Thursday, September 16, 2004

   Not okay..
Time: 2:36am

Mood:Sleepy,Depressed

:Post: And as usual I cant sleep so I am on this machine..Hm...well first off i havent been sleeping well for the past week..I have no clue why.I cant sleep for more then 6 hours..So basicly I'm up for today..Uh..My leg hurts..Damn football..My mom went to her Patti Scalfia concert [Thats Bruce Springsteens wife btw] she said that Patti kicked some major ass..and Yeah..Oh yeah and I also Have a song stuck In my head.. Its an old people song but who cares? I like Bruce Springsteen..The song is called 'Paradise' and here are the lyrics..

Where the river runs black
I take the schoolbooks from your pack
Plastics, wire and your kiss
The breath of eternity on your lips

In the crowded marketplace
I drift from face to face
I hold my breath and close my eyes
I hold my breath and close my eyes
And I wait for paradise
And I wait for paradise

The Virginia hills have gone to brown
Another day another sun going down
I visit you in another dream
I visit you in another dream

I reach and feel your hair
Your smell lingers in the air
I brush your cheek with my fingertips
I taste the void upon your lips
And I wait for paradise
And I wait for paradise

I search for you on the other side
Where the river runs clean and wide
Up to my heart the waters rise
Up to my heart the waters rise

I sink 'neath the water cool and clear
Drifting down, I disappear
I see you on the other side
I search for the peace in your eyes
But they're as empty as paradise
They're as empty as paradise
I break above the waves
I feel the sun upon my face

You guys REALLY wanna know why I'm talking about Bruce all of a sudden? Its cause His Birthday is the 23rd...Yay.I think.. Well besides having this bruce song inside my head I also have sone odd song in my head as well...Umm Well heres a Christina song..Its called 'Impossible'Featuring Alicia Keys..

Christina: Play something for me Alicia.

Alicia: There you go Chris.

Alicia: What's up?

Christina: Just got something on my mind.

Alicia: Speak on it, girl

Oh Oh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oh Oh Ohhh

It's impossible, it's impossible to love you
If you don't, let me know, what you're feeling
It's impossible, for me to give you whatcha need
If you're always hiding from me

I don't know what hurts you, I just,I wanna to make it right
Boy I am sick and tired of trying to read your mind

[chorus]
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible for me to love you this way
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible, if you're making it this way

Impossible to make it easy
If you're always trying to make it so damn HARD!!!!!!!!
How can I, how can I, give you all my love, baby
If you're always, always, putting up your own guard

This is not a circus, don't ya play me for a clown
how long can your emotions keep going up and down

It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible, for me to love you this way
It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible you keep treating me this way, over
and over

if you keep treating me this way

[chorus] to end


Ok Well I'm gonna hit the hay..This maybe my only post of the day so yeah...I may update when something happens.. Bye

Currently chatting with: No One.

Currently listening to: 'Impossible'


-Katie

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