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Monday, August 21, 2006


Rant Zone: I hate my fsking job!!!
I think the boss is either trying to get me to quit or is punishing me. I worked with the little psychotic man Sunday night. I work with him again Monday & Tuesday nights. I want to go up to the boss and say, "What did I do to deserve being scheduled to work with that little psychotic irritating twit? Do you hate me? Do you want me to quit?"

I ask you... does a person that has two college degrees and certification in Microsoft Office and Web Design deserve a better job than working front desk at a motel? Be honest in your answers!

What didn't help out Sunday night is that a bunch of reservations didn't get put into the computer and the sheet that they were on was stuffed into the box of someone that doesn't work weekends unless absolutely necessary! I also had to put up with Too Much Information Woman! A guest that just wouldn't shut up about herself and talked and talked and talked at me just about through my entire shift!

The whole way the night went at work had me so wound up that I had to stop at the grocery store on the way home for some comfort food. Now it's around 1:20 in the morning and I have a stomach ache! I'm really tired, but can't shut my brain off to try to sleep.

I said I was going to try to draw or write or work on Japanese at work before. That was a joke. I got the Japanese out of my bag and that was it. It soon got shoved to the side and ignored. I tried to draw while watching Dead Zone but ended up erasing everything I attempted. This whole job thing has my creativity stopped up. I hate it. I am so sick of stress blocking any of my creative urges. My writing is suffering. My drawing is suffering. I'm starting to fall back into that morass of self-doubt and hopelessness. It is so frustrating.

Ack... I think I'm going to go find something to do. It will either be an attempt to write or an attempt to sleep.

Laters!





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