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Birthday
• 1988-09-20
Gender
• Female
Location
• Oxford,PA,USA
Member Since
• 2005-03-30
Occupation
• highschool student
Real Name
• Kateri Hall

Personal

Achievements
• surviving my freshmen year of highschool without killing any fellow classmates or teachers.
Anime Fan Since
• forever
Favorite Anime
• Gundam Wing, Ranma one half, Inuyasha, Knights of the Zodiac, Full Metal Panic, Full Metal Al chemist, Ghost in the Shell, Cowboy Bebop
Goals
• to be in a punk rock band and actually make money
Hobbies
• playing with my 3 cats, reading, writing, listening to music.
Talents
• umm...do you really want to know?

myOtaku.com: kitty cat girl

Friday, July 29, 2005

.....*sigh*.....

While obviously I still can't comment on anything so that sucks.
Anyway I've felt really depressed lately. I don't really know why. I shouldn't be feeling down right now but I do. Julie is at my house and I think she will sleep over. She noticed that I seem different and she asked me what was wrong. And I started crying. She was real concerned, I think she thought it was her fault I was depressed. She held me and I just cried until I couldn't cry anymore. She didn't ask me any stupid questions or try to make me talk, she knew that all I wanted was for someone to hold me.
I never did tell her why I feel so shitty, I think she'd understand but I don't think I'm ready to talk to her about it. I guess why I'm so sad is a combination of things that I've kept inside and let build up and now they are finally bursting over. I've been having bad dreams lately. But like these dreams aren't just dreams they are memories. I don't want to remember the memories but I can't forget them and I guess that's basically it. Everything seems to be spiraling down, down, down, and good things just seem bad and bad things seem horrible. I just want everything to go away.
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