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Tuesday, September 6, 2005


   blah
ok so today kinda sucked, i stayed home from school cause im still sick :( i hate being sick, cause when i get sick i get really sick, im feeling alittle better though, so hopefully ill be in school tomarrow, sooo i got to watch my inuyasha movie today (i taped it)..i get a little bit half way threw..and another show comes on O_o my brother taped over the end!!! i am so mad!!!!!! XP im ganna have to wait untill it comes back on tv to watch it..which who knows when it will be on again, RAWR!! i hate people..i think the only good thing that happened today as i had an excuse to wear my kimono robe around the house :P so yea, thats all for now! bye


ATREYU

My soul it screams for you
can you not here it
my arms reach out for you
why cant you take them
my heart burns only for you
can you extinguish it
i love only to be loved by you
why cant you love me too
i long only to be held and care for
why cant it be
am i to die alone and bitter
what the hell is wrong with me
my face is blackened and my eyes are sewn shut
with fear and sorrow
i no longer wish to love anything
just cut the heart right out of me

sometimes i choke on all the false love
that infects me
sometimes everything is not enough to cure
the sickness inside of me

i did it all cried black tears for you
why cant you see see
like a vampire biting my heart
suck the love right out of me
dont even care as my blood stains the floor
cannot be cleaned
you cut me out and tore me through
six feet unders the place for me

i feel it all as it sickens me
it feels like im dying inside
because of the love i gave that cant be returned
my longing for instability is a personality flaw

i trust you with respect
and you tear me down

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