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Birthday
• 1989-05-24
Gender
• Female
Location
• unforunately..sante fe nm( it sucks)
Member Since
• 2004-02-19
Occupation
• im a hostess at a country club and an artist.(espicially of anime)...oh yeah at night i transform into a half cat half human kinda thing
Real Name
• ...like i would even tell

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Achievements
• art award.. 3 dance medals...and thats it
Anime Fan Since
• i was in 4th grade..it all started with escaflowne
Favorite Anime
• escaflowne,yu yu hakasho(whhhee kurama), out law star, cowboy beebop, inuyasha, rayearth,.. oh yes and gundam wing^-^
Goals
• to go to japan and to be a famous artist..meow
Hobbies
• dance, sing, draw anime, and sometimes act like a wittle kitten...chewing on my friends and ppl i dont know
Talents
• sing and drawing...being a cat...




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myOtaku.com: KittyCatmeow


Saturday, September 11, 2004

  
my mother told me that i shouldnt blame everyone in oak rigde(the place i used to live in before)..why do i blame them..well they made me into all the negative things i am today..their the ones who called me a cry baby..their the ones that called me stupid because i couldnt very well or speak very well at that time..their the ones that made me paranoid about letting any one get close to me!! their the ones who made the little girl who didnt have true friends over react to everything!! THEIR THE ONES THAT MADE THAT LITTLE GIRL IN THE CORNER MAKE HERSELF A GEEK TO PROVE THAT SHE WASNT A STUPID RETARTED KID!!THEIR THE ONES THAT MADE THE LITTLE GIRL WHO WAS SAD INTO THAT BULLY SO WHEN SHE HELD HER FIST UP, ALL THE BOYS WOULD RUN BEHIND THE FAT BOY!!THEY MADE THAT LITTLE GIRL WHO WAS THE PASTORS DAUGHTER CRY ALMOST EVERYDAY AFTER SCHOOL IN A CORNER OF HER ROOM!!THEIR THE ONES THAT TOLD HER NOT TO TELL HER PARENTS WHAT THEY SAY OR SHE'D GET BEATEN UP!!THEY ARE THE ONES THAT GAVE THAT LITTLE GIRL SCARES THAT SHE HAS TO CARRY FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE!! THEY GAVE ME ALL THOSE SCARES!!THEY MADE ME INTO ALL THE THINGS PEOPLE HATE ABOUT ME TODAY!!THEIR THE REASONS WHY I SIT IN MY CLOSET OF MY ROOM FEARING FOR MY LIFE AND WHATS THE POINT OF IT ALL!! WHY DO SO MANY PEOPLE THINK THAT I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE AND THAT I HAVE HAD NO PROBLEMS WHATS SO EVER IN MY LIFE!!WHY DO THEY THINK THAT MY LIFE IS PARADISE!!!WHY DO THEY THINK THAT I DONT HAVE ANY SCARS OF MY PAST!!WELL THEIR ALL WRONG!!I HAVE SCARS!!I HAVE SCARS OF WHEN I COULDNT SAY "JAPANESE" AND ALL OF THOSE KIDS LAUGHED AND CALLED ME AN IDIOT!!I HAVE SCARS OF WHEN I TOLD OTHERS THAT I HAVE A.D.D THAT THEY AUTOMATICLY THOUGHT I WAS A SPECIAL ED STUDENT!!I HAVE SCARS OF WHEN I COULDNT CONTROL MY EMOTIONS AND I WOULD CRY FOR NO REASON IN CLASS AND ALL THOSE KIDS CALLING ME CRYBABY!!I HAVE SCARS..i have scars..of when i was so paronoid..i never let a guy get close to me at all..their the reasons for that..their the reasons why i rarly trust any one..why im scared to tell people that i have A.D.D.. their the ones that made me..even e scared of a friend thats a guy when im alone with him...their the reasons why i cant share my feelings to someone i truely care for!!WHY DOES EVERY ON THINK THAT!!TELL ME WHY!!....please tell me...please..
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