Thursday, April 5, 2007

I hope I'm not forgotten

Blah I havent been on for the past month. UPDATES!!!!

This saturday I went to a concert. The Taste of Chaos tour with
The Used
30 seconds to mars
senses fail
saosin
chiodos
aiden
evaline
^^^ i'll be surprised if you guys know any of those bands. BST NIGHT OF MY LIFE =] fo sho


My social life is very sucky at the moment. I hate half my "friends" and the other half i just don't care about. People I trusted with my life have now decided to shove a knife in my back. One of the very few people I actually care for as a friend moved and I havent seen her in months. I miss her lots...xoxox

I hate that they as in my 'freinds' cant accept me for who I am. So I'm a fake around them. I start to trust them we become good friends and then "oh! excuse me while i remove this dagger you just thrust into my back =]" thanks for lying to me and fucking my life up.

They are all hypocrites who don't think the things they say hurt me. They think they are so much better then the 'popular' people they hate. But they're the same. They treat others like shit and only 'care' about the people in our group while talking about them behind their backs and spreading shit about them.

But I'm no better then them. I hang out with them because they like the fake me, and I'd rather hang out with them then be alone. I'm hoping I can ditch them for better friends, real friends, in highschool; but there's no gaurentee I'll find better people in highschool. I hope I do.

I just want to be me again, with people who like me for who I am.

Now if I'm done feeling emo =] Imma gonna go visit sites now

lots of love
xoxox
Kira93
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Saturday, March 3, 2007

mergh

i wont be around for awhile im too busy at the moment

ill be back in a month or so (hopefully)

school is keeping me too busy

i've pretty much been going like:
breakfast
school
lunch
school
homework
dinner
shower
homework
sleep
(repeat until weekend)


i might still comment

but i wont be posting

peace out for now
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

   yaaay

im going to zap zone today!!! wait...do all of you knwo what zap zone is? lol i dont know if it's nation wide or?...OH WELL! zap zone is a laser tag place so im going laser tagging today! w/ my friend and her friends ^_^


I got owned

i have this entire week off school so im happy as hell :) idk why we even have a break but...e do lol

OMG im excited i might be able to go to a concert in a few months to see a band i really love but this is just a MIGHT MIGHT MIGHT sorta thing my parents probably wont lemme go but im gonna try to convince them....

thats really all i have for today not much news from the front so

ttyl!
K93

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

   *GASPETH OF DOOM*

i got an A+ on my science test!!! that i forgot about and didn't study for! i am so happy right now :) pssh even though i have...a...B- in that class XD

i'm in 8th grade right now so next year i'll be a freshman *gag* but my bro will be a junior next year so i'll have som eprotection from the evil seniors of doom. but my brother (and others) say i can pass as a sophmore. seriously at a resturaunt we were celebrating my brothers 16th b-day and somebody was all "is he 16?" an dthen they turned to me and asked, "You're about 15?" um no sorry im only 13. XP

meh i officially hate the word EMO suddenly i wear a black hoodie to school and im EMO i listen to my chemical romance, have two AFI cds and like Fall Out Boy OH I MUST BE EMO! STFU BITCHES! it annoys the shit outa me and they're like "are your wrists clean Sarah?" YES BITCHES THEY ARE SO PISS OFF! GRAH! -_-

rofl maybe if my best friend andrew didnt call me "emoth" as my nickname people wouldn't think im emo. but then john calls me (sarcastically) Sunshine sooooo. I HATE STEREOTYPES!

blah im tired and i've only eaten candy (i <3 valentinse day) so i need some "real" food.

ttyl!
K93
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Friday, February 9, 2007

blech

sorry i havent been on much lately.
shit happens

-My uncle's in the hospital
-My cousin has been acting up (in a bad behavior way)
-School bores me and my grades are slumping
-I didn't study for the last 3 tests i took
-My best friend in the world just moved to conneticut

Yeah. Ayesha my best friend in the world moved sveral states away. I'm sad as hell.

I really miss her. She has been my best friend since EARLY elementary school. She hasn't set up her house though, so she cant email, get internet acess at all or call. i seriously think im dying without her. The last things we said to each other before she moved was shouting "I LOVE YOU" down the school hallways. we earned many awkward glances. I'm really starting to miss her. At first it was surreal. It didn't totally sink in that she moved. But it finally sunk in and i cant stop crying. sure we can have a cross country friendship, but it wont be the same. god dammit. this sucks. my friend Rhianna moved to Chicago a few yars ago too. Does god hate me or something? lol

mrph today's my bros b-day so now i have to run off and wish him a sweet 16. blech a day celebrating my older brother's better-then-me-ness. im so looking forward to it.

peace and looooove
Kira93
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Saturday, February 3, 2007

   sorry

yeah i havent been on much. ive been really busy. homework and blah.

i officially hate being a girl. my parents (even my mom) are freakin sexist. "you cant because your a girl. your brother could because he's a boy" FUCK YOU having a dick doesnt make my brother more quialifiable then me to stay home alone. he gets to do EVERYTHING at an earlier age then me because my parents think because im a girl i cant take care of myself. i say FUCK THAT. my mom is a fucking hypocrite about all of this too. as lots of you know im not on the betst terms with my parents and lately I CANT STAND THEM. my mom is fucking paranoid and doesnt trust me. she tries to control every aspect of my life

sarah you cant wear those clothes
you cant be friends with them
dont listen to this music
you cant do this
or that
or this either
but your brother can :)

my parents are the best example of fairness no?
its like let me LIVE A LITTLE they think i KNOW NOTHING when yes mommy i know what sex is and i know about drugs and alchohol thank you for trying to protect me but you're smothering me

oh i forgot: "I trust YOU sarah i just DONT trust the WORLD" bullshit ingnorence isnt bliss.

oh wow
i typed more then i meant to :) sorry for my ranting
peace and chicken grease home slices
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

   ow ow ow

i cannot MOVE without being in pain. i like hurt some mucles in gym class the other day and OW! my neck, sides, hips, stomach, legs and arms are SORE!

on a ... "happier" note i took my math mid term and got a 77%...a C
shit
my mom just gave me the "you better get awesone grades NOW" look when i had to get her to sign it. i was just like "oh snap"

on friday we had our school's retarded dance in the gym. it was fun but my bitchy ex-best friend started being at attention whore and couldn't take the fact that people dont lavish her in attention. so she started being all "emo" and pratically BEGGING for someone to talk to her. she needs a life. ^_^ an di do sound like a bitch right now but she seriously makes my life miserable and we used to be friends too. oh wellz

i got my report card for the second grade marking on friday. all A's and B's witha B- in math. *shrugs* its better then the C+ i thought i was gonna get

I'm also choosing my classes for freshman year of highschool.i'm taking japanese, geometry, biology, some sucky art class, some sucky gym classes, econ and civics, some retarded "teen issues" class and some other required shit i dont wanna take. :) yay

im very tired right nw but i PROMISE i shall visit sites either today or EARLY tomorrow (aka 5 in the morning on sunday)

peace out peeps
K-to the- I -to the- R -to the- A 93
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Saturday, January 6, 2007

gag me with a spoon

we didnt get school yesterday :)
somebody let all the air out of our school bus tires!!!! i was so upset...right...i mean seriously...i didnt get to take a math test. i was soo crying,...yeah

i officially hate research projects. i HATE HATE HATE them. im so tired of reading boring shit. research projects are now my new worst enemy.

I never knew I'd get midterms and finales in 8th grade. and now i hate them. math sucks so bad and im dreading the 17th. for my life shall end on that day when my head implodes from my math midterm. (i think its the 17th...now im not sure...)

my asthma has been acting up lately. i haev to eat these nasty pills which i highly doubt work and puff on my inhaler every couple of hours. all this coughing sucks. big time.

peace out
Kira93
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

   dayum

So I have to go back to school tomorrow. Yay. -_-some people get off till the 8th! unfairness.

I recently checked out a Jimmy Eat World CD at my local library on a complete whim. I absolutely love it though. I aslo checked out SOmething COrporate, Atreyu and Thursday. It's sae to say I've found some new awesome bands ^_^

Is being sarcastic a bad thing? My mom always yells at me for being sarcastic...but sometimes she asks relly dumb questions. o.o "Are you doing homework?" "Nope my textbook is pleasure reading."

Did any of you party hard on new years? you better not have. most of you are too young XP (jk)

Peace and Love
X to the O
Kira93
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Sunday, December 31, 2006

   heppy new year!

just posting real quick to say happy new year. im going to a party later. blah i hate parties, they're all parties of my parents friends so they're full of old people and no cute boys.

im planning on crashing in the basement with a TV and my iPod.


they're so cute X3 (well that made me sound like a groupie OH WELL)


Do any of you have new year's resolutions?
mine's to improve my grades lol


I hope you all have a wonderful new year. see you in the new year!
X to the O
Kira93
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