Monday, April 19, 2010

I think I'm back... again ^^;

Hi everyone! *hugs tightly*

Thank you, Meagan and Kelsey for those very sweet comments. What you said, it really helped me feel better. (I will try to make it through this post without apologizing ^^; Sort of hard to break the habit, but I'll try!!) Please don't worry too much about me, though. Yes, I'm eating more now, and when I left to be by myself at the party, it was to be away from the noise. But I wasn't overly depressed. In fact, I just found a quiet bedroom and laid down next to the window and watched the sky. If I had been having a really bad attack, I would have found my Mom or possibly even my little brother and told them. So, umm, where was I going with this? Oh, yes, please don't worry! I'm doing a lot better now, I think.

Okay, well, yes, I guess some of you might have noticed that even though I meant to be on here more after the stress of the Easter party and everything else left, I still didn't come. Well, there were other things that were stressing me worse and worse (honestly, they were stupid things, so I don't even want to mention it)

Simply put- my body just got very mad at me for being an idiot and overworking it, so I had to deal with the consequences. Lots of crying and unexplainable worrying, but I have the sweetest people around me, so I'm really doing well.

So, with all that, I just realized that I needed more time than I had thought to take a break from socializing. But, like I said, I'm feeling better now. The sun is shining. It's warming up and I haven't the right to be sad right now ~.^ So, I will be trying to be around here more often, because I've really missed you all. < 3 (edit- I've tried to catch up on what you've all been doing, but I do know I've missed a lot, so I'll just be trying to keep up with what's happening now and in the future. But if I missed something that you're really proud of, please let me know! My backroom was completely flooded T.T I need to develop a backbone and delete some of the sweethearts that I never hear from even though they post...)

Bahh, oops, yeah, I guess I should say that I might be around here now and then during this week and then probably more regularly afterwards. I'm getting ready for a test in Soo Bahk Do. Master W. told us yesterday during class "the test will be next Sunday. Have your written work done by Thursday" Lol, I have to admit, I do love the random abruptness of how some of the tests will creep up on us.

Thankfully my mom and I (she's in Soo Bahk Do too) have been smart enough to finish our written work MONTHS before we suspect they'll want to test us. ^___^ It's all about preparation. Now I just need to spend a lot of time this week working on my strength and techniques (and refreshing my mind on some of the Korean terms ^^;) It should be interesting... I'm excited/nervous, though, because for the first time, I REALLY want to pass this test with flying colors. I've worked hard, but I'm still pretty terrible at most of the new techniques. ^^; It doesn't help that this is what they call the 'jumping' test. They laugh and say that because almost EVERY SINGLE KICK is done jumping, or jumping and spinning. -.-;

I jump like a crippled walrus.

Yeah, so, if anyone has any advice on how to improve air time, let me know. XP Yup, this will be an interesting week...

Whoops, I think I'd better end this. I'm afraid this ended up being a very rambley post. Hope all of you are well, happy and enjoying nice weather right now. *hugs* I love you all so much, if I could give you this blue sky right now, I would. ^__^

Have a great day!

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