Thursday, April 9, 2009

   lol nice to be back lol

hahha holly shit this time took me longer to login O.O

what has the world come to be?

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA lol

silly girl don't fall for noone cuz noone will fall for u...

*hugs and kisses*

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

   Good times good times

GODDAMIT ... how come life has to be so difficult... i used to have most of my life figured it out and all i had to do was just follow my rules and patterns to succeed...
after i got out of HS :( i couldn't see the way in front of me...was so f*cking confusing T.T still is. For the pass 2 years had stick to my plans and had followed my stupid guidelines without questioning what i set up a long time a go... how can everything still been so confusing... how come i still can't see what my future has stored for me ...
*sigh* I'm tired of all this fucking BS, :( too many many damn mental breakdowns had i suffer within the last 6months *giggle* good thing in the last 2 months i only had almost none LOL f*ck...


dammit...(T.T) just last night i finally snap out of it due to... *giggle* dammit...
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*shurg* ...geesh... dammit :D it feels so damn good again to see the road ahead even if is not straight anymore i can still find my way :)


hehehe didn't realize how much time i wasted in nonsense BS and in hurting people's feelings :( even if i didn't mean it...

anyway :D is good to know that i didn't loose my way in the time of confusion ;P

(written from 9:48pm-11:31pm)

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

   *sigh*
Back from the grave i have return to fullfil my deepest desires, is been so long since I have log to my account and out of the nothing i felt the desired to log back and write a few thoughts that have been shouting and rumbling within my own mind. In a few days... "6" days to be exact I am returning to college for my Junior year *sigh*... everything seems to me like a never ending routine that I can't break no matter what I do...*giggle*...

*smile* Sometimes I find my self wondering how will my life be once I finish my career and start working according to my major...*sigh*... I can only hope that what awaits for me in the long run is a reward for all my efforts...

Geesh this is why I prefer to keep everything inside of me...anyway it was good to let it out for once.
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Friday, December 22, 2006

   I am back in the game!

I know is been quite a while since I'd login and I kind of regret that... But if anyone stills has me as a fried... in less than two weeks I will be making BIG changes to my site as well as posting a bunch of pictures! So come visit me frequently!
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