Saturday, June 26, 2010

... *waves* hi, it's me again

Hi everyone! *hugs tightly and doesn't let go*

Thank you to the sweethearts who commented on my last post so long ago... I, I can't believe how long it's been since I've been active here or on TheO.

First of all- the 'bad' news. I really feel bad about how many breaks I've been taking, but this year just hasn't been very easy on my nerves. This upcoming month is going to *hopefully* be the worst (I say 'hopefully' because I'm trying to maintain that I'll feel wonderful after its all done)

Don't really want to go into details of all the things going on. As it is I'm afraid of pulling your mood down (and considering how much I love you sweethearts, I don't want to make you sad) ^_^ Basically, one of the biggest things is the operation where they'll be breaking a bone in my mouth to widen my upper jaw. I'm ... scared ^^; But maybe I'm just too wussy. It doesn't help that recently (due to rubber bands they put in my mouth as 'spacers') I've lost ... about five pounds in one week. That shouldn't be bad, right? But I really don't have that much to spare, so I've been really weak and sick.

So, I didn't want to dump this on you, but I realized that maybe just hiding and keeping it from you wasn't the nicest thing I could do either. You all mean too much to me and I do sometimes worry that with all the 'breaks' I take, you'll lose patience with me.

Okay, so, I've left a few comments here and there (and I may comment a bit more, I especially wanted to at least leave a few 'happy birthdays', which I seemed to miss a lot of. The comments will probably be shorter than usual from me) But until 'things settle down' I think I'll be missing commenting on a lot of things, just a warning. I think for today at least I want to try to comment on one work per person at least... perhaps. ^^;; But, yeah, for the next month, I make no promises, except that I probably won't be online for a few days after the operation. Please pray for me ^^; It's not a 'major' surgery, but it's still... Yeah, well, you get it ^^;

Okay, well, I guess I should share some good news now, right? Umm, oh! My Mom and I both passed our last Soo Bahk Do test (finally ^__^ we had some 'conditionals' that we had to clear up first) Now Mom is a 1st Gup (red belt with two stripes) and I'm a 2nd Gup (red belt with one stripe) ^__^ That was a hard test, but I'm glad we made it through. Now I'm one test away from being able to test for Don (black belt) and Mom's training to be able to test for it. We're hoping that we'll be able to test at the same time, so I guess once I'm stronger I'll have to work really hard to catch up with her ^___^

I really don't want to make this post too long, so I think I'll end it here.

Instead of posting two random questions, if you're reading this and thinking of commenting, could you let me know how you're doing? If you're feeling well and hopefully if you're enjoying your summer? ^___^ I would love to know how you all are doing. < 3 Love you all so much!

Take care and may your days be blessed.

Have a great day!

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