Friday, November 17, 2006

current mood: slightly ticked 'cause photobucket is down...stupid maintenance! it's fine how it is!

gosh...*YAWN* we were late for school so we're just chillin' fer a bit until 8:15...don't really wanna go to my first class. the teacher does NOTHING in that class and i don't have any friends so sitting in there is like being in isolation for 90 minutes...

yesh well...mom made me watch this stupid christmas clip...it's jingle bells in reverse...only watch it if your not weak of heart because it sounds REALLY wierd...some of ya'll have probally already seen it...
http://pub.sinuspl.net/flash/Jingle_Bells_Reversed.swf
yeah i have NO part in whatever happens when w=you watch this.......i hope you can get to it...im not really sure if it'll work 'cause of the computer illeteracy thing...

yes well w/e...LATER...
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Thursday, November 16, 2006

current post:

okay so these are all from last week. like i said...i'm slowly recovering from these feelings...but it's hard. so far i'm choosing emotinally unstable and recovering...

this can't be a very long post...i've gotta skim through ya'll's sites before i leave and i need to start getting ready for school (yes, i'm on the home computer...)

okay, so nothing happened yesterday...i've been playing a really OLD FF I & II i burrowed rom a friend and I can't figure out what i supposed to do after i light the fire crystal @-@ it's all so very confusing...DAMN THEM FOR NOT GETTING ME A MAP!!!!!!

ugh W/E hope ya'll are doing good...and try not to worry about me much...MUCH...oh yeah chezaswulf, i won't tell. Happy birthday again. i thought about you a couple of times yesterday 'cause i couldn't think why my life should be so special today so i used your b-day to make it a good day ^-^

OH!! i forgot to tell ya'll's!!! yesterday we had a blood drive at the school. my Superman Hiahci came to the rescue and donated some of his blood!! i think it's uber cool he did that but i got all queasy and got a stomach ache...sympthony pain sucks...i HATE needles...
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

current mood:

*yawn* sorry it's been a while. my teacher hasn't let us back into the computer lab yet...SOOOOO i'm "illegally" on the home comp. bad kitsune...bad...

yeah so...nothing much here...excessive drama...i got a D on my report card...amazingly i DIDN'T get in trouble...i'm shocked...

i just notcied that my wolf's rain clip doesn't work anymore...that's depressing...so i must go find a new clip...sorry i can't chat any longer but there's not much to tell...I'm on a gradually increasing rise of my emotional roller coaster and i'm stuck somewhere between emotionally dead and happy....i'll decide later which it is...

maybe it's emotional shock...*shrug* W/e LATER!
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Friday, November 3, 2006

current mood:

coffee'd be good right now...

so yeah...in class again...i was trying to draw some pics of red foxes but i got bored...i drew an awesome lookin' fox skull the other day...yeah i'm super tired...i keep having nightmares about Rebel (meh cat)...not fun...i which i knew wither he forgave me...he was in a lot of pain...maybe i'm just blaming myself for nothing...

i did have one okay(wierd but okay)dream...in it this woman had three kittens (one gray one black and one red tabby like Rebel) i asked her if she was giving them away and she said maybe so i asked my mom(who was in the shower) and she said that i could have him, only if his eye was green. so i ran back to the window and picked up the kitten and cjecked his eye and it was green so i hugged him and he dissappeared...

i know it doesn't sound "okay" but it's better than my previous dream which involoved being locked in a room with rebel's rotting corpse.

yeah...so...anywho...hope ya'll are behaving and yer grades are good and yer not having nightmares like me...LATER
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006

current mood:

*yawn* halloween, while the coolest of holidays, was amazingly boring...okaa-san and oyaji stopped by...that was...fun?more like insane...and mind melting...

anywho, the reason i'm posting is because i'm in class with nothing to do AND i wanted to tell all you people that since i can't use the computer at home and i have to use it here at school that the stupid comment thingie won't come up...*growl* SOOOO if you wanna comment me then please pm me okay? i'd appreciate it and in return i'll just pm ya'll when i wanna comment your site as well ^-^

Anyways...maybe i should pretend to work on this project (it's about Foxes ^-^ i'm in Zoology...) a little...LATER...
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Monday, October 30, 2006

current mood:

feel.like.shit. sinus, allergies, cold...i'm not sure what's wrong but i don't feel good.

on the upper hand WE WON!!!!the first competition wasn't for trphys but for ranking and we got excellence ratings across the boards!! then at the second competition we got Best Drum Major, Best colorGaurd, and 3rd place overall ^-^ i was so happy!!!! Ko-neko and Drew and i were jumping and screaming and they were crying (i was to shocked to cry...)

anywho just wanted to let ya'll know. can't really talk...i'm at school...so LATER...
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Saturday, October 28, 2006

current mood:

another competition today...and it's raining...(i hope it's not canceled...) actually...there's 2 competitions today...wonderful, ja? *sigh*

everything's been good lately...did have a bit of a stressful thursday but it was only dramatic bullshit that got me all worked up. no need to explain...i think i'm coming down with a cold(again, wonderful, ja?!) ugh...my throat feels like crap...

this damn story isn't quite working out fer me either...i just don't have time to write!! it doesn't even have any plot i'm just writing on a whim and letting the keyboard and the Main Character tell me what's supposed to happen...i hate writing like that...but hey...w/e right?

well wish me luck. ima go find a certain yaoi on photobucket called Inu no something or other...(can't remeber the name *sweatdrop*) LATER!
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Monday, October 23, 2006

current mood:

yeah...so nothing's up...just kinda sleepy. been tryin' to get a few moments to write but since my story is on the comp and there's always somebody on it or in the room it's pretty hard too *sigh* and these characters just won't get out of my head. they're screaming "TELL MY STORY!!!"

*YAWN* how is everyone? i'll go check...LATER
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Saturday, October 21, 2006

current mood:
but also very



i'm so sorry i haven't posted but it's been a rough week. on one side i've been just SO happy 'cause of Haichi he makes me want to get up and dance and sing as loud as i can.

but then something bad happened. Wednesday my mom said that while we were at school she saw Rebel (our cat) having seizure like things so she took him to the vet. they x-rayed his tummy and found a bunch of cancerous tumours. They put him to sleep.

it's been different not having him around. he was the coolest cat i've ever had. We called him Hitler sometimes 'cause he was really evil sometimes. if you walked into the room without saying hello he'd smack the crap out of your legs. he used to wake us up in the mornings by biting our faces. sometimes he'd get into a playful mood and he'd just pounce on anything that moved (ie, a feather, the dog, my socks) in the winter time he'd hide under my blankets to keep warm...i miss him...
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

current mood: to lazy to find an avatar...

nothing much goin' on. my cat is kinda sick... i think it has something to do with his bladder or his kidneys...but he hasn't been peeing the last to days and he keeps licking his tummy...on top of that, we have to keep him outside from now on...i'm worried about him...

on the flip side, i'm having a hard time not being happy lately...Haichi's(Kratos Aurin) been realy nice these last few days. my perfectly built wall of unemotionaliness has finally shattered and i get pretty worked up about stuff nowadays and he's been really good about it. he sang to to cheer me up over the weekend ^-^ it was ba-awesomeness...

well...running late fer school. i'll update laterness! LATER!
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