Friday, June 23, 2006

   ... Randomness!

xhemjrsethx: ... Oh how I hate life.

Angelfallen030: O_O Why?

xhemjrsethx: ... Because. I tried microwaving this... ... >> ugly salvation army meal. And it sort of ... exploded ... >>

Angelfallen030: O_O

Angelfallen030: Was it metal around the sides?

xhemjrsethx: -_- I'm not that stupid. But it did have the lid on it... so I guess I am pretty stupid.

Angelfallen030: Awe. T_T Don't say that. You're too hard on yourself.

xhemjrsethx: When your as stupid as me... well ... Nevermind. -_-

Angelfallen030: -pats your head- Poor Sethy Wethy needs a hug ^_^

xhemjrsethx: Or a seditive. -_-

Angelfallen030: o.o

xhemjrsethx: ... God ...

xhemjrsethx: Why must I be cursed to be so stupid?

Angelfallen030: O_O You of all people are not stupid. You're uber smart!

xhemjrsethx: -.- Please. I'm extremely stupid.

Angelfallen030: YOU ARE NOT! -_- Grr. You're so retarded sometimes - I swear.

xhemjrsethx: -_- Whatever, whatever. I'm angry. And mad. And still hungry! ._. I hate being so alone.

Angelfallen030: O_O

Angelfallen030: Awe. Why don't you coma to my house sometime?

Angelfallen030: *COME

xhemjrsethx: Coma? =D Sounds fun.

Angelfallen030: ...




Well today was rather eventful. I went to the pool, it rained. -_- I got soaked... and I ended up having to run with Seth to his place while we waited out the storm. -coughcough-

We played... -.- Mario for 3 hours straight.

-dies-

...


And well... it was horrible. I never want to do that again. But all the power was out and the only thing that was there was a gameboy...


._. And thats what happened. And there was... a lot of fighting over who could use it first and what not.

Anyway I don't know why I posted this. Perhaps. I'm feeling random. And if I am. YAY! I should be feeling random. -_- ... That is all ...
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

   Phantom of the Opera... Mission ACCOMPLISED!

It seems like yesterday since I started this mission to become the greatest Christine I could ever be... and tonight... all my hard work paid off. At the end of the perfomance I got a standing ovation and wild cheers. People shouted out my name too O_O". I didn't even know people knew me lol. I know Seth couldn't be the Phantom... with his sickness and all he missed too many practices so Sam Amos was the Phantom... secretly... I longed to have Seth kiss me in that one scene. I don't know if I have a crush on Seth... I just wanted to feel his warm lips on mine... I've dreamt about a kiss from him before... heehee.

Anyways... when all was over we all got up on the stage and bowed and said our goodbyes. Jenna hugged me so hard I think I almost exploded. Our next performance is in a few weeks... but for Jenna since she's going on vacation... won't be in the next play. =/ So saying goodbye to me meant the world to her. And we all cried... I'm really going to Miss Jenna. I won't see her until September most likely... And sweets if you get to read this... just know I LOVE YOU! And I'm going to miss you lots...

After I said goodbye to Jenna and the rest of the cast... I saw Seth... and I glomped him. xD.
I'd planned it so yes it was pre-planned mwha.
:-) He glomped me back and gave me that Seth look

O_O"

xD

I loved glomping him... but I loved the way he complimented me... he called me beautiful... and pure and gorgeous... and... well he actually said,
"You looked beautiful tonight."

AND THEN WINKED


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Okay maybe I do have a crush on Seth! But I'm getting off hand here... the point is... the opera was a sucess... and even Miss P who had said my voice was, "a wee bit grungy" cried when I sung "Think of Me".

When the play was over she cried her eyes out and hugged me and told me how proud she was.

-blush- I wasn't that good >>


... but yeah ...


The big thing I wanna say is... Going back to Seth again xD... He gave me a rose... T_T A ROSE... T_T That's so romantic. It reminds me of the Phantom. ._.

... I guess ...

... What I'm trying to say is ...



Think of me...
Think of me fondly
Before we say Goodbye
Remember me
Once in awhile
Please promise me you'll try...


And you'll live as you've never lived before.
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

   I LOVE THIS! It makes me want to dance >>

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   Omg.... wow. =/ So long since I've been on.
I am by far the biggest loser ever. I've just been busy trying to get my life together... and get ready for the first performance of the Phantom... which btw... is tommorrow. -dies- I'm so nervous... But I got the part for the FULL Christine... and Mrs. P got rid of all the other ones. -diesdiesdies- So.. I've gotten a lot of hate mail from Sarah LeMatina and a couple other Christines... chaaa T_T

ANYWAYS...

The updates:

Basically my step sis finally graduated. We're having her party on Thursday. (cake and the whole works... and fireworks oh boy lol) She's 21 and she's finally graduated high school. She doesn't deserve a party no offense... I mean seriously... she can't even get into a college! >>" Well I'm done being cruel to my ... 'family.' The divorce shit is finally coming to an end... except my mom might be moving to Virginia. And in my heart I don't want to go... I mean I love my fucking friends so fucking much! And they know who they are because they've saved me from myself so many fucking times. And just to be frank I owe a giant fucking thank you to Seth... because I almost lost EVERYTHING this year.. and in the end everything came together in such perfect order... basically thanks to him. And Jenna. I just met you not too long ago... and you saved me in so many ways... I just don't think you'll ever understand. Chrissy - I know we never really got along... and sometimes it was my fault, too... but honey I owe you SO FUCKING MUCH. You've been my hero when I needed one. All of you guys... my friends... my new found friends... Seth, Jenna, Chrissy. Thank you. And the drama department... omfg... just thank you for the award. I'm honored to have it and I really don't think I deserved it but just the honor of getting it is... it just means the world to me. Thank you... I know I'm ranting... but I have to say thank you to all those people who... who just cared. Thank you.

Anyways... besides the year being a hellish nightmare... and finally getting through it all I think that the greatest update is... I plan to stay here. I know my mom wants me to go to Virginia with her and her side of the family... but even though I love her... I think I know who my real family is now. No, it's not my dad and his new girlfriend... its... its my friends. And they've acknowledged it too. We're in this together. And finally after years of wondering, 'will I ever have true friends?' ... it finally happened ... and now I know what true love is.

As corky as it sounds its true. And I love you all to death.

PS: Thank you Seth Jebediah Roseworth... Thank you for showing me the way...
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

   Apathy takes hold.
YOU HURT ME FOR THE LAST TIME.
And I'll wake up one day and say,
"I've never felt better."

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   Long time, no post
Yeah... I suck. Lmao. But I've just been really busy. The Phantom of the Opera... is inside your mind! DUN DUN!!!! Lmao. Anywho... >_> I'm just sort of hanging around... nothing special going on. Working on the Phantom... getting ready to watch my big step sis finally graduate... Trying to piece this family together again... Yeah x.x I've been having serious family problems... My family is currently in crisis and no one gives a fuck... and I'm especially pissed off with some of my... quote, 'friends' who are stressing the shit out of me over stupid effing shit. Look, I'm a teenager. And I'm sick of this... self-righteous shit! My parents are falling the fuck apart... even more so then when they divorced months ago... And my dad... and Josie... psht... are just farting around! God, if some people only knew. I've been dealing with a 1991 soap opera all my life... and goddammit I'm so sick of the shit... sick of the pain... and just sick.... It's times like these... when I really need a friend... Peace. No youtube this time... just... let me be.
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Friday, May 26, 2006

   Baby, you and I just be mammals! So lets do what they do on da Discovery Channel!!!!
OH W00T W00T!!!! Kisa ish depressed... and tired... and morose... BUT YAOI'D UP! I did some tarot card readings and I ish sad .-. Because I feel guilty about something T_T So now to let my actions speak louder then words. fldsflsdfjldsjf YAYNESS... Moving on... obviously xDDD

THE WALL IS STILL A WORKING PROCESS! Mostly I shall put some Yaoi... YamixSeto... But I've decided to add some ShizukaxSeto instead of KisaraxSeto. NO WORRIES PEOPLE. I still love Kisara... but she'll have single pictures of just her... SO FAR THE WALL IS LOOKING OKAY! Not how I really wanted it to look... but its got some work to do ^___^

YEP! I added this to my list of things to put on the wall... and added it today woooooo!!!



This will be added too, when I ish have teh time =DDDD

-* PHANTOM ROX MY SOX! W00t Miss P said I did awesome for just one individual practice. Teh Seth wasn't here but evenstill I did really good. =D Even I can say it so it must have been good. I feel happy now. Chirper to say the least. This weekend its time for some partying. It's the first official SUMMER '06! So everyone should be dancing. Ahem, ahem... Even though I'm really like dead right now... I'm trying to feel happy cuz... THE TAROT CARDS TOLD ME TO FACE ADVERSITY WITH CHEER! So here I am... w00 go my ranting nessssss....

SHIZUKA AND SETO FOREVER!

(sorry Yami xP)
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   FRENCH POWERRRRR :D

Seto and Serenity (Seto and Shizuka) speak for the first time together in this one scene. ^_^ I so see the chemistry~! w00t! But the thing is it's in French... which is even better cuz... FRENCH EST TRES MAGNIFIQUE!!!!!!! =D Oui, oui! ^___________________________^



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Thursday, May 25, 2006

   Seto x Shizuka (awwwwwsss)

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   Life... is like... CONFUZZLING!

So... yes... TITLE ^_^. Anywayz my bestest westest friend Seth is sick again with his epilepsy and is confined to his bed until the shakes stop... so right now I'm a little blah. I went to go see him tonight. My mom and I got this little fruit basket thing with a card that said, "I heard the surgeon wanted a butt stapeling with that." ^___^ I know I'm so mean. But he seemed to like it. I kinda feel bad... I mean I always complain about how bad my life is... but I could be him in a bed with shots in my arm... -twitch- Lets just say I'm lucky even though sometimes things suck... Aside from Seth being sick... we had a lot of fun the other day... lmfao check out this video we found... PANCAKE! Bakura says pancake and its really funny... we kept laughing... zomg... >.> I know... SETH AND I HAVE NO LIVES! BUTS IF FRICKIN AWESOME, DUDES. ><" Lmao. Just watch you'll see. ~*Okay, Phantom news... no news is good news. >.<" Like we had choir today... and tomorrow even though we have off we still have practice... ooo my voice is grungy... >_> Even Miss P. said so. -sobs- IT'LL GET BETTER JUST WAIT!!!!!!!*~ Tata! SEE YOU ALL LATER!!!

AND PLEASE! CODY & TONY!!!! GET SETH A GIFT!!!! He's really sick.... PANCAKE...

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