Wednesday, September 29, 2004

   This week so far sucks ass >
time: 5:26pm

Mood: pissed


:Post:Man..Ive been having such a bad week....God damnit..Monday at lunch i got hit in the head with a quarter or something..OUCH and I fell down my stairs..Double ouch..
Then on tuesday I decided to play in the rain all afternoon until around 7ish it was fun but Now im sick and it sucks....I wont eat cheese because it'll make me sick so now i hate cheese...My mom wouldnt stop calling me ditsy all day yesterday so i just blew up at her..Man Ive just had a bad week...Yep.... Here ish my song of the day its called "Outside"by Staind

And you,
You bring me to my knees
Again
All the times
That I could beg you please
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
And I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I felt like this won't end
it's for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It was from you
All the times
That I've tried
My intentions
Full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be OK

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

Yaay

-Ask Katie-

Q:Does your ass still hurt from the fall?
A:No but my head hurts...

Q:do you like football?
A:Not really..Its okay though..

Q:Moooo?
A:Meooow?

Q:How many boyfriends have you had your whole life?
A:..Hm..Not alot..Ive had about 4 or 5 of them...But they all break my heart..so whats the point of loving anyway?

Well I shall update later and stuff..Byes

-Katie
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Saturday, September 25, 2004

   Man Im tired...
Time:12:30pm

Current Mood: Happy,tired

:Post: Hewo all...SORRY I havent been
posting lately...My pc crashed and stuff so I am at courtneys updating and Yaay....Ummmm yesterday I fell on my ass trying to catch a ball during gym....OUCH did that hurt!!!!><
But it was funny.....Um.......Here ish my song of the day!Yaaay Its called "Dont speak" By No Doubt

You and me we used to be together
Every day together, always

I really feel that I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe this could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real, well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories they can be inviting
But some are altogether mighty frightening

As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
No no no
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are

You and me
I can see us dying, are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
No no
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak, don't speak, don't speak, oh
I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons

I know you good, I know you good
I know you real good, oh

Ladadada, ladadadada
Don't! Don't!

Oh, oh
Hush, hush, darling - hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush - don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Hush, hush, darling - hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush - don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Oh
Hush, hush, darling - hush, hush, darling

Yay and now time for your questions

Q: Which "Pass Patterns" did you learn?
A: I learned to T in,T out,Y in,Y out,Fly, and uh.....I cant remember the last one.....damnit

Q:WHY did the chicken cross the road?
A: To get away from the hungrey farmers?

Q:Who is your best friend?
A: Courtney of course!

Q:Whips or chains?
A: Hm...this is a tuffie....Um...whips!

LOL

Currently chatting with: Courtney

Currently listening to: The TV

-Katie
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

   Moo and stuff.....
Time: 4:30

Mood: Happy kinda...

:Post: Hello....I dispise football I almost broke my ankle because i almost fell while i was trying to catch the ball and stuff..But im getting better in football.I learned the names of pass patterns Yay Wheeeee There are 6 i think..Not sure..-thinks- Yeah there are 6..Um..Well we had a quiz in S.S class today..I KNOW I FAILED..thats cause i didnt study and stuff... Um.... TIME FER THE SONG OF THE DAY.....Yaaaay Umm Its called "The one i gave my heart to"
by Aaliyah

How could the one I gave my heart to
break my heart so bad
How could the one who made me happy
make me feel so sad

Won't somebody tell me so I can understand
If you love me how could you hurt me like that
how could the one I gave my world to
throw my world away
How could the one who said I love you
say the things you say
how could the one I was so true to
just tell me lies
How could the one I gave my heart to
break this heart of mine tell me

How could you be so cold to me
when I gave you everything
all my love all I had inside
How could you just walk out the door
how could you not love me anymore
I thought we had forever
I can't understand

How could the one I shared my dreams with
take my dreams from me
How could the love that brought such pleasure
bring such misery
won't somebody tell me, somebody tell me please
If you love me how could you do that to me
tell me

Hey,
How could you just walk out the door
how could you not love me anymore
I thought we had forever
I can't understand

How could the one ( the one I gave my heart to)
break my heart so bad ( break my heart)
how could the one who made me happy (you made me so happy)
make me feel so sad ( make me feel so sad)
won't somebody tell me( won't you tell me)
so I can understand ( so I can understand)
If you love me how could you hurt me like that
(how could you hurt me)

How could the one I gave my world
throw my world away ( throw my world away)
how could the one that said I love you ( you said you love me)
say the things you say ( but you didn't love me)
how could the one I was so true to
just tell me lies ( you told me lies)
how could the one I gave my heart to (ooooh)
how could the one I gave my heart to (ooooh)
how could one I gave my heart to
break this heart of mine tell me

I love that song and stuff..

Yeah and stuff..

Currently chatting with: Jen

Currently listening to:Bruce

-Ask Katie-

Q: did dan ever tell u how i killed the muffin man in 6th grade?
A: You killed the muffin man???How rude....

Q: Billy or Benji?
A: Both because theyre both REALLY hot ^^

Q:what should I dye my hair next?
A: Red and Black

Q:What is love?
A:Um...This is a very complicated question...Love is something that you feel when your attracted to someone and stuff..

Q: How do you tell one of your friends that you have feelings for them and have little or no interest in another? (Hypothetically Speaking Of Course)
A:Um....Just tell them that you have feelings fer them..As fer the other persona..I dont know what to tell them..

Okay I must go eat some cheese I shall be back later though

-Katie <3
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

   Hi all
Time: 7:15

Mood:TIRED

:Post: Hiiii I am tired and still havent been getting sleep HELP ME Ummmm I am bored...Its now time fer the song of the day Its "broken" by Seether

wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I'm open
And I don’t feel like i am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonsome
And i don't feel rite when your gone away

You're gone away; You don't feel me here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You're gone away; You don't feel me here anymore.

YAY

-Ask Katie-

Q: When one is uncertain, is it better to seek answers from within or from external sources?
A: Um....I think its better to seek answers from withen..Dont know why..

Q:Whats your favorite country?
A:Hm...I like Ireland because I am 85% Irish Yay and because its green and it rains alot there ^^

Q:Cat or dog?
A: Kittie kat of course..But i like dogs too

Q:Do you like the questions?
A:Yes i do

Q:Hows school going?
A: Its been going good..I'm accually getting my homework done
-SUPER GASP- Yay

-Katie
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Monday, September 20, 2004

   Need sleep......
Time: 12:00am

Mood: Tired

:Post: Hi all I went to the mall and stuff it was fun..I couldnt find any bowties for Dan there at all man..I was pissed..The some dude in hot topic asked for my number...EWWWWW man i had a weird day...I cant sleep...Ick i feel and look dead T.T

Now its time fer the sonf of the day Yaaay its called "Shiver" by Maroon 5

You build me up
You knock me down
Provoke a smile
And make me frown
You are the queen of run around
You know it's true

You chew me up
And spit me out
Enjoy the taste
I leave in your mouth
You look at me
I look at you
Neither of us know what to do

There may not
Be another way to your heart
So I guess I'd better find a new way in
I shiver when I hear your name
I think about you but it's not the same
I won't be satisfied til I'm under your skin

Immobilized by the thought of you
Paralyzed by the sight of you
Hypnotized by the words you say
Not true but I believe 'em anyway

So come to bed It's getting late
There's no more time for us to waste
Remember how my body tastes
You feel your heart begin to race

There may not
Be another way to your heart
So I guess I'd better find a new way in
I shiver when I hear your name
I think about you but it's not the same
I won't be satisfied til I'm under your skin

You feel your heart begin to race

There may not
Be another way to your heart
So I guess I'd better find a new way in
I shiver when I hear your name
I think about you but it's not the same
I won't be satisfied til I'm under your skin

There may not
Be another way to your heart
So I guess I'd better find a new way in
I shiver when I hear your name
I think about you but it's not the same
I won't be satisfied til I'm under your skin

-Ask Katie-

Q:French toast or buttered toast?
A: both is fine with me ^^

Q:Chester or Dan?
A: They look the same how am I supposed to choose???But If i had to i'd choose Dan because I know him personally

Q:Jade or Davey?OR JAVEY????
A: well....Hm...JAVEY

Q:Who do you love
A: Ah...the old love question..Hm....You know who it is i dont have to tell you again ><

Q:Do you hate people?
A: No i dont..People are awesome

Q:Moo?
A: Meow??

Q: CHEESE
A: Where???????????-runs around looking fer it-

Currently Chatting with: No one

Currently listening to: Alanis Morisette "8 easy steps"

-Katie



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Sunday, September 19, 2004

   New form added to post thingy Yaay
Time: 10:25

Current Mood: Tired and stuff..

:Post: Hi all I am bored and I want to add something to my post forum and stuff Yay Its called
-Ask Katie- And you get to ask me questions YAAAY ..you can ask me anything you want and ill probably answer it...Umm as other news goes Im going to Woodbridge mall around 1 so If you wanna join me come feel free to comment or you can call me or drop me an IM...Yesh ans stuff Now time for my song of the day YAAY

"You're all i need"-Kelly Clarkson

You're all I need to get by

Like the sweet morning dew
I took one look at you
And it was plain to see
You were my destiny

With my arms open wide
I threw away my pride
I'll sacrifice for you
Dedicate my life for you

I will go where you lead
Always there in time of need
And when I lose my will
You'll be there to push me up the hill

There's no no looking back for us
We got love sure 'nough, its enough
You're all
You're all I want to strive for and do a little more
You’re all all the joys under the sun wrapped up into one

You're all
You're all I need
You're all I need
Oh yeah yeah
You're all I need to get by


Yay Now time fer some questions asked by my sister LOL:

Q.Why are you so cool?
A. Because I am little sister..

Q. Why are your friends so weird?
A. Because they assioate with me XD

Q.Can you make me some french toast?
A.NO GO GET YOUR OWN >.<

LOL OKay Now ask me questions ^^

Currently chatting with: my sister

Currently listening to:"pieces of me"-Ashley Simpson

-Katie
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Saturday, September 18, 2004

   Bakka Bakka
Time:12:15pm

Current Mood: Happy..Kinda

:Post: Hi all I'm at Courtneys house!!!Yay and stuff!!and I am poking her fractured foot ^^ Um....Well at bowling today i bowled shitty..Courtney did too ...COURTNEY SAYS HIIIIIIIIII!!!! Ummmmm Well Courtney and I took pictures on her digital camera Um..Me and her will try to get some of the pics up on the site soon!Yay Umm...well here is my song of the day! "My Immortal" by evanescence


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
I would give every breath from my chest
To give you all the things
That my mind couldn't bear

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

Chorus:
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me

Chorus:
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

I'd love to walk away
And pull myself out of the rain
But I cant leave without you
I'd love to live without
The constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When youd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Yay I love that song..I shall update later Bye

Currently chatting with: Courtneys dog Rocky ^^

Currently listening to:'My Immortal"Evanescence

-Katie
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Friday, September 17, 2004

   A poem by meh..
Time: 12:03am

Current Mood: Sad,Tired.

:Post: Hello all...Um..I cant sleep as usual...Um... I wrote a poem..It has no name yet.And its about how I'm feeling right now

It’s not too easy to forget
All of the feelings you made me feel
All the things you said.
I’m addicted
I can’t let go
To you this may be a memory
But to me it still lives on..
Even though you don’t care for me anymore
Just know this
I’m always here for you when you’re down
And I’ll always catch you when you start to fall.
You may have hurt me in the past
But I forgive you somehow.
No matter how many times you break my heart
I’ll always love you..

Yep...Tell me what you think about it okay?

Well as far as other news goes..I went for a walk to clear my mind of everything...it didnt work..I tried singing..Didnt work either..Gah what will clear my mind??????????? Tips please...Ummm here are some lyrics for today

You're a song
Written by the hands of God
Don't get me wrong
'Cause this might sound
To you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts
Go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I find them

Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things
I deserve
For being such
A good girl honey

'Cause of you
I forgot the
Smart ways to lie
Because of you
I'm running out of
Reasons to cry
When the friends are gone
When the party's over
We'll still belong
To each other

Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things
I deserve
For being such
A good girl honey

Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things
I deserve
For being such a... ahhh

I love you more than all
That's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathin'
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the ceiling
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling

Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things
I deserve
For being such
A good girl honey

Underneath your clothes
Wah-oh oh oh oh
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things
I deserve
For being such
A good girl
For being such
A good girl

That song was "Underneath you cloths" By Shakira..God i love that song...Umm...I think thats all i gotta write fer now I shall try and get some sleep soon

Night

Currently Chatting with: Dave

Currently listening to:"Spirits in the night"-Bruce Springsteen

-Katie
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Thursday, September 16, 2004

   FINALLY
Time: 5:59pm

Current Mood: Content

:Post: Well I took a 2 hour nap..It was the best sleep ive had in a while...Yep...I finally saw the new Good Charlotte video It kicks ass man Yay
Um......well I posted the lyrics on the top of my page and stuff..The lyrics are awesome..When the cd comes out On October 5th I'm getting it ^^ Um...I think thats all i gotta say for now Bye

Currently chatting with: Jen

Currently listening to: "Predictable"-Good Charlotte

-Katie
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   Not okay..
Time: 2:36am

Mood:Sleepy,Depressed

:Post: And as usual I cant sleep so I am on this machine..Hm...well first off i havent been sleeping well for the past week..I have no clue why.I cant sleep for more then 6 hours..So basicly I'm up for today..Uh..My leg hurts..Damn football..My mom went to her Patti Scalfia concert [Thats Bruce Springsteens wife btw] she said that Patti kicked some major ass..and Yeah..Oh yeah and I also Have a song stuck In my head.. Its an old people song but who cares? I like Bruce Springsteen..The song is called 'Paradise' and here are the lyrics..

Where the river runs black
I take the schoolbooks from your pack
Plastics, wire and your kiss
The breath of eternity on your lips

In the crowded marketplace
I drift from face to face
I hold my breath and close my eyes
I hold my breath and close my eyes
And I wait for paradise
And I wait for paradise

The Virginia hills have gone to brown
Another day another sun going down
I visit you in another dream
I visit you in another dream

I reach and feel your hair
Your smell lingers in the air
I brush your cheek with my fingertips
I taste the void upon your lips
And I wait for paradise
And I wait for paradise

I search for you on the other side
Where the river runs clean and wide
Up to my heart the waters rise
Up to my heart the waters rise

I sink 'neath the water cool and clear
Drifting down, I disappear
I see you on the other side
I search for the peace in your eyes
But they're as empty as paradise
They're as empty as paradise
I break above the waves
I feel the sun upon my face

You guys REALLY wanna know why I'm talking about Bruce all of a sudden? Its cause His Birthday is the 23rd...Yay.I think.. Well besides having this bruce song inside my head I also have sone odd song in my head as well...Umm Well heres a Christina song..Its called 'Impossible'Featuring Alicia Keys..

Christina: Play something for me Alicia.

Alicia: There you go Chris.

Alicia: What's up?

Christina: Just got something on my mind.

Alicia: Speak on it, girl

Oh Oh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oh Oh Ohhh

It's impossible, it's impossible to love you
If you don't, let me know, what you're feeling
It's impossible, for me to give you whatcha need
If you're always hiding from me

I don't know what hurts you, I just,I wanna to make it right
Boy I am sick and tired of trying to read your mind

[chorus]
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible for me to love you this way
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible, if you're making it this way

Impossible to make it easy
If you're always trying to make it so damn HARD!!!!!!!!
How can I, how can I, give you all my love, baby
If you're always, always, putting up your own guard

This is not a circus, don't ya play me for a clown
how long can your emotions keep going up and down

It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible, for me to love you this way
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible you keep treating me this way, over
and over

if you keep treating me this way

[chorus] to end


Ok Well I'm gonna hit the hay..This maybe my only post of the day so yeah...I may update when something happens.. Bye

Currently chatting with: No One.

Currently listening to: 'Impossible'


-Katie

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