Thursday, September 22, 2005

   I finally talked the foriegn exchange student from Venezuela!
I've been trying to get up the courage to talk to him for weeks. He has English 2 with me and he never has anything to do in there, he justs sits there during class because the teacher never gives him anything to do. So, I finally asked him (his name is Leonardo) what he thought of it here in America and he said that it was really boring in this class and his other classes and that in Venezuela they have three classes one day and then three totally different classes the next. he also pulled out a bunch of Venezuelen currency and showed it ,e and my friend, Kelsie. There currency is really interesting, the first bill he pulled out was green and a picture of some guy on it that I thought looked like a British dude (he had one of those British-style coats on) I asked him if he was a president and he said " Yes, but he's not a very good one." and laughed. He pulled out several other bills and one of which was bright purple and another was bright orange. All of them had very interesting designs and almost every one had flowers on them that resembled irises. What really made my day though, was how happy he seemed to be that he was being spoken to and about his country. (Kelsie and I were obviously interested and not just being polite)

This is the Venezuelan flag...

Flag of Venezuela from Spanish Translation

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

   Ha Ha Ha (nervous laughter)
I don't think I can go a day with out making someone, somewhere mad. Then again, it's not like I care enough or could possibly make everyone happy so if you're mad KISS IT!!!!!! I'm kidding ya'll I don't think I've mad anyone mad but, you never know *shifty eyes* I'm going to have to wrestle this cool gif into my profile somehow...
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Monday, September 19, 2005

   I just wanted to let the two of you know that I'm still kicking....

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	I really need to go out and randomly look at people's sites and sign there guestbooks until I drum up some people to hang around for a while and then get bored of me. We went and saw Just Like Heaven Saturday, it was really good. I almost cried. We also rented Shallow Hal and Volcanoe High, I liked Shallow Hal but Volcanoe High wasn't as good as I thought it would be. Katie bought D.N.Angel vol. 9 it's pretty good if not a tad disturbing. If you have then I'll just tell you I think I'm stuck in Risa's Full on Maiden Mode she was in before she did that thing...(I think it was Risa I can't remember which is which 0_0) (I can't tell you what she did in case you haven't read it, I hate spoilers) I had a pretty good day today other than the fact that I really really really want a boyfriend (I'm sure if I put up a poll I'd find that the majority of this site is looking for love though) Haha just a little bashing of my own I suppose, see you guys later! Made by:Animes-sins.com	height="27">

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

   I've had a bad week...
not to whine or anything but, I have and I'm going to whine. I am tired of being ignored and I'm tired of feeling like I can't say anything without someone taking it the wrong way or being shot down. It's really crappy. I realize that I've really got nothinf to whine about because I could have it a lot worse but, whine whine whine whine!
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

   I GOT MY LEARNER'S PERMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!! I went to go get it today and I was praying the whole time but, I got it! It really made my day.
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Monday, September 12, 2005

   One more boring old day in the life...
I'm so tired of being ignored at school, it really grates on my self esteem. I know I shouldn't care what other people think but, it is really sad when nobody talks to you. Ah well it's not that people don't talk to me everywhere else but, Biology is just rough on me for some reason and Geography is filled with a bunch of irratating people who are so ignorant it makes me want to pull my hair out. But, anyway, what did ya'll think of Naruto? Myself I was a tad suprised since I started reading it in Shonen Jump after the 4th issue. It was sort of emberassing to think I'd been telling people for weeks to watch Naruto and then they pull that Sexy no jitsu. It makes me look like I'm some sort of freak.
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Friday, September 9, 2005

   I grow ever uncreasingly popular....
NOT!!! It becomes increasingly obvious to me that I am really not liked. (whine whine whine whine whine) (what did you expect? This is basically my xanga....ON CRACK!!!) (I don't have a xanga, I didn't know anyone) About my post the other day, I didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings (obviously I did because somebody removed their signature. I'm down to 49 now) but, I'm trying to keep to my moral code and I consider some things wrong that most people don't. (anymore) So, don't get mad, just pretend I don't exist and tell your freinds how much of a blankety blank blank I am and keep trekking. Now, on to the second reason I know I'm invreaingly unloved: as is normal for me I'm having trouble making new friends and keeping the old ones. The new ones ignore me and the old ones....are like three people. This is probably do to my afforementioned ethics but, since I do care about how I treat people and about right and wrong in general, I can't give it up. Now that I've wasted a good deal of your time I'll shut up.
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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   I'm so uber popular!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i1one
Yeah right. Then again I don't just make friends with everyone who signs my guestbook. I have standards ok?! If you creep me out I won't talk to you simple as that. (Don't take offense anybody I'm just being honest) I don't blame ya'll for not reading yesterday's post, it was far to long and I wouldn't have read it on y'all's (a word with two apostrophes, who'd have thunk it?)site so I can't complain.


But, I did realize something, I'm searching for a samurai but all I got was a fuzzy-browed ninja. Doesn't really seem fair...
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Friday, September 2, 2005

   As I said before (a long long time ago...)
I'm writing a couple of stories the art for the one of which I'm speaking is in the fanart thing. We've been reading The Scarlet Letter in English (it's a book but I can't underline it GAHH!!!) and the very last line of the book had a word in it that I didn't understand and therby couldn't understand the sentence. So I waited until class was over and asked him what it meant (the word was gules by the way, he said it was an ancient word for red)but, while I was there and since I had been meaning to do this anyway, I asked him if he'd read my story. This, in it's own right was a feat of great willpower for me because I have this gnawing fear that my characters aren't well-developed, that the story is too pieced together, that the vocabulary is to funky for my audience, (I have this bad-habit of useing out-of date words because I'll read just about whatever I get my hands on as long as it doesn't suck)I hate to force stuff on people because it seems to be the reason that I have no friends (yes I'm in a whiny mood. whine whine whine)I'm too wordy, I'm held in suspense by what the response will be, and the characters use profanity and violence. But, I knew by now that he was also a reader like myself and could understand my tale fully for what it is and very few people that I know would. What I needed and hopefully what I'll get is the kind of intelligent dicussion that one can only have with an Engllish teacher about a book or some great story. But, I hate to ask anyone to read my stuff because although I like to be praised I don't like to be braggy. (even though I think deep down I'm such an attention hog it's not funny) Such is my problem. What really killed me though (yes this is a change of gears don't get too confused if you're actually reading this) was that he didn't get a chance to read very much of it and asked if he could take it home with him over the weekend. I was actually a little bit inspired today and had written more then one or two sentences in concession so now I'm going to either have to hang on to an idea for a long weekend or write everything down on loose-leaf paper with the hollow promise that I'll rewrite it inside even though I'll really just lazily staple it in. I seem to have a tradition of allowing my English teachers to read my stories even though each one reveals my insides. This is because I had one particularly inspireing teacher and she really helped me write.(before that I mostly drew stuff) I'm sorry this is such a horribly long post but this is the whole story (vicious mind-numbing thought processes and all)but, it makes more sense that way.(Even if you have to wade through it)
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   Well not much today....
Except I'm becoming exceedingly lonely. If any of you care, I really want a boyfriend. It's kind of sad actually I'm almost sixteen and I've yet to have a boyfriend of any sort. If only... Oh well I can wait it out, I think. Anybody else have love troubles? I know I'm not the only one.
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