Saturday, September 3, 2005

   Looking Better
Ok so anyone who read my last entry know i was kinda mad..well josh and me talked and were ok now ^^ (to josh) you know i tell u i lvoe you everytime i see you because i dunt there to be a moment where u doubt how i feel about you..thats why i got irritated when u never said it, i thought maybe you didnt have that strong of feelings or w.e..but lets not let this get in the way of us, :) school sux, but we have the weekends to look forword too ^^ i love you to death always and forever!!!

(i deleted the last post just so you all know lol)
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Thursday, September 1, 2005

   first few days of school...
Ok so the first few days of school have been going ok, all my classes are kool except last period gym in which i will get to in a min, my japanese class is awsome!! ^^ im learning a whole lot, my personal fitness class is kool, im ganna start going to the weight room after school so i can get back in shape before homecoming ^^ tehe, anyways ive only gotten lost a few times which is just because i confuse the hallways. anyways on to the storie about gym (not personal fitness mind you) well i hate absolutly everyone in the class...theres all ur annoyoing preps, all the gangstas who just wanna pick a fight with everyone, only one i like in there is nikita, shes really kool, so today were doing the sit up, pull up test yay? and i can barley do 15 full sit ups which i was a little discouraged about but w.e, so anyways on to the pull up machine....i couldnt do anythis time, the other day i was able to do like 30 because i had the weight adjusted to like 140 or so, i was only aloud to put it on 100 so i wasnt able to do it, all the girls are watchin which is quite humilating (sp?) than nikita gets on and she has no idea what to do she cant get the hang of it so the teacher makes her get off (without even trying to help her!!) and puts someone else on WTF?!! thats really pissed me off, along with girls are laughing and the teacher didnt do shit!! im really mad right now...*sighs* but w.e, tomarrow is another day, so yea thats has been my last few days at school :P
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Sunday, August 28, 2005

   atreyu
A Song For The Optimists

Blow the last candle out. Let the wax harden
I wish I could stop crying. And I wish that someone still loved me [x2]
Just breathe and focus. How can I when the air is so cold and empty,
That my lungs froze right in my chest.
I'll be honest the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture
And the smiles are so difficult to fake.[x2]
What do I have to do, or who do I have to kill, to get what I want. What I need[x2]
Happiness is an emotion I was born to this world without,
nothing pleases me. And i can never be satiated.
Through this toil I will breed my own distress and destroy my best hopes,
fuck up the only things that I love.
I watched my aspirations crashing to the ground, on the backs of the angels that I've slain.
But I meant so well, I tried so hard, gave everyting in my soul, to what end, to what end
Desolation, desire, exhale, pass away.[x3]

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

   last summer memories..
Well yesterday and today were fun! amber came over last night and we BSed about a whole lotta stuff and just caught up. it was really awsome seeing her again ^^ so she spent the night and today we went to the park with josh, it was fun cause we out makeup on him and drew all over him!!! it was so funny, than we went back to my house,josh came too so he could clean up ^^ we spent like 2 hours up stairs listening to ozzy and messing around it was kool. amber was reading and josh and me cuddled..untill he fell asleep lol, ^^ amber stuck a stick tyoe thing in his ear to wake him up lol yea...were all crazy..so yea that was the last few days, my dad took me to return my book bag today sence it was too small, i got a really awsome gray one and an inuyasha hat!!!! (it was on clerance HELL YEA!!! lol) so yea ^^ and now im home and quite bored..ill update tomarrow or whenever! L8tor!!!

Love momo

Ps: josh i luv yah..and i hope we can make it threw this school year...<3 always and forever ok..
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

   weird day..
ok so today started off really really bad...my dad completly snapped and it was just not a pretty sight..im not ganna get to much into it, luckily i made plans with josh today, he made me feel alot better, we hung out at the park and talked about our faimlys and justed BSed alot, it was really nice just to be able to get away from everything..when i got home everyone was all happy cheery like nothing happened, we all talked about what we dunt like about each other and how were ganna try and change..i dunt know if it will work, probaly not..im really sick of my faimly and today just kinda pushed me over the edge..theres so many things in my head i really just wanna do something..but i know if i do than i will be hurting alot of people, i just have to deal with the pain..:( well..thats all for now..L8tor

Love..momo
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   hmm...
Well open house at school went ok,god that school is huge!!! im ganna get lost on monday for sure :( i got to see all my freinds though..or most of them :P my math teach is really kool, hes gay..but gay guys are just awsome so ^^ he should be fun to have. i also have this short little japanese lady who spits and talks really really fast @.@ lol but oh well i cant wait to learn japanese :D well yea that was that, on to other news (lol) its really early in the morning..i cant sleep,had a really bad dream..acually ive had bad dreams all this week..there all about the same thing...the first few were about my mom spliting me and someone very important to me up and than the one tonight he was cheating on me..i know this stuff wont or shouldnt happen..so im wondering why im dreaming it :( its scareing me cause i care about this person alot and dunt wanna lose him...well im ganna try and get some more sleep, ill post lator on

Love momo
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   oh blah
Well for anyone who acually read any of my storie, i wont be posting anymore for a little bit, i gotta alot work to do on them,:P oh well, anyways, open house tonight at school...great...-_-* im so not ready for school, this summer went by way to fast, not to mention hardly any of my freinds are in my classes this year which totally sux!! grrrr, so yea..hey if anyone knows where to get kool anime wallpapers please let me know ok ^^

Love momo!

P.s im ganna start a shoujo of the month in septmeber any ideas for a shoujo would be greatly appreciated ^^
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   here ya go
http://www.livejournal.com/users/otakupeach/ i will be posting my stories here, i need alot of comments on them so i know how to make them better ^^ thanx a bunch!!

Love momo
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Monday, August 22, 2005

   ok for those who acually read my stories, im am going to be posting them somewhere else ok ^^ ill have that place for you tomarrow, anyways, ive readone my site, tell me what you think of it, or if you have any suggestions ^^ thanx a bunch

Love..momo
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Friday, August 19, 2005

   and the winner is...
Book 2, everyone seemed to like that one better so check in here in a couple days to see the first few chapters ^^ and for book 1 check back in a few months and ill start that one tehe

BOOK 2-Forbidden Rain (the title so far) if anyone has anyideas for a title please let me know ok thanx a bunch
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