Monday, September 18, 2006

Hey everyone:(
Today was horrible!!! I yelled at my brother and my mom wants to kick me outa the house. I am so upset and mad at her. I was kinda frustrated this morning so i didnt even talk to my best friend sam. She knows by the way i look when im mad and she knew this morning i wasnt happy. I feel so bad for giving her a cold look i know it wasnt her fault and i acted as if it had been. Well I hope all yall are doin good.

~BYE YALL~
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Sunday, September 10, 2006

   Hey
hey everyone.
Im at wolfen91's house or should i say Blacktails house. It is 1am. the latest ive eva stayed up at her house. whooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ive had so much fun. We are really close friends., right now we are watching EUREKA SEVEN. The other two shows were awsome. We watched Bleach and Trinity Blood. They were superve.

Blactail really enjoyed the two shows. They were really funny and she was laughing constantly. I was laughing a lot to.

Tomorrow we r babysitting a 7 month old and another kid.

And on monday i start drivers ED. i am so excited im about to howl my heart out. **howls with excitement**

bye

Hope u all are doing gd





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Monday, August 28, 2006

   wats right and wats wrong
Can u eva tell right from wrong,
Most people cant because wat is right to some people isnt right to others.
HELL, thats wat its called,I live there,
my mom puts me down, and my family disowned us,
I am a disgrace to all, wen I was 13 I was raped.
Now I dont know right from wrong, im on drugs constantly and well im being hunted down for murder. Was I right? I know I wasnt but that asshole diserved it. He destroyed my life and he had to pay. I am being hunted down, im a convict. The only thing I eva did right was move away from my old life and started a new one.Should I keep running? My answer is No. I should let them put me out of my misery and kill me. Let me die off so my mother can let go. That is wat I beleive is right. Putting everyone outa there misery.

chapter 2

I neva went through with the suicide plan, but i did find out that that bastard got me pregnant. I am so mad at him, not that hes alive now or ne thing. He coulda saved me the pain of having a bastard child, now im stuck with the little guy. I have no idea wat to do. Abortion? No it cant be right should i raise himm? I am lost and confused and on top of that ive been disowned. I have noone here to help me. Suicide sounds right yet aside from killing me i will be killing an innocent child. Its not fair, why me? why was i the choice for all this shit. I believe in God but why must he torture me so?

NOTE:this is not true!!!!!I was just really bored and decided to write this.
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

   hey
hey yall!!! Im back.i had to babysit a kid so no time for the computer.
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

   Hiatus
hey all, this is kira's friend, Wolfen91, she will be on hiatus for a while, and well she has been ^^' She asked me to post this so all will know!!! Have a good day!
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Thursday, June 8, 2006

Wolf's Faith
The faith of a wolf depends on him.
With graceful spirit the wolf runs in a pack,
with life running by he stays smart,
but when the outside world is falling apart an he has nowhere to go he hides.
His wounds are deep and he is afraid.
He wonders, this war going on, how long it will take for the earth to be engulfed in flames of hate.
With life disappearing along with hope,
This wolf still has faith, faith for all life.
~kira 14~
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Instict

	I sat alone in my den,waiting wondering what is going on. the woods were quiet and treacherous, there was no movement, then came instinct and I ran, I don't know what from but I ran, something was wrong,very wrong, there was no life around,everything was still. I felt a sharp pain in my side, as I looked I saw blood. My world became dark and life disappeared. My instinct betrayed me.

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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

   poem

	He lifts me up and i put him down. He trys with all his heart to help me, but i push him away. He loves me, but my heart is with the wolfs. They lead the way and i follow. As hard as he tries he deserves someone better. He knows its to late to help me and he ends up swimming with the fish. I morn his death and try to improve myself but i am lost without him. My life has blown away with the wind.

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

   SUMMER VACATION!!!!!!!

	9 days till summer wacation. woohooo!! I am lovin it. All except the finals.

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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

   prayer

	whats a prayer when noone answers. u are helpless and theirs noone their to help u. a child all alone. one mothers rage gives one child his will to survive. i got this from "A Child Called It"

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