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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

   Good times good times

GODDAMIT ... how come life has to be so difficult... i used to have most of my life figured it out and all i had to do was just follow my rules and patterns to succeed...
after i got out of HS :( i couldn't see the way in front of me...was so f*cking confusing T.T still is. For the pass 2 years had stick to my plans and had followed my stupid guidelines without questioning what i set up a long time a go... how can everything still been so confusing... how come i still can't see what my future has stored for me ...
*sigh* I'm tired of all this fucking BS, :( too many many damn mental breakdowns had i suffer within the last 6months *giggle* good thing in the last 2 months i only had almost none LOL f*ck...


dammit...(T.T) just last night i finally snap out of it due to... *giggle* dammit...
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*shurg* ...geesh... dammit :D it feels so damn good again to see the road ahead even if is not straight anymore i can still find my way :)


hehehe didn't realize how much time i wasted in nonsense BS and in hurting people's feelings :( even if i didn't mean it...

anyway :D is good to know that i didn't loose my way in the time of confusion ;P

(written from 9:48pm-11:31pm)
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