Friday, July 21, 2006

   I am confused
I am deeply confused. I was just told that I was fat and that I need to lose a gazillion pounds. I was also just told I was a slut. If you know me the way some of my friends do they know that I have been called this before, but it really hurts this time because it was by my boyfriend's older sister. I don't know if I can believe her again when she says that I am not a mistake child when she even called me a mistake. I hope Chris don't believe her and chuck me. I don't know what I would do if I lost Chris right now.
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Almost 2 months
I have kept a boyfriend for almost do months. To make everything better we haven't fought at all, but he never calls me back when he says he will. So if you know what I can do to have him actually call me back. PM me and tell me, cause boy oh boy do I need advice in this topic right now.
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Death and One Month
Some people don't like to hear this stuff but they can deal *cough* KKrazy Silent Love *cough* I have had a boyfriend in real life for a whole month wiht no fighting. Oh and my Grandma died. So in 5 months I've lost to loved ones and no out let.
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Saturday, June 17, 2006

   Almost a month
Ok, most people are going to kill me for saying this but I am so in LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And KKrazy my heart and my mind aren't fighting over Chris. But he is the sweetest guy that I know. I can tell him what is going on inside of me, he knows what I need to hear when I am sad or when I am just having a bad day. One day we were talking and Cheyann (my bestfriend)and me started fighting because my good scrubby from the shower got ruined, and I got all mad at her and Chris had his sister Kerri and his little brother Matthew hear me, and I think he knew that I needed advice to calm me down. Chris gave the phone to his sister Kerri who is awesome expect for the fact that she kicks him off the phone a lot. Cheyann and I aren't fighting anymore, but I do have to go two days without talking to my boyfriend. Oh, I think this is the most I have ever typed. Other than when I am working on a story then in that case, lets type away. I met Cheyann's Uncle David I think his name was. He is so awesome!!!!!!!! He gives great advice. Now only if I could convince my self that it doesn't matter what others think. *sighs* But it matters to me!!!!!
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Saturday, June 10, 2006

Two Weeks
I have been with my boyfriend for two weeks straight with no fighting at all, and yet the kid seems to really care. Oh and I got my grades and boy oh boy did I get my butt kicked. I had two "D"s.
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

My last post
In my last post I said I had a new boyfriend. Turns out he was one of the biggest jerks on the face of this earth. Heres what all happened. He called a little over 2 weeks ago and gave me this lie that his dad found out. The real reason was cuz of my religion. So I was sad and depressed till yesterday. That was when one of my ex-boyfriends called me with the answer to a 2 month old question. The question was whether or not he would go back out with me, and the answer was yes, so I am no longer sad and depressed but I am still heart broken.
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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

   My new boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I GOT MY MUCH WANTED BOYFRIEND TODAY!!!!!!!! He is a seventh grader but so fine!!!!!!! Silent Love and Kyo-Krazy don't kill tomorrow in school if you read this. I am so happy. He is my type of guy!!!!!!!!!!! A message to Bobakura, thanks for reminding me to get over my other boyfriend. He wasn't worth. besides i can relate to my new boyfriend. I think I'm in love again after less then a day.
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Sunday, April 16, 2006

   Easter
I great distate easter!!!!
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

   My cousin
My cousin is being a freakin' pain in my butt. My grandma is here.
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   Tired and bored
It's not even 8 o'clock and I'm up and sick, wanting to die from fighting with my bff cause her boyfriend is a pain. Kyo-Krazy, Silent Love, nothing bad happened. I might lose my boyfriend though. He's perfect and I'm so not perfect. I got on the computer on sunday and got an article on depression. I think I'm depressed, and now my dad wants to know if I want to go to the doctors to find out if I really am or if I'm just imaging these symptoms of depression. Ugg I feel like dying so bad right now. My grandma is gone I have to sit around and play X-Box all day with nothing to other then to do this off and on and read "Gone With the Wind." Maybe I'll watch my Blaine Larsen video who knows what all I will do today. I know one things for certain I'll be bored and even more bored. So yeah, oh and I might go hang out with my bff and her boyfriend again today if I do what I need to do. Who knows but I know one things for certain he's a major joke. I'm going to lose my boyfriend I swear and if I don't I will be really happy. Silent Love, Kyo-Krazy, I know you guys won't me to lose Josh but with everything with my uncle I need him right now. So ya I will probably post again this afternoon if I'm not walling in self pity.
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