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Friday, November 16, 2007


ohs god..... i hate love
somebody likes and it's gonna turn into drama... i know it i can feel it crawling on meh SKEEN!(skin)

okay so i just met this guy(lets call him dude) a week ago about and we started talking more and he's nice and he names me laugh and stuff and we use each other as human pillows(i do that to all of my friends that let me)and then i gave dude my number because he asked for it... again not that big of a deal everyone has everyones number at my school and then as soon as he gets it he asks me if i want to go to the movies with him. thats when i froze. see im not all that great with love to begin with and then when he did that i was like... "oh fuck." and i rambled out an excuse and then i felt bad for a while but then when i was talking to my friend on the ride home she told me he was kinda like this other guy that i met last year.(lets call him dovey) and then i way like "OH FUCKIN HELL! thank god i said no" because if you knew dovey and if you knew me.... it wouldn't have ended very well.... because dovey had a big-ass crush on my friend(lets call her bana) and dovey and bana were friends but then again they hated each other at the same time it was just ridiculous. So yeahh and then on top of that i like this other person(lets call him para) So yeah i like para and dude likes me and dude is gonna graduate this year and i kinda like him a little bit but i've had a crush on para for a while now and people kinda have an idea that i like him and it's weird because i dont tell anyone that i likd him and i dont even talk that much to him. i mean when we do talk its like a 2 minute conversation at the most. but idk why i like para i just do and i hate myself for that and now im thinking that i might want to go and hang out with dude, yah know just to let my mind be at rest about liking para.(it doesnt help that i see para every single damn day! D:<) but i know if i do hang around dude i better watch it and be careful cuz i never had my heartbroken to the point where i couldn't get over after a few sessions of hanging out with friends, letting it all out and eating icecream.. and maybe a little bit of wine XD

so yeah i know it sounds kinda stupid, if it wasnt me and it was one of my friends i probably would have gave them a weird look and told them to relax and that everything would be alright and crap like that. i do feel a little bit better now talking to more people who know dude.. maybe this is just the thing i need to forget about para.

So what you do all think about this?? also..
what do you think about me?
what do you think of my characters?
who is your favorite character of mine and why?
and who is going to send me and x-mas card? :DD

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