deal. So yeah confusing aint it. Well I am hungry. Breakfast ime...byez.

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

One of the best silly songs...wait its the best...its

It's peanut butter jelly time, peanut butter jelly time, peanut butter jelly time (Chorus:) Where he at 4x There he go 4x Peanut butter jelly 4x Do the peanut butter jelly, peanut butter jelly, Peanut butter jelly with a baseball bat 2x (Chorus) Now, break it down and freeze 4x (Chorus) Now tic tac toe (uh-huh) Tic tac toe (let's go) Tic tac toe (you got it) Tic tac toe (let's ride) (Chorus) Now, freestyle, freestyle, freestyle, freestyle, freestyle, your style 2x Where he at 4x There he go 4x

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Monday, November 14, 2005

Unbreak My Heart by Toni Braxton

Don't leave me in all this pain Don't leave me out in the rain Come back and bring back my smile Come and take these tears away I need your arms to hold me now The nights are so unkind Bring back those nights when I held you beside me 1-Un-break my heart Say you'll love me again Un-do this hurt you caused When you walked out the door And walked outta my life Un-cry these tears I cried so many nights Un-break my heart, my heart Take back that sad word good-bye Bring back the joy to my life Don't leave me here with these tears Come and kiss this pain away I can't forget the day you left Time is so unkind And life is so cruel without you here beside me (repeat 1) Ohh, oh Don't leave me in all this pain Don't leave me out in the rain Bring back the nights when I held you beside me (rpt 1) Un-break my Un-break my heart, oh baby Come back and say you love me Un-break my heart Sweet darlin' Without you I just can't go on Can't go on

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Well...

Having second thoughts on the army. Its just I dont want to lose my love Catherine and*sighs* I just love her with all my heart and soul. I never want to leave her or die and see her pain. So yeah...do yall want me to join or should I stay out of it and be with my beloved Catherine forever.

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Friday, November 11, 2005

The army...

Yes everyone. I am going to the army. All i have left in high school is 2 years not counting this year, then after college I enter. Why am I going to the army? Becuase I am fighting for every single one of yall. Everyone in the United Sates of America. I am fighting for our freedom. Catherine...I am espcially fighting for you. I love you and I want to be with you. Dont worry. I will not allow myself to die ok. I cant promise that I wont die becuase I might. This sadens me too. But this is why I saw my destiny as life or death of a war. My purpose is to protect and love Catherine. So...I will protect her and everyone and love her. By the time I am out of college, I'll be a 2nd Lutientant. I have beem in JROTC for a year and a half. So I am a Let 3. So I am on my way to it. ~Angel~

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Wednesday, November 9, 2005

Another song i made...man theres 19 of them

Sorry (Verse 1) I'm tired of being here Its like a childish fear Your still lingers here I see you morning over me Seeing my grave with you hurt I cry....I cry (Chorus) I am sorry I am sorry I was weak I am sorry I am sorry I let you down I am sorry I am sorry I ler myself get beat Belive me when i sing to you Saying I would do anything to be with you again (Verse 2) I wish I had won I wish I was alive When I see you crying Its like a died again I wish I was by your side I wish I didnt die, and I'll be by you everyday (chorus x2)

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Monday, November 7, 2005

More sadness....what have I done

Cahterine...dont die...please. I dont want to hurt you. If this hurts you then I will stay with you. I never wanted to leave you its just...all my life I've been an outcast...no one cared about me...then i met u who did care. I wanteed to die so I can become a sprit and I could be with u. ok. I wont die for you.

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Thursday, November 3, 2005

Three times in one day...well its important.

Ever since I came into their lives...I brung pain and sorrow to them. So now...I am getting out...forever. But I am removing my existance in this world with it also. Catherine...I am sorry...but I love you its just I cant go on anymore. I must go with this destiny of mine. So everyone....this is my good-bye.

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