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Birthday
• 1965-06-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• The Edge of Sanity
Member Since
• 2004-05-11
Occupation
• Freestyle lunacy
Real Name
• Secret, but I'll give you a hint: it has 2 A's & 2 N's in it.

Personal

Achievements
• a couple college degrees; MOS Certification; CIW Associate & Professional certification; Master CIW Designer certification
Anime Fan Since
• the 20th century
Favorite Anime
• FullMetal Alchemist, Trigun, Rurouni Kenshin, InuYasha, Cowboy Bebop, Ranma 1/2
Goals
• Getting a job that will support my bad anime/manga and latte habits!
Hobbies
• Drawing, writing, learning Ancient Greek, learning Japanese, panicking
Talents
• Multitasking at a cosmic level. Can sing along with the 4th Movement of Beethoven's 9th Symphony...in German!

myOtaku.com: KitsuneTsuki

Thursday, December 2, 2004

There's a really mixed up Kitsune running around.

One of the things that was bothering me before Thanksgiving is still bothering me... and I'm feeling really mixed up right now. My frustration threshold has been lowered again. It's getting lower and lower each day. I'm still not entirely ready to tell you all what's going on, but maybe I will someday. Just be assured that I am not, in any way, shape or form, suicidal. I just don't believe in that. I will tell you this much, though: I did finally tell my parents about it. I didn't want to, but I did. Now they're worrying about me... right before Christmas.

Christmas... now there's a thought. It's supposed to be this magical time of year where people's hearts open up and everyone is so giving. Well, the way I feel, Christmas is holding no joy for me right now. I can't even bring myself to go down to storage to get my tree out and put it up. There is just no joy in me right now.

I have to go to class tonight. I am not in the mood for it. I have class all next week during the day. After that, I don't know when I have class again. Also, I'll have to do some serious studying and get the certification exams out of the way. I don't remember being this stressed out when I was in college full time taking an extra heavy course load.

Well...I'll leave you all now. I don't want to depress you people as well. Oh man, I just realized that I'm depressed enough to write poetry. The only time I can write decent poetry is when I'm seriously depressed. I hate being this depressed. I apologize in advance if I don't hit too many sites tonight.

Laters.

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