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Tuesday, May 9, 2006
Why does it feel like I'm in rewind?
 Don't know why,but it seems like everyone else is moving on with stuff.Graduating,clubs,etc.I'm not doing anything.I decided to get fit over the summer and started today.But as I did push-ups I did something to my back,and couldn't get off the floor.Then my mom comes in and I ask for help.She pours water on me and asks"Did that help?"I'm sure she was playing,but I think something inside me died a little.So I decide to go on MyO,it alwasy makes me feel better...Not today.Instead I realize just how unneeded I am.Thats why I do things like I do,trying to be needed,remembered,something....I think I'm going back to some of my old habits.At least they kept me from thinking these thoughts...I miss Artemis,my 8th grade friend.I'll
tell about her another time.I'm not going to give up on my diet.I'm going to lose weight,no matter what.I just hope it isn't for nothing...I hope I'm not going full-blown emo.A little emo never hurt anyone though.See ya'll,I guess. 
Eh....where has the happy me gone to?
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