Monday, October 16, 2006

   I hate everything!!!
(Ladies and Gents this is another rant, if you don't like it, skip over this)

The guy I mentioned in the post before this one has a freaking girlfriend! Not only that but the guy that sits behind me freaking knew all along and didn't tell me! WTF?! I am just that freaking worthless that nobody bothers to tell me these things? Hell, that dude was leading me on, there's no way he didn't know I liked him and you can't tell me that what I posted last time doesn't make you think he wants to go out with me. It just makes you feel so damn worthless when crap like this happens. Do you know I'm freaking sixteen and never even been kissed, not once! What hope is there for some freaking weirdo like me, obviously I'm not good enough for those pigs. I know I shouldn't get so upset but God! It's not fair! If I were a total slut or even a total ass I could have a guy. It's just very discouraging.

P.S. Please listen to the last song on my player, it goes with my theme.
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Thursday, October 12, 2006

   OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!
kitsune shojo Wrote:
I've managed to miss you somehow. I'm on at the appropriate time, so either you're slacking on you nerdly duties and sleeping or you aren't actually home. I hope that this iratates you when you get it because I'm iratated. I'll probably stay at home getting vegatating against my will. Then again I've got nowhere to go. (This is a test to see how much whining you'll handle before you keep your pimp hand strong)



Daxus Yasuko wrote:
LAWLZ sad well call me and we will go somewere


^This actually happened to me!!! I know him in real life! There's hope for me yet!
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Friday, October 6, 2006

   I applied for the art of Otaku thingy...
What do you guys think? Can I do it? I doubt it but I'm going to try. If you want, here's the link to my deviant art account: CLICK ME!!!
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

   Joy and Defeat
So I think the guy I'm crushing on, may like me back, but it's far too soon to tell. If he asks me out, what will I do? I don't feel like I've known him long enough, but do I really need to worry? He's sweet and fairly attentive and such a lovely nerd. (I don't think he's an anime nerd, but a couple volumes of Cromartie High will change that *cat smile*)

I led the Writing Club meeting today, and it didn't go as well as I'd hoped. I don't usually lead it, Mr. Jenkison (one of our teachers) does. I am the president so of course I was to lead it today. T-T I have been trying to think of a topic for days and I finally come up with something and this stupid girl I don't like very much freaking suggests something else and I couldn't get a word in edge-wise! I suggested we right about what we hate about ourselves and then she freaking suggests we right about clocks. CLOCKS!!? The point of the club is to challenge and better your writing and she suggests we do time, it's not a challenge to read a cliche poem about time, so much as it is to read a poem about your darkest fears to a group of about fifteen people some of whom you don't know. More than once she basically talked over me. I couldn't really do anything because if I'd have called her on it, it would have made me the jerk. I was furious.

By the way, I got the final volume of Full Moon O Sagashite today, it was beautiful. I cried and it was so good. You must check out the series I highly reccomend it.
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Saturday, September 30, 2006

   A special event, having courage, and a short event
First things first, I GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENSCE!!! FINALLY! It was raining really hard and we had to wait an hour before I could get it, in fact it started hailing halfway to taking the test it started hailing. I though I was driving to my doom.

Secondly, I went to see Fearless on Friday with Katie and my friend Trevor and that movie is AWSOME!!! It was so good, but I cried because it was so sad... We also ate at Outback Steakhouse but we didn't get to keep our leftover food because they wouldn't have let us take the food in with us.

Finally, we went out on the town today since we didn't get to go Friday and we ate at Sonic where this guy I like works... but we didn't see him. He's really nice so far, likes video games and such. He's probably taken, I hope not. TT_TT
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Friday, September 15, 2006

   My little bros are having a sleep-over and I'm having Friends Over!
My little brothers are turning ten (they're twins too) and they've invited their little friends over. They are so cute, I really like the one boy, he's very candid and funny. I love it when their little friends come over because it messes with their minds that we (my sister and I) are not vicious older sisters and we know about video games. It throws them something awful.

I'm having two friends over Saterday to watch the last Dragon Ball Z movie and Conqueror of Shambala, I'm so excited. I didn't get to go see Conqueror in theators (I was very upset about that) and it will be so much fun to watch it with my nerdy friends. :)
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   I didn't get it!
ARgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I didn't get my license because apparently they changed the procedures back in May and now you have to make an appointment to take the test! I was so upset.

I was however payed a high compliment today. We went with my mom to work last Saterday to help with filing and this guy cxame by to pick up some stuff for his boss. (my mom is a secretary at a roofing company so there are freaks and weirdos in and out all the time) This guy wasn't a freak or anything but he seemed kind of ditzy, he was young and tall with blond hair. When we were there he asked who we were and my mom after telling him asked him how old he was, he was twenty. So today, he calls my mom and says he's got a friend and that my mom's daughters (Katie and I) are really pretty and asks if we could go out with them Saturday. My mom says something to the effect of, I'm sorry you're too old. And he asks why only to be told we're sixteen. At which he says oh and quickly gets off the phone.

That dear friends will boost your confidence greatly. :)
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Monday, September 11, 2006

   SQUEEL WITH JOY ALL!!!!!!!!
Ok, so I'm going to try to get my license this week but that's not even remotely related to the happiness. My mall is holding a final fantasy costume contest in honor of Final Fantasy 12 coming out on Halloween and I'm planning to go as a red mage viera from Final Fantasy Tactics Advance!!! I'm so excited! I get to dress up all dorky and hang out with other nerds! Joy is hanging out in costume.

My picture's not working, so follow the link please.


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Wednesday, September 6, 2006

   I'M BACK AND I'VE GOT A PUPPY!!!!!!
I got a puppy! I've been trying to get a dog forever and I finally got one. She's light brown with a black muzzle and her little toes are whight at the tips. We haven't named her yet, though we've been trying.

About my trip, it was ok the beach was beautiful and the ocean was so glorious. The sound was so lovely. I did quite a bit of shopping also, I finally got some oil for my oil burner so now my room smells like "China Rain." I'll probably talk about our trip for several days. OUr trip was ok, but my family was horrible anytime we got in the car. (We took our grandmother with us by the way) My grandmother has vicious roadrage, to the point that she was yelling profanity from the back seat. My dad kept getting lost and getting mad about that and my mom was iratated by my grandmother (who can be very iratating with her martyrdom and JesusLord! (
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